Alanna slowly brushed her fingers through her hair, her eyes half closed and her lips curved into a peaceful smile. The night was warm and gentle, with only the melody of crickets and night birds ringing out through the area. Alanna was once again wearing Lancelot's tunic, and nothing else save his ring, but this time, her strange wardrobe was not due to an untimely interruption.
The last couple of weeks had been sweet ones indeed. Surely no man and no woman had ever shared such a delightful honeymoon. Alanna had seen virtues within her beloved since their first night as man and wife that she had never even imagined being so fortunate as to receive. Such devotion and tenderness, such strength in his gentleness...Lancelot had proven himself the perfect husband in so short a time. He had even managed to restore Alanna's high, contented spirits after she had been so distraught.
And indeed, Alanna had been distraught. But now, resting on the bed they shared and surrounded by evidence of their love, Alanna felt as though she had never shed a tear in her life, much less felt the breaking of her heart only a few short weeks ago. With a deep, contented sigh, Alanna slowed her fingers until they had nearly stopped, her eyes drifting the rest of the way closed. Her thoughts drifted away from Lancelot's cunning and bravery and kindness, and instead she began to recall the warmth of his hands and the scent of his skin. She exhaled once more, her smile widening. With her thoughts occupied entirely by her husband, Alanna slowly stretched out her legs until her toes were near enough to the fire to warm themselves, rubbing her hands against her bare knees in blissful thought.
She wondered about the future. Not in the speculative manner that so many seemed to fancy when involving her sweet Lancelot, but in the light, hopeful manner that she had only ever been able to manage. She wondered what they would do to celebrate the end of their honeymoon, now that they were so close to Rozeshire and attending Mennah and Armand's wedding. They had perhaps a week, maybe a week and a half, left to themselves. It would be sweet and precious, just as every night and every day and every moment had been thus far. And she wondered of Camelot. She generally tried to avoid thinking of Arthur's kingdom, for she had a quiet fear of what might come of her there. After all, Alanna had never yet met a woman quite like herself. Mennah was the closest thing, and the spritely halfing was still an entirely different book. Would Camelot be repulsed by her outspoken (in comparison to other ladies) nature? But nay, she did not wish to think of it, for what would come would come. What Alanna wondered most of was family.
They had discussed it very briefly in the past, when the process for the product had still been forbidden of them, but now that they were wedded Alanna began to think very lightly about the matter of children. She wished to have children, of course, very much so. More specifically, she wished to have Lancelot's children. None others would do! Alanna thrilled at the prospect of a lovely collection of brown-eyed babies with beautiful, olive shaded skin. And teeth, very white teeth like a mouthful of pearls, as Lancelot had. Surely her sons would inherit the strong jaw and the glow about their eyes that Lancelot achieved when he became excited. Ah, and his hands! If there was a merciful Lord, all of Alanna's sons would have the same perfectly formed, strong, gentle hands. The hands of a remarkable knight. And if she was very fortunate, her daughters would resemble him with his soothing dark eyes and rich, thick dark hair.
Yes, Alanna very much enjoyed envisioning just how much her children would resemble her husband. And even more so, she delighted in the thought of how Lancelot would enjoy playing with children that they had created together. She could already see his large, rough hands closing gently around a tiny white one...and his smile, with all of the wonderful lines it created on his face, that would be so bright as he gazed upon his sons or daughters. She could see it already, and wished very dearly to see it with her own eyes rather than simply in her heart.
But she did not dwell for too long on such thoughts, for they were still honeymooners! And aside from the fact that she was content to be his blushing bride, Alanna did not want to bother Lancelot with talk of a family when it still seemed so far away. For now, she simply pondered on it. Before, she had dreamed of Lancelot. Now that he was her reality, she dreamed of his children. And she could be just as patient for the latter as she had been for the former.
"Ah, Lancelot, my darling...you have granted me unearthly happiness..." Alanna breathed delightedly as she reopened her eyes and gazed into the fire. Lancelot was not there to hear her praise, of course, but it would have felt wrong to keep it to herself. Let the wind, the trees, the soil, and all of the woodland creatures know of the blessed being God had bestowed upon her!
But thinking of Lancelot and praising him for an uncaptive audience to hear was simply not enough. Alanna rose to her feet, now quite warm, and strolled through the cozy campsite to more quickly pass the time. Lancelot had gone off to capture game, or collect fire wood, or to relieve himself...Alanna could not quite remember, blissfully dazed as she had been when he'd departed. All she knew was that she was eternally excited for him to return. So to pass the time, she retrieved both his and her own shorter blades from their saddles, brought them over by the fire for better light, and began to sharpen them. Her brow knit in concentration, but the gleam of happiness still shone about her personage as she worked the blades into more than new quality.