Lancelot was not entirely surprised by Sir Armand’s reaction—which was, indeed, a positive reaction for the most part—but Armand’s gentle question still made him give pause to consider. He was again concerned by the fact that he might have married too hastily (or consummated, anyway, for his marriage had come at a bit of a surprise, even to himself), because he was not yet a knight. Until he was knighted, he still did not feel like a full-grown man. Was it right of him to marry Alanna when he could still be considered a boy by some? Was it right for him to declare loyalty to a lady before he declared loyalty to a king?
He trusted the opinion of Sir Armand, his elder (by a year, of course, but still his elder), and his superior in title and wealth. Armand seemed to go about everything the conventional and honorable way—that is, he spent a long while courting a respectable lady, who he had not decided to marry until he was endowed with his own estate and affluence and a lofty title of a Lord. And now that they were to be married, it would be a very public affair, with all of their friends invited and plenty of time devoted to planning. While Lancelot… well, his marriage had been something like a happy accident. And he had been ever the mirthful about it… but since his idol and superior, Sir Armand, questioned his age and readiness in being made a married man, Lancelot was made to question himself and his decisions. And as he did so, Alanna stepped in to answer for him.
Mordred’s eyes fairly popped out of his head. The question had been so cleary directed at Lancelot, that even Alanna should know that she was brazenly trespassing upon the rights of her husband—her lord and superior. If Mordred had a wife that spoke out of turn in such a manner—he shook his head in incredulity—surely he would let her know (in one way or another), that such a breach was not permitted. He would have at least corrected her then and there—but amazingly, Lancelot did nothing, and even seemed to turn to his wife as if he was interested in what she had to say.
Then he realized, though, that Lancelot was raised by the most powerful of females—the Lady of the Lake. No doubt he had been cultivated to respect females as his superiors. Mordred could imagine what his role had been under the Lake… a most revolting upbringing as a male concubine. And he was trained in arms, of course, because that was the occupation that was most desirous to the fey ladies. And most likely he had been so attracted to a lady who dressed like a man, carried a sword and spoke out of turn because she so clearly flaunted her equality with men.
After Armand’s second assertion, Lancelot was prepared to speak. But he noticed that Alanna was also determined to do so (from the manner in which she leaned forward), so he shut his mouth and let her have it. Mordred could not believe it, and continued to watch the exchange between Armand and Alanna with twisted pleasure. Lancelot was looking quite the fool, if he let his lady speak for him not once—but twice! Lord, but the lady did look fetching when she was frowning so candidly. He had seen her crying with joy earlier—how he wished to see what her unladylike expression looked like when she was in pleasure.
Then Alanna betrayed her ignorance. Mordred stared at her—his lust subsiding—and merely just confounded. Where did this lady come from that she would not know that in all circumstances, she should be married right now and pregnant with her third child? Was she raised in a fairy realm as well, and told that she should accept to be married at the same age as men?
Again Guinevere was mentioned. Mordred stiffened, but he duly replied to agree with Armand. “Aye, it is so. It is indeed a rarity to find a husband and wife who are nary the same age.” He shook his head, surprised that he even had to assert such a seemingly obvious fact. He was also wondering about Armand’s implication—something about Alanna knowing that she looked to be of Guinevere’s age? Indeed, so it was. Guinevere, even though she was surely advanced in years than this young lady, was blessed with a seeming eternal youth. She still looked twenty, even though she was a decade beyond that. And to add to Mordred’s intrigue, Lancelot seemed to smile just as he had when Guinevere had been mentioned earlier.
And then, Alanna fairly stunned them all with a most impassioned speech, calling upon the noblest ideals of Love and Providence, which clearly won her the argument. Mordred sat still, dazed. Even if the lady did speak out of turn, at least she could speak well!
Lancelot was also dazzled. And as Armand made one last request for him to speak, and Alanna seemed to have finally given him the room to do so—Lancelot merely smiled, his face glowing in delight of his eloquent wife. “Nay, Sir Armand, I have nothing to say! My wife and I are not only one flesh and one spirit, but I might now say one mind as well, and one tongue. Alanna speaks beautifully for me, and I need not add anything else. Anything I would add would surely degrade the inspired passion she has left us with.” He spoke his last sentence with considerable slowness, as he gazed into Alanna’s eyes and brushed his hand upon her hands that held to his arm.
Was that ever the epitome of romantic folliness that Mordred had ever heard! He could have retched upon his dinner plate! “Oh, come now, Lancelot!” he interjected, restraining his outrage, but still sounding pithy. “Surely you must have an opinion that is separate from your wife’s. You cannot expect, if you are to come to Camelot and join one of Arthur’s tables, that you will be permitted to have your lady sit next to you and speak for you in front of your knightly peers! I must tell you, Lancelot, in all honesty—you will become the laughing stock of court, and they will throw out Dagonet and make you the jester.”
Lancelot flushed at Mordred’s rebuke. But he was not fazed enough not to voice his reason: “I understand, Sir Mordred, and I thank you for your warning. And I imagine that if King Arthur will so generously have me at one of his tables, I will be competent enough to speak for myself. But that is involving matters of knightly undertakings, and in quite a different setting. Here, at this table, I think Alanna speaks well enough for me, since we are discussing a matter of love and marriage, in which Alanna and I share our views jointly.”
Mordred obstinately refused to voice his acceptance of Lancelot’s reply. Instead, he made a brash stab, to prove himself right. “Ah, but I know what happens to a knight and lady that marries too hastily—even if they claim to have the fortune of love.”
“What is the outcome of such a union, Sir Mordred?” Lancelot asked stiffly. He was affronted by Mordred’s tone—a tone that seemed to carry a lurking threat.
“I have never witnessed a marriage that did not fall to this. But, it is too indecent to mention at the supper table, in the presence of ladies,” Mordred said, his eyes glinting as he looked at both Mennah and Alanna.
Lancelot stared at Mordred, about to further pursue the doom of marriage that was implied but not expressed. But before he did, his ears perked to the sound of baby babble. He looked to the door and saw Maraud enter the room, carrying two toddlers, one of which was giggling and uttering the sweetest sounds of nonsense. The sight made Lancelot forget about confronting Mordred, and instead he rose from his seat—gently separating from Alanna—and went to Maraud, his face turning pleasant and surprised again.
“Oh, Lady Maraud! I did not know that you were here! Oh, how I have missed you!” He stepped close to Maraud and grasped her arms, since it would be impossible to hug her without disrupting the babies. “Are these… your children?” He looked at both of the beautiful babes, a confounded joy upon his face.
Maraud was truly glad to see him, and gave him a kiss in greeting. “Lancelot, are you ever handsome now that you’re grown! And… the babies… yes, but one of them is mine, and the other is not. Can you guess which?” She grinned, hugging both children tightly to her chest.
Lancelot appraised the children for a moment, and then made his decision with a surety, pointing to Aurora. “Surely, she is your child. My, she already has your smile, Maraud! She looks… smart!” He thought of asking who the father was, but he decided against it, since he suspected that Maraud might not even know. He hardly expected that she would still be with Roryn, considering how they did have a predisposition towards bickering.
“Yes, this is my daughter, Aurora. Here, hold her, Lancelot,” Maraud said, handing her baby over to him. Lancelot accepted the small child with all the delicacy and admiration he could manage. “And I know you must wonder who her father is. Can you not guess that as well? It is Roryn!”
“No! You had a baby together? Where is he? Or…?”
“Ah, Lancelot, you think me much too fickle! Yes, we are still together—living together, in fact—and he is here in Rozeshire, and he told me he would be coming shortly to supper.”
“I can’t believe you daughter, Maraud… she is so beautiful…” Lancelot said, staring down at little Aurora, who stared boldly back at him, seemingly unsure of what to make of the stranger. “But who is this other child, with the dark hair?”
Maraud glanced at Armand, and shifted Liam to her other arm. She also noticed Mordred, and sent him a cold look. Then she turned to Lancelot and spoke glibly. “Ah, Liam is the son of one of Sir Armand’s subjects. Oh, but there is Alanna! I want to speak to her!” She glided over to Alanna and smiled brightly at her, patting her shoulder as she took the unoccupied seat next to her.
“Lady Alanna—it is always a pleasure! And your hair—I am overjoyed to see it so long and shining,” Maraud greeted.
Lancelot followed and returned to his seat, on Alanna’s other side, holding Aurora. He looked down at the girl again and found her grasping the green pendant he always wore about his neck—Alanna’s beloved gift to him. Then, to his shock, the baby put the pendant in her mouth.
“Baby Aurora! Please, do remove that pendant from your mouth…” he attempted to coax her, since he was resistant to forcibly touching the girl in any way. Fortunately, Aurora did concede, pulling it out of her mouth along with a long strand of saliva. Then her attention turned to the shiny bejeweled hilt of his sword, which she immediately touched with her tiny hands and began to pull on. Lancelot gasped at the sight of his naked blade, and took hold of Aurora’s wrists to stop her—an act that made her erupt into tears.