Alanna felt her heart quiver with every stroke from Lancelot's thumb, but she was pleased that at least she managed to keep her expression of pleasure on her face dimmed down to a mere serene smile. It was so rare that they were ever experiencing a moment of both peace and privacy, so even now when she was reunited with her beloved home and family, she was pleased with the opportunity to be affectionate. Even if it was beneath a table where she had once chased away a mangy cat that had bitten poor Adaline.
When Lancelot began to speak of their past ventures, however, Alanna did indeed blush modestly. Hearing him speak of her actions in the past made them sound so much more glamorous than they had been! True, she had slain a few beasts and rescued a dozen or so children. But that had simply been the only choice at the time, and she had made a vow to protect those who could not protect themselves and wield justice as her blade. And surely, she had more often than not been scoffed at for her strange lifestyle...once or twice she had even been accused of some sort of witch craft...but Lancelot had stood fast by her side, and surely that deserved more praise than her own meager contributions. So many lives he had saved, so many foes he had conquered! Yet he sat there and eagerly described her actions over the past two years, as though she had somehow earned more praise than he.
"I have wielded my father's sword faithfully, it is true...but Sir Lancelot grants me far too much credit!" Alanna protested mildly, her cheeks warming once more. She squeezed his hand and glanced shyly at him, then looked back to Nathan, whose expression was mostly unreadable...but held a trace amount of approval. "Sir Lancelot is the bravest of men, Master Nathan...he has bested countless foes, often despite injury or fatigue, and as he has said...he has stood faithfully by my side as I have his, no matter the challenges we have received."
Alanna's cheeks grew a bit warmer as she caught herself staring adoringly at Lancelot, drinking in the fetching scruff on his cheeks and the precious manner with which his dark hair curled around his ears. She had begun dreaming of the expressions on his face during some of their more demanding trials, and the valiant light that shown through his eyes while he proclaimed whatever it was he felt needed proclaiming at any given moment. Her heart had begun to flutter as she lost herself in the warmth of his pallor and the strong lines of his jaw, and it took a good mental shake to drag herself out of the state. If only she could love him just a little less!
"Why...why once, Sir Lancelot even fought a terrible, plague-breathed dragon...and defeated it with but a broken lance! It was the stuff of legends, I swear to you I have yet to hear of such a feat from another man..!" Alanna wished to exclaim more of the wonderful heroic deeds of her beloved, but by then Adaline had returned. And despite the younger sister's curious looks, the meal was being served and there was a tender-hearted lady present who would likely not have enjoyed hearing about how the dragon had continued to fight with half a lance stuck in its bleeding wing.
As the food (delicious and wholesome, if humble, just as she recalled it) was passed and served, and just as Alanna had filled her mouth full of bread smothered in stew, Nathan finally spoke.
"Lady Alanna...I must ask...why have you chosen to wield your father's sword? And Sir Lancelot, how is it you came to be of a different mind than all who have challenged the lady's mannerisms?" Nathan raised his mug and took a deep drought as Adaline raised her delicate brows in interest. Alanna nearly choked, having hoped (and knowing she had done so in vain) that this question would not arise. Once she had composed herself, she cleared her throat several times and nervously twisted the ring on her finger.
"Master Nathan..." She started, then changed her mind and went in a different direction. She cleared her throat once more, then spoke so softly that one might have thought she was uttering a prayer. "As you know, Master Nathan, my good Lord and Father was a humble, noble-hearted man. But hardly a nobleman...being so only just, as a reward for his valor. Lord Robert, my goodly sire, was worthy of the greatest of honors in court. But he busied himself with caring for his family and subjects here in Greensbury, and never pushed his own name forward. My brothers were like men, being noble of heart and soul...and surely would have brought much honor to our father's name. But all were deprived of this most just reward, in a cruel twist of fate that..."
Here, Alanna had to pause, as her voice grew tight with emotion. Both she and Adaline (and in truth, Nathan) had become a bit misty-eyed, thinking of the tragedy that had fallen upon the family. But after a moment, and with a self-prescribed squeeze of Lancelot's hand, Alanna continued. "With mother and father, and our brothers, gone...it seemed that our family name would end with little granted to it. My father would pass through history unknown and...it was too much to bare, even the thought of such deprivation to such a worthy man. I wished to earn honor to my father's name, to my family's name, even if it meant...And so I...I took up my father's sword, and learned to fight as a man. I go forth with my father's spirit, and his blade, and battle injustice as he once did...and grant any honor I may glean to his name."
"Just as he once strove to earn honor for his children, as his own father failed to do for him. I see." Nathan's gruff voice was lined with a foreign emotion, as he roughly rubbed at each of his eyes and folded his arms with a single terse nod. Adaline was sniffling and dabbing at her eyes, patting her sister's hand approvingly. After a moment of silence, Nathan emit a rumbling sound that might have been a clearing of his throat and waved his hand impatiently at the girls. "Eat, eat! Scrawny women are highly unattractive, plump thyselves up or there'll be no husbands for either of you!"
Then, Nathan fixed his stern eyes upon Lancelot, seizing his mug and taking another deep drought. "And you, Sir Lancelot. You approve of this lady?"