Mordred crossed his arms peevishly. His aunt was giving him more trouble than he had expected. “So… you will not be satisfied until you have my bird. I never knew you had an interest in hawking, Aunt Morgan. But it is not a bother to me. I can just as easily purchase another hawk. Maybe even of a better breed. Shall we go to the mews, or are you much engaged, my Queen?”
He said all of this exceptionally coldly. He saw no point in continuing to challenge her on the matter. It would be best for him to fake a degree of apathy, so that she would not pursue his falcon so heartily.
“But first… mayhaps I should seek out Heath, before he is flayed by Sir Lancelot. That is, if you are still interested in his servitude?”
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After Mennah administered her healing, time passed…
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Sirs Ywain and Gareth entered the infirmary, more solemn than they usually were. The cousins walked into the cell, hoping to hear the voice of a wakened lady. But they did not—it was only silence and a depressed champion. He was just as they had seen him last—kneeling by his wife’s bedside, with his dark head laid miserably in his arms. And when he lifted his head upon the entrance of his knightly brothers, the lower half of his face was gray with stubble and his eyes were droopy and troubled.
“We haven’t found the little coward,” Gareth spoke first, his normally loud voice cracking in an attempt to be hushed. “He’s run for his life, he has. But you can be sure we looked all over, Sir Lancelot. Mordred claims that he doesn’t know at all where his squire has escaped to.”
Lance languidly rolled his head and sighed a little. He hadn’t asked his friends to seek out the perpetrator of his wife’s injury, but they had volunteered as soon as they heard word of it…. along with any other knights who found the squire’s alleged attacks to be utterly inexcusable.
Lancelot himself had not once stepped out of the infirmary cell. He had high spirits when he saw Mennah attending Alanna with her healing remedies. Soon after, though, even when Alanna’s outward injury was healed by a smearing of Mennah’s paste, he was again troubled. Why did Alanna not wake? He did not hound Mennah on the matter. He knew, without needing to ask, that Mennah had done all that she could. Unfortunately, her magic could do all but wake Alanna from her unconsciousness.
Slowly, Lancelot raised himself and stood straighter for his brothers. “I thank you, Sir Ywain, Sir Gareth. I am weakened by this blow to my lady…” he lowered his eyes to gaze longingly at his sleeping Alanna, moving his hand to hold hers. He had earlier realized that her wedding ring was missing. It was a realization that generated further outrage, but it also gave him a guess as to why the squire would have attacked Alanna in the first place: it must have been because he desired the Ring of Dispel. Not only was it a valuable piece of gold, but it also possessed covetous magic. But its loss stung Lancelot because it was a long-held symbol of his love for Alanna of Greensbury.
The two bachelor knights stayed and tried to comfort their married brother in arms. They did a little, with the help of some food and wine they brought, but Lancelot’s eyes kept returning to glance at Alanna, as if he were hopefully anticipating that she would wake at any moment. Gareth and Ywain saw this, and they knew that their company would do little more for him.
Once Ywain and Gareth had left, Lancelot left his chair and climbed into bed beside Alanna. He held her cherishingly, cradling her dear head, hoping that a gentle touch to it might cure her debilitation. How long would it be like this, he wondered? His love, how long could she last without eating? She could not be force-fed, for she would surely choke. He didn’t know how much time had passed—was it a day? Two? Three? It felt more like a month.
Would it be the slow death of her?
The thought triggered a sense urgency from him—a flow of pleas he voiced aloud. “Please wake, Alanna. Please…” Amazingly, he kept the tears out of his voice. He wanted to sound strong, as if that would be more convincing to the mind within her, as if she was choosing not to wake. Then he gave up his vocal pleas and futilely kissed her hair and forehead. He lowered his head to plant his ear at the very center of her chest, listening to her heartbeat. And even if it was impolite without her conscious permission, he wrapped his arms around her and lowered his hands to her posterior. It made him feel a little bit better.
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Lionel’s attention to Juliana was a great remedy to his discomfort. “No, no, you have caused me no pain, Julie-” he assured her emphatically when she asked if she had hurt him by embracing him. His words were clipped with surprise as Juliana urged him to the ground and stripped his tunic off with improper haste. He would not admit it, but it was reminiscent of a dream he had once had…
He valiantly ignored the pain as she cleaned his raw shoulder and rubbed it with the herbs. It made it all the easier to benumb himself as he looked up at Juliana and saw the concern so clear in her eyes. She asked if his wound hurt him greatly.
“No, not greatly,” he answered with huskiness added to his French accent. His nostrils flared as he turned his head to look at the state of his wound, and the state of his naked chest with its new hairs he was so proud of. And then there was Juliana, looking so beauteous that he was on the brink of making some sort of love confession to her. But he withheld his amorous sentiments by biting his lip. But he couldn’t keep his arm from lifting, and his hand touching the back of her hair.
All of the sudden the pain in his shoulder caught up to him, and he winced at the sudden stab. He dropped his hand, sucked in a deep breath, and asked Juliana hoarsely—“Lady, was Harold one of ze men zat attacked? Did you see him?”