As such, I present to you the start of "Of Cause And Effect", written, formatted and proofread by Providence, formerly known as Alvaron.
“... The wheel of fate is turning ...”
The colour red, heat, lots of heat, pain, why is it painful? Why does it hurt?
Noise, crackling, screams, no more screams, only splintering and crashing.
The smells, burning flesh, charred wood, smoke, getting hard to breathe.
Where is everyone? Why is no one helping? Why is this happening?
Crying, screaming, not their voice, not mine, too hot to cry, no air to scream.
Someone else, someone else is crying, body feeling lighter, sounds of things being moved.
Pain going, can’t see anything, ‘someone’ is still crying.
“I’m sorry...”
Sorry, sorry for what? I’m alive, aren’t I...?
“... And so the butterfly flaps its wings ...”
Tick, tick.
The clockwork time keeper echoed throughout the darkened apartment room only accompanied by the ever incessant beating of the night time rain upon the windows which ran the breadth of the room facing upon the city several stories below. Occasionally, a crack of thunder would drown out the monotony of sound as flashes of lightning scorched the cloudy skies and illuminated the contents of the building in question. The room, as liberally as the word can be applied could vaguely be recognised someone’s bedroom, scattered across the floor were piles upon piles of notes, diagrams, books of the strange, unusual - with some slightly more mundane office hand outs interspersed - were strewn like leaves in the wind. No doubt one of the windows had been left open earlier. The only indication amongst the researcher’s squalor of this being a bedroom in fact was the bed half buried in the papers in one corner, amongst the flashes of lightning the occupant was illuminated briefly.
The man was obviously awake as he laid on the bed, eyes glued to the ceiling, on closer inspection his gaze was not aimed at the ceiling but the hilt nestled within his hands. The hilt in question seemed old, one might fathom old beyond old from the condition, battered and near broken, yet it still remained intact despite the ages gone by. Few, if any would be able to recognise the design and clearly the man didn’t, in ways, the man – whom we shall refer to Michael from hence forth –would run his hands over it, gazing at it, in ways that people talk to animals in some mentally therapeutic manner, Michael had spent hours with it, soul searching in a manner.
Michael’s thoughts turned back during his examining of the hilt, as they always inevitably did to the moment in time during his childhood in which he attained it, on a night all too similar to this one where the skies poured down with rain, where thunder and lightning assailed the senses.
“I’m sorry...”
The words hung with him, he mouthed them, spoke them out loud as he contemplated, the hilt and those two words were all he had when he awoke in the sterilised, white sheeted hospital bed at the age of six. How he got there? No one knew, found in the A&E room of the cities hospital without trace or entry nor what brought him there. Amnesia he had been told, from severe mental trauma was the guess by the doctors. With no name or origin, he was put up for adoption as soon as he was mentally capable considering his distinct lack of physical injuries.
As he grew up in foster care he was given a name that oddly fitted him along with an education, care and the amnesties of a childhood. However during this childhood Michael would often break into fits of lethargy, collapsing suddenly only to be assailed by dreams that weren’t dreams, he later realised this was a glimpse into a past that at times he wished he could forget, yet he couldn’t, wouldn’t. Even though every time he woke up sweating and panting; rubbing burns and scars on his body that weren’t there, the two words that were all he had along with the hilt which had stuck with him despite any events that took place.
Just what do the words mean? Whose words were they in the first place? Why were they said? The same questions assailed him from all sides in the empty confines of his room.
Tick, tick.
Michael glanced away from the hilt around the dim room, looking at his scattered research notes as he chased memories he didn’t have. For all his searching, he couldn’t find any trace or any information on the hilt or his own past, the latter being more acceptable considering his lack of information in the first place. Despite what methods lay available on the year in question – which informatively is 2010 - analysers couldn’t date the hilt to anything despite its obvious damage and weathering. It never accrued any scratches or marks beside what it had, it even seemed to stay clean despite what happens. Similarly, its design wasn’t recognisable to any era, or the materials used, effectively it was foreign to the world.
Heaving a sigh, Michael rubbed his brow in disappointment and wonder as he rested the hilt on his bedside table, wondering idly when his most recent contact would return with the same response, ‘Sorry; we couldn’t find anything for you’. He was twenty now - nearly twenty one – upon his eighteenth birthday he managed to move away from the foster family that despite their care and affection had not been able to answer his lingering questions of the past. Away from the family that wasn’t a family in his mind, Michael spent the three years until this point chasing the ghosts of the past.
However Michael’s own intuition, whenever he contemplated such actions, always warned him otherwise. You see, Michael either through experience or general foresight has a knack for knowing when something happens or is going to happen, if it is good or bad for him. By this, he has managed to lead a relatively safe life, despite the nagging at the back of his mind that something unavoidable will eventually come up.
Tick, tick.
Moving from his bad, Michael felt sharply aware that something bad was about to happen, what - he didn’t know, except what was about to occur would occur. The feeling of foreboding that was encroaching upon him was so heavy and striking that his head began to throb. He felt that if it continued he’d die before whatever occurred would occur. However, the pain suddenly stopped as soon as it started, had the threat passed Michael wondered idly, his hand reaching tentatively for the hilt for reassurance before a sudden crash shook him to attention.
With a crash louder than any crack of thunder that echoed that night, Michael was thrown away from the windows as the apartment quaked and the windows of the bedroom shattered, shards of glass flying in the room as the metal frames buckled. Something had come and instinctively Michael knew why. At first, all Michael saw was a hazy blur in the air, as if his eyes weren’t attuned to the presence before him, with several blinks he stifled a cry as he gazed upon ‘It’. ‘It’ stood like a gorilla, hunched over from its own height into the room, its skin was thick and heavy, drooping like tar off of its frame and with the same colour and probably the consistency, bony, bat like wings sprouted from its back, their pallid form casting shadows, blocking out what little light the moon granted across the gaps where the windows used to be as they scraped the ceiling.
‘Its’ voice was guttural and broken, speaking several times in a long dead tongue to man, advancing with each word until it towered over him, finally as the thing froze in place, gazing at him and not at him, the beast spoke in a more understandable, but still broken and frightening tone, “Found you... at last...”. ‘Its’ arm outstretched, club like fingers extending to grab at him, crush him, Michael knew nothing of what ‘It’ was, or why ‘It’ was here, all he knew was he didn’t want to die, he didn’t want to die before understanding why he was here in the first place.











