It had been too many long hours, and he was impossibly tired as a result, but sleep was (as ever it seemed to be of late) elusive. He had no way of keeping time here, as the sun and the stars sat in different places in the heavens, but he knew instinctively that he had slept for only short periods since this travesty had began. The last time he had slept in a comfortable bed...
There was a very interesting rock by his feet, in a precise shade of gray, one that he had never seen before. Flaky, rather than the sharp hardness that he was accustomed too; he let his interest in it fill his mind right to the top, but even his thoughts of rocks couldn’t stop his heart thrashing like a frightened bird in his chest. Birds though... he had found one once, a hunting bird, strayed into the wire... the wire that edged the- it had been afraid. Fear (a fear that he shared, couldn’t be rid of, but when everything else was trying to choke him, fear was not the motivator that it had once been) swelled under his skin, sharpening the feel of rocks under him, the feel of strange air; it was too hot, stifling, and he felt like he might die if he didn’t find fresh air. But there wasn’t any, and beside the strange, liquid ocean, surely there was no fresher air that he could get?
His every nerve felt as if it had been edged in fire (sending a thrill through him; the scent of burning flesh clinging to his nostrils, engrained into his senses, he couldn’t be rid of it!), he was too wound tight to sleep, too afraid of what he might dream of, but so tired... But there were eyes on him. There were always eyes on him, and how was a man supposed to sleep when he was alone, in a strange land, being watched by eyes that had no eyelids? Eyes that didn’t blink at all; there was no break from their constant, condemning scrutiny.
He raised a hand to his throat without thinking of it (he didn’t want to think of it, like so many other things that crept in and out of his chaotic (bleeding!) mind), and his dusty fingers found slippery fabric and a cold, smooth clasp. He shuddered, snatching his hand back as if he had been burned; he felt like he was choking, precious air suddenly in short supply, but there was nothing he could do to remove the restriction. Mental or physical; in his mind, or really put on too tight, the only hope to remove it would be to part company with his head...
A sound! He stiffened, already tense muscles cording as his hair-trigger reflexes reacted to what was probably just a bird. His imagination was running faster than a startled horse (pain!), painting images of archers lurking in the cliffs, soldiers flooding down like a torrent of melting water in an avalanche of sharp fragments and arrows... and slinking white, sure-footed quiet demons; the monsters from his childhood come to decapitate him so quickly that he wouldn’t even realise until he hit the ground.
It was an agony to wait, but he was half-frozen with fear, every instinct at war; stay still, one part of him whispered, as if whatever was watching him wouldn’t see him if he didn’t move. Run! Screamed another, but he was in no position to simply get up and run, the monster up there was faster; he would lose his head before he had got three paces. Fight-fight-fight was the undertone to it all, and he allowed his hand to stray for his sword even as he kept the rest of himself tense and s till, ready to run, ready to fight... ready to die, a traitorous part of him whispered, but far too afraid to stop.