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Normal. That was the one word to describe her appearance. But underneath the facade, normal was the farthest thing from the truth. Broken was more fitting. Hurt, betrayed, depressed. It all fit. But that didn't show, none of it ever showed. She did not look like your typical 'emo', having blonde hair and light blue eyes, and almost never wearing black. She seemed to be fine. Whenever others were around, she had a smile on her face, pretty much one-hundred percent of the time. The only thing that may have been the slightest bit suspicious if anyone took the time to notice is the fact that her wrists were always covered. Whether it be by bracelets, a watch, wristbands, or just long sleeves, her wrists were never showing.
She, Celia Kartal, had a tough time of just about everything lately. She was in her junior year of highschool, and wasn't really doing well to say the least. Her highschool wasn't a good one--at least, the teenagers there were more cruel than at other schools. There were fights everyday, and more often than not, Celia would somehow be involved. Not that she'd be fighting, though. Everyone picked on her, and the ones that didn't outwardly do so, certainly didn't help her. She was beat up, tripped, pushed, made fun of, and ridiculed often. She'd even gotten raped a few times. The worst part was, no one seemed to care. Not the teachers, not the students, and not her family. Despite it all, she smiled. Smiled because they hated to see her happy, even if she really wasn't. At least it was easier to take that way, she supposed. All the same, her grades were down, and nothing else was looking up, either.
Today was the same as any other, and Celia didn't really even want to go to school. But she had to. Dragging herself out of bed, she went to the bathroom, getting in the shower and washing her waist-length, straight, light blonde hair. For being so unfortunate, she was actually very pretty. No one seemed to notice that, though. Finished in the shower, she got out and dried her hair before brushing through it. She looked at her face for a moment, frowning in the mirror since she was alone and didn't need to smile. With a sigh, she turned and went to her room, pulling on some light blue jeans and a white t-shirt. Over top of the shirt she threw on a white jacket, it being winter time and raining. After getting her boots on, she grabbed some wristbands and covered her wrists with them. Just in case she took the jacket off later. That all finished, she walked out of her home, the seventeen year-old walking to school with an umbrella over her head to protect her from the rain.
Celia arrived on campus in twenty minutes time, and immediately the day turned sour. Someone stole her umbrella and ran off, leaving her to have to walk home in the rain when school ended. But it wasn't over yet, so she just walked inside to her first class, the usual smile on her face as she sat at her desk. Bruises from her last beating were still on her body, but her clothes covered them, so she wasn't worried about it. Not like anyone would care, anyway. "Celia, I need to speak with you a moment." It was the teacher's voice, and Celia rose up to her feet, going up to him. "Your grade just keeps getting lower and lower. You never turn in any assignments, and your test scores also keep lowering. If you keep this up, you're going to fail."
"I'm sorry, sir. I...I try my best." He just sighed and shook his head some, Celia now returning to her seat. The saddest part of it was, even if he didn't believe her, she really /did/ try her best. With all that was going on, she couldn't do any better.
The school day came and went quickly, which was all the better. With it finally over, Celia got off of campus quickly, walking along the sidewalk while the rain soaked her hair. She was handling it fine until someone came along and pushed her down right into a puddle, and then held her there with her face in the dirty water. It was a boy, that much she knew, and he was laughing as he did that. Just before she thought she'd pass out from lack of air, he was gone. Pushing herself up with her hands, she coughed, breathing heavily as she stayed there on her hands and knees.