by Saken on Sun Dec 07, 2008 4:02 pm
((Sorry I have yet to post but, I hope I am not contradicting anything Dx tell me if I am and Imma change it >.<))
She knew that she should have awoken long before, could hear the pounding steps of other as she slumbered, safe below city. Of course, it wasn't truly safe, especially not where she "lived" if you could call it that. No, she should have awoken long ago, should have crawled out of the filth, the scum, below The slums, but she didn't wish to. Who could blame her? No one, weither they be human or other would want to be down there, but then again she had no choice. In her long experience no one would except a hybrid, they seemed to be frowned on even more then the humans but she didn't mind, she had her own friends. Who cared if they lived with her in her mind, who cared if they sometimes tried to destroy her? Of course, many would call her insane, but that wasn't true, at least that is what she told herself. Who was she..? That question, she didn't even know. She called herself Scheme, but there were others, whispering in her mind, trying to take control of her body, that had different names for her. "Coward, wimp" where but a few of the whispered names they called. It was this night, for she hated the sun, it hurt her, drained her of the strength she found limited, that the echoes of those words, of the mocking sadistic voices that made her scamper up out of the hole, that made her shuffle along the streets.
Many would have found it weird to see her like this, ragged and broken, white hair, the one vanity she had allowed herself, limp and tangled Green and gold eyes peering out from her hair, animalistic, brimming with the knowledge that this place, the slums, was where she belonged. She was dirty, nothing, worse than even the humans that populated this place. Perhaps she would kill one of them, feel her fangs pierce the flesh and the blood rush down her throat, blood...god how she needed it, how she wanted it but.. "No." she whispered, almost unaware that she had spoken the word out loud in a voice cracked, hoarse, broken like herself. She wouldn't feed, not yet, she would live without taking the life of someone, no matter how much the voices told her, entranced her. If need be, if she felt her body start to starve, start to eat it's self and scream for the oxygen her breath didn't supply her, she would take one of the dog sized rats and tear it apart, eat it and consume the sickening putrid blood of an animal. It would sustain her, keep her from killing the humans in the place, hopefully stopping her from being noticed by those that run this place. This place....the beautiful city of filth, of corruption. The smell of anger, hatred, fear, and crushed hopes hung in the air, as did the smell of piss and shit. Not the best place to be, oh no, but she was speared from the other homeless by her looks. She was ragged, filthy, and muttering to herself. So skinny that he shirt hung off bony shoulders, that the passer byers could count each and everyone of her ribs. It didn't matter though, nothing mattered. That was the last thought as she looked up, starring at the horizon, the tall buildings f the other places, and noticed the sky lightening, the sun starting to rise, as she slipped down an open manhole thing, back to sit in filth and smell the putrid filth and sewers of the catacombs beneath the city. She would sit there in the dark, building up her courage to go out again, to face this world, maybe then she would meet someone, maybe then she would try and be...human fore it was the only thing she could, at least they wouldn't look down on her...or would they?
"Or, maybe, it just
Explodes.."