For those who don't like sappy things, avert your eyes or stfu:
When I was in high school, I had an advanced Japanese class that I was not prepared for. It was for third years and I had only done first year. Me and one other boy were the only ones to have skipped second year and we shared in feeling dumb for what everyone else thought was easy. I didn't talk to him out of class except the occasional hello in the hallways. We joked about our ineptitudes and he made what would have been an unbearable situation for me that I would have fled from, an enjoyable experience that I learned a lot from. He died that year.
I don't even remember his name.
The reason why this is relevant is that the people in your life, no matter how they are in it, effect it in a profound way. Everything is connected to every other thing and cause leads to effect which becomes a cause for another effect.
I was bored one day and stumbled upon Roleplaygateway.com. It seemed like a nice community and I tried it out, popped into the chat and said hello. I wasn't met with a very good reception (probably due in part to the fact that I come off initially is a complete idiot). I was just about to leave when I had a playful conversation with Gellie and Tetrino. It led to a failed role play, but it also lead to me staying here. This place and pouring over games I am in or creating has been one of the things that makes my current isolation bearable. If my isolation were not bearable I would probably run away from where I live and go back into poverty.
It was her bubbly friendliness on countless occasions that took my mood and flipped it. Her threads and ways of thinking always brightened my day when I came across them. Her desire and willingness to help and accept all people is part of a philosophy that I love, which makes me lurve her!
So, enough of that. You in all your adorable cuteness, Gellie, you. I am speaking to you now! Remember that things are ever moving and changing, the pulse differing the beat changes the music and others dance while others sit that one out (maybe they hate the song or liked the other song better). But as the pulse changes in one place, it changes the music everywhere.
I hope you find your song, love, and I hope your dance knocks 'em dead.
<3Rogue
P.s. Be careful not to stretch yourself too far, keep up with your running the endorphins will make you feel good and help you de-stress!
http://weddings.about.com/od/weddingstr ... _Groom.htmP.p.s If you ever feel like chatting, please send me a message. (
CannibalisticOrange@hotmail.com, my Msn name)
*Throws confetti and makes banners with hearts and smiles on them and sing loudly, running in circles.* I'LL MISS YOU!