I Hope I Become a Ghost

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I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Ariki on Sun Jul 03, 2011 6:13 am

Anne Marie Rossdale // Eighteen Years Old
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Tink.

Why do you make me do this, child? Why?

Tink.

I only do the things I do out of love, Anne Marie. You know that.

Tink.

Maybe this time you've learned your lesson.

It wasn't the swelling of her cheek or the painful bruises that littered her body that eventually stirred Anne Marie from her restless slumber. No, she had grown accustomed to the aches and pains of her father's heavy hand years ago. Instead, the insistent chime of pebbles pinging against her window made the young woman slowly rise from her sheets, her blue eyes finding and reading the red numbers that illuminated the face of her alarm clock. It was past midnight. Which could only mean one thing. Lifting herself from her mattress, one hand running through her waves of golden hair, the other pressing gently against her latest injury, Anne Marie shuffled to her window in a daze. Lifting the pane of glass from it's resting place, she poked her head past the entryway only to be welcomed by the faces of her two closest friends.

"Well, hello there, sleeping beauty."
"Coming out tonight, Annie?"

Anne Marie had known Theresa and John since before she could remember. They had grown up together, and they were the only two people in the world (besides herself and her father, of course) that knew the real stories behind the bumps and bruises that always appeared along her frame. Though the trio each came from different walks of life, the three of them had some how managed to find solace in each others company. Theresa was the girl that everyone envied. She had the glitz, she had the glamor, but, she also had a heart of gold. John, on the other hand, was rough around the edges. He cussed like a sailor and drank liquor as if the stuff were water, but he was also one of the most compassionate people that Anne Marie had ever had the pleasure of befriending. As for herself? Anne Marie was just an average girl. Her family was middle class, she made decent grades, and the only thing she had ever really been good at was singing. She didn't have Theresa's money or John's 'idgaf' attitude. All she had was her voice. And even with that, they were the only two that had ever heard it.

Giving the two of them a soft smile, Anne Marie slowly shook her head and sighed, giving her shoulders a subtle shrug. "Not tonight, guys. I need to study." Crossing his arms, John perked a brow at her excuse and simply scoffed while Theresa added,"Annie, that was the same excuse you gave us Tuesday. You'll have to do better than that."
"I'm serious.", Anne Marie muttered.
Palming her hips then, Theresa rolled her hazel eyes and gave Anne Marie a playful grin."You already know you'll do fine on that Chem final, so drop the act. Besides, John and I feel neglected. You haven't come out with us in forever."
"It's only been three days, Tessy."
"Your point?"

Shaking her head some, Anne Marie couldn't help but smile down at the two of them."There's just no winning with you two, is there?" Flashing her a triumphant set of pearly whites, John simply shook his head."Nope." Laughing and shutting the window, Anne Marie left the two of them standing outside as she went to her closet and pulled on a pair of jeans. Giving herself the once over in the mirror that sat nailed to the closet door, she decided that The Beatles graphic tee she wore to bed would suffice. Grabbing the small, leather coat that sat on the edge of her bed, Anne Marie slipped out of her room, being extremely mindful of the degree of noise she created as she scurried down the stairs and out of the front door.
I mustache you a question, but I'll shave it for later.

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Re: I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Jeffrey! on Mon Jul 04, 2011 9:44 pm

Brent Allen Wilkerson; Twenty-three years old.
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"What? I don't hear you?"

"I said: I don't think we're working out, can I talk to you?"

"What? I can't understand a word you're saying! The music is way too loud!"

Brent sighed, he was getting nowhere with this, "Never mind." He hung up the phone, wondering if he should give up on women altogether, things never worked out with them, anyway. He took a drag from his cigarette and looked up at the stars, this town was just as boring as it was when he was in high school. Nothing to do...Ever. So, he was doing exactly what he'd done back then: sit out by the train tracks and smoke. Sure, he'd normally drink a little, too, but tonight he just wasn't feeling it...He wasn't sure if he really wanted to be numb just yet.

Okay, so yes, he did, but he was putting it off for as long as he possibly could. He sighed, "Amy, why'd it have to be you?" It'd been four years and he still felt guilty about his girlfriend's death, well, not exactly four years yet, but it was coming, and it was coming close. Honestly, Brent knew she wouldn't have even gotten into drugs if it weren't for him, and to him that meant he was responsible. Her father sure thought so. Thing was, she was the only person he'd ever really loved, and losing her hurt back then, and it still hurt, right to the very core.

He scratched his neck, where the rope burns from his latest suicide attempt were still visible. He'd chickened out on that one, too...Though, now he almost wished his neighbors hadn't been able to save him. Would sure have saved him a lot of trouble, he was sure of that one.

Brent didn't know how many times he'd tried to kill himself in the past four years, six? Maybe seven times? That sounded about right. He would spend countless hours planning everything until he thought nothing could go wrong, and then he'd chicken out at the last second and ruin everything. He was just too much of a whimp to end it. Was he even remotely happy? No. Was he man enough to just kill himself and end all his suffering? Not at all. See, he deserved to die, and he knew it, but he just couldn't do it. Didn't know why, didn't much matter, honestly. So long as he kept on being scared, he was going to live.

He let out a long sigh from his nose and lay down on his back in the grass. It was strange, really, how far he'd come from the bright, hopeful and talented teenager he'd been. Oh well, that was life for you, he guessed. He almost wished he'd killed himself back when he was seventeen and was first feeling the depression that had led him to the drugs and alcohol in the first place. Then Amy would still be alive, and she was always worth so much more than him...So much more.
"Cowards die many times before their deaths, the valiant never taste of death but once."
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Re: I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Ariki on Tue Jul 05, 2011 12:24 am

The night air was crisp. Crisper than Anne Marie had initially expected. Tugging at the flaps of her coat, she tightened them around her slender frame and sighed. She could see the silhouettes of Theresa and John further ahead, their shoulders close together, hands clasped tightly. The image made Anne Marie smile sadly. As much as the two had initially denied it, Anne Marie had always known that the pair would end up together. Their chemistry was unmistakeable, not to mention that they had always brought the best out in each other; John had a way of making Theresa see the good in everything while she had a way of keeping him cool, calm, and collected. And, as happy as Anne Marie was for the two of them, she still felt an aching sense of envy sprout in her chest at the sight of the love birds. Anne Marie had had her share of boyfriends, sure, but never had any of them been of a serious degree. She had always been a firm believer of 'The Spark'; that jolt of electricity that ran through a person's body at the sound of the others name, the feel of their skin, their smile. Anne Marie had never felt that with anyone. And, until that person comes along, she had decided that it would be best to just live her life and let the others live theirs. Perhaps it was just a fantasy, something that was irrational and unnecessary, but Anne Marie still had hope. Even if it was slowly beginning to fade away.

Tilting her head towards the sky, Anne Marie breathed in the night air and sighed. Though it burned her lungs, it brought a soothing calm to her. Not to mention the fact that it felt great against her swollen cheek. Hearing John's booming voice up a head, Anne Marie turned her attention back to her friends, only to see that they had stopped. Theresa stood off to the side, her arms crossed, as John knelt forward, his hand outstretched. Confused, she picked up her pace to catch up with the pair, only to be welcomed by an unfamiliar face. One that John apparently knew.

"Well, if it isn't Brent. Whatcha doing out here, man? Not hitting Mike's party?" Clearing her throat some, trying to grasp hold of John's attention, she watched as he turned back to face her and Theresa, a look of puzzlement on his face. Until he realized that he was the only one acquainted with the stranger. "Oh, that's right. Brent, the brunette is my girl, Theresa, and the blonde is my friend Anne Marie." "It's a pleasure." Theresa peeped cheerfully. Outstretching her hand, Anne Marie greeted the man John referred to as Brent, an amiable smile pulling at the corners of her mouth."Nice to meet you."
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Re: I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Jeffrey! on Tue Jul 05, 2011 3:02 pm

Brent couldn't help but sigh when he heard John's voice and saw the younger man come closer and extend his hand. He grabbed onto it and pulled himself up, whether or not that was John's intentions, he didn't know, but he did handle it well. Brent nodded at the introductions and said, "Pleasure? Please, it's all mine." He shook Theresa's hand and said, "I'm Brent, 'case you didn't get that much from John..." He turned his head to look at Anne Marie and after a short moment he thought he noticed a bit of bruising on her face, though, it could've just been his eyes playing tricks on him in the darkness. He smiled at her before looking back at John and saying, "Mike's party? Nah, not in the mood today." Of course, that was uncharacteristic of him, he was always in the mood for a party. Just not lately, not so close to...

He shrugged and said, "Well, don't waste your time talking with me. I'm sure you three have better things to do." In reality, he wanted to be left alone, but something told him that may not be happening tonight. He looked back towards the three teens, he had already known John, they'd sort of met on accident before but now he could honestly say they were probably friends, and Theresa was a pretty girl. He hoped John wouldn't lose her, in any way, because John did talk about her sometimes. His eyes actually lingered on Anne Marie a second longer than he'd intended, she had a certain charm about her he couldn't quite place, and that bothered him a little.

Letting out a breath of air, Brent looked down at his feet and pulled at his army green bomber jacket, trying in vain to bring it closer to his body without being forced to zip it up.
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Re: I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Ariki on Wed Aug 03, 2011 10:27 pm

John smirked his shit eater's grin and shook his head, wrapping his arm around Brent's shoulder, hassling him a bit. "It's not anything big and wild. Just a few of us hanging out at Mike's with the Xbox and a few beers. Nothing special." Turning to face the two girls, her perked an eyebrow at Anne Marie in particular, that same grin adorning his scuffled face."Ain't that right, Annie?" Nodding some, Anne Marie smiled once again and pulled some blonde hair from her eyes."If it was gonna be a huge party I wouldn't be going. Not really into large crowds myself."

Letting go of Brent then and walking over to Theresa, his hand tightly gripping her's as he tugged her along the tracks."Well, buddy, you know where the party's at if ya wanna join us. Catch ya on the flip side." With that, John and Theresa continued their way along the tracks, Anne Marie slowly trailing behind them. Pausing, though, her fingertips dragging against her cold and bruising cheek, Anne Marie turned back to Brent and motioned towards the two slowly vanishing silhouettes,"I'll keep you company at Mike's if you don't feel like drinking. Not really much in the mood for it, myself."
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Re: I Hope I Become a Ghost ( )

Postby Jeffrey! on Fri Aug 05, 2011 7:32 pm

Brent forced a smile as John tried to get him to go to the party. He still just shook his head and said, "Okay, well you have fun with that. Really." When John started leaving he nodded at the younger man and said, "Later, John." He shook his head and started to sit down before he heard Ann Marie's voice cut through the air.

He sighed to himself before smiling and said, "Really? That's kind of rare." In reality, he was in the mood for drinking the perfect mood, but something in him wanted to spend time with this girl. She seemed very nice, and a sort of nice that really wasn't that common, from what he'd seen of her." He started walking towards her and said, "Okay, why not?" He shoved his hands in his pockets and said, "Hey, thanks." He wasn't going to say what for, but having someone offer to spend time with him was...Nice.
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