Enma took another sip of coffee as she listened to BarbieDoll talk. She seemed to gather attention so quickly. She wrapped her hands around the cup of coffee tighter, trying to make her hands warmer. Her hands were often cold, even when she wasn't cold at all. She twitched slightly as BarbieDoll asked if she was alright. About the hundredth time someone asked. She smiled slightly, a slight twitch upwards at the corners of her mouth as she put some humor into it. She nodded slightly. It might be nice to go shopping. She would probably get lost though, alone...But it should be fine right? But she didn't want to trouble others, not just trouble them, but give them misfortune? Enma shook her head slightly. Illusion had told her in the past that she was not a girl that brought misfortune, but she still had her own doubts. As the male spoke again, she knew it was their manager for sure. However, like always, people forget about her once again, distracted by something, even the smallest things. Half an hour. That's going to take a while. Not too much time though. For her, it was never too long or too short. Her time was still, and it wasn't going to change much.
Enma looked up at Namara as she asked her what's wrong, as she closed her eyes as she hugged her. It was nice to enjoy the warmth of a friend and their feelings. As Namara sat down beside her, she took a sip of coffee. The coffee was warm. She appreciated how they all cared for her, but it wasn't something that could be solved. As Namara said something quietly, her head shot up to look at Namara as her world flickered into color for a second. That had hit her pretty hard. She quickly said, but quietly, "No, no. It's okay..." Her voice trailed off softly at the end as she looked back down at her cup of coffee. It was normal for her. She's suppose to be use to it now, but it still nagged her like an annoying mosquito bite. However, slowly and slowly, she will gradually begin to think it is normal and not think much of it. "Just the same old things..." Her problem was something that happened everyday. It wasn't to be solved easily, unless she could find the key. They wouldn't be able to understand anyway. How you are invisible to the human eye. Unnoticeable. Invisible. She took another sip of coffee bringing the cup to her lips. After taking so many sips, you would think she had drank all the coffee, but there still was more than half of the coffee that was there before. Enma stood up silently as there "manager" jogged into the building. Quite odd to have a non-Japanese manager. Visual Kei was a type of style in Japan. She blinked, which she hardly ever did blink like a guinea pig. They should go inside the building now. She tapped Illusion on the shoulder and spoke softly, "Should we get going as well?" She just hoped Illusion would notice. Out of all the band members, Illusion seemed to notice her most. She was what brought her from her still, gray world to sometimes flickering colors. If Illusion didn't notice, she wouldn't know what to do. The band members were also able to make her world flicker with color once in a while for a second or so, and she hoped this was progress.










