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by Saarai on Wed Oct 28, 2009 8:24 pm
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I'll have to be alone for awhile, my head isn't in the right place. I can't have a relationship with Kahlen and Tirza, it'd be against my mother's wishes. Like I've been loyal to her words anyway, I just want to have some honor left when I finally leave this world, either for a higher plane or a hole in the ground. I wish there was more that I could do to make things right, but I seem to make things worst for myself and the people around me. Despite what Aimee says, I know that she must hate me, Verith must hate me. Hell, I hate me, I hate what I've become. I hate what Gambit's has made me. I hate Ariadne for leaving me, I hate her so much for the time I spent waiting for her to hug me, to kiss me, to love me. It'll all be over soon, I'll be going to a hell-realm as part of my contract with the demon. I sold my sould for my sister and now I have to pay the debt, I can't even think of a way around this. I don't want to leave the people I love, but I'm sure that it must be done. Not like many people will even care, other than the Invictus and my family. Kahlen, Tirza, they might care. But who else would? No-one, but maybe it isn't all that bad. My family, my friends, I love them and they love me. I guess it's safe to say that I don't need too many people to cry for me, but it would be great. I want to be known as a great and noble person, I want to be known for helping those that have little attain all. I want to make dreams come true, I want to make people happy.
I would give it all, just to help the helpless.