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Ashae's POV;;;

Stupid cousin,as if he'd ever kiss me I mean cm'on. Miku smirked tho,I mean sure his arm was around my shoulder and all but still.
Than again...no wait what is he doing???!. My heart started to met faster as Jason lowered his head,closer to my face. what are you doing...? He is probably only fooling with then,right? He is right ? And I was right,Jason stopped just a few inches away from my face. I could feel his breath on my skin,making me blush maniacly.

Thank god I thought and started to breathe normaly,Jasons face still close to mine,but my thouights made me relax. Just then his lips touched mine,SHOCK...I needed to calm down,everything was way to unexpected. I heard Kyuu go Awwwwwww and Ruka was chuckling .Soon after it was over,the last thing I could hear was a smirking Jason say ''like that?",probably to Monica. God,oh my god...holly shit..what the fuck..wheres my Pod?. Yet again I panicked,I searched my bag for the most precious item I had. ONce I found it,without hasitation I put the headphones on and turned it to maxi,the song 39 GalaxyZ by SuG was playing. I smiled and looked out of the window ignoring the scene around me .

Miku's POV;;;

Yes! Finally HE KISSED HER. But I don't really like her reaction,probably out of shock? ''Hey...man don't worry bout her..its probably outta shock'' I spoke up,as I saw Jason's face. ''Yeah yeah...Chibi is always like that,don't worry uncle Jason!!'' Kyuu yelled ''watch it...my ears are bleeading!'' I hissed at her. ''Fine...but still uncle Jason..how well do you know Chibi?'' Monica than quizzed,Jason shook his head. ''Okay..here are some fact's you'll need...since Miku and I hang around her OFTEN''. nice work Kyu.

''And I'll start...'' she said,getting hyper again ''um..where to..oh I know...she's a sleepyhead,mostly sleeps in till 2 pm, likes it messy I mean have you seen her room? There are clothes everywhere...also umm Miku can tell you more bout the sex thing I have no idea tee hee..oh I can tell you that she was a st-'' don't dare to say it ''Yeah okay thats enough info thanks Kyuu...'' I stopped her,thank god,I think.

Well, not a reaction I would have expected. But then again, hey, it's Ashae we're talking about, here. At least after she put on her iPod she started to smile as she looked out the window. That was a good thing... I think. Let's just go with that, yeah....

"Hey...man don't worry bout her..its probably outta shock'." Ruka sounded to be like he was on my side. Ever since this whole thing with Ashae started, back in the car, he seemed like he was against me. I wonder why all of a sudden the change of heart? Maybe because I actually kissed her? Come to think of it, that's probably it. Maybe it showed him how serious I was? That I actually gave a damn> Again, lets go with that, for now.

''Yeah yeah...Chibi is always like that,don't worry uncle Jason!!'' What the hell was this Kyuu just yelled? Uncle? What the fuck! I just looked at her politely as she explained some stuff. "Um..where to..oh I know...she's a sleepyhead, mostly sleeps in till 2 PM." I nodded. "That's not a problem for me. I usually sleep in that late, too if I can." She continued. ":Likes it messy I mean have you seen her room? There are clothes everywhere...." I smiled. "Yeah, I've seen it. It's no big deal, though."

"Also," Kyuu continued. "Umm Miku can tell you more bout the sex thing. I have no idea, tee hee... oh I can tell you that she was a st-" But Ruka cut her off. ''Yeah, okay. That's enough info. Thanks Kyuu...'' Though he did a decent job of hiding his true reason for stopping her, it was obvious to me, at least. I turned to look at Ruka, eyebrows furrowed with a curious expression. He didn't want me to know something. After staring at him for a few seconds I just shurgged very slightly. And looked away. I looked down to the tiny Japanese girl beside me, and smiled, tightening my arm around her for a few seconds in a quick embrace. Whatever Kyuu was going to say, I'll just wait until Ashae wants to tell me.

The plane started move away from the gate and out towards the runway. "Ah,... finally." I said. We'd soon be in the air. We were finally on our way to Japan.

Ashae's POV;;;

yay..we're moving!! Hey,what's the big idea? Ruka had this very ODD look on his face,making me feel awkward ''Ruka-chan...n-what's with that look?'' I basically yelled trough the music. Aa right,pressing stop I repeated my question ''what's with the look?'' making him shake his head ''Mony almost told lover boy over there the thing with you..and all'' damnit,little girl with a big mouth ''shut up I'm not a stripper'' I hissed,turning to a shocked Kyuu ''I never said i,you said it yourself HA!''-''no I said it before you could tell any lies'' oh smooth? ''Are tooo'' she yelled ''am not!''-''are to'' and the fight ended after about 50 are to and am not's ''oh shut up will ya..no one is a stripper,that was just a silly high school joke,geez''Miku glared at Kyu who nodded her head.

So after freaking Jason out with my DUMB-ASS reaction I guess I'll have o fix it. ''mhm,revenge is mine'' I mumbled,getting a look from Ruka and an 'ahhhhhh I get it' from Monica. ''Miku-uncle-chan,we HAVE TO go to the bathroom'' she said,Miku's smirk than grew wider. My grin appeared to get bigger as they both got up,Kyuu winking at me,Ruka mumbling 'good luck' to Jason.

''Sooooo you think you can just come outta nowhere and kiss me like that? Well we'll see bout that'' I said,turning to Jason.
''Ohhh now your gonna get it'' Kyuu said hyper as hell,making me smirk more. SO good thing I knew a few tricks right? and ichi, ni,san I was on his lap,I heard Miku chuckle. ''Lets goo Miku-san!'' Kyuu whined ''you sir got yourself into a whole lotta trouble,I hope you know that'' for some odd reason I couldn't help but smile,getting a good grip onto Jason's hands. And may I say,I'm quite strong for a 'little girl'. ''..don't bother to struggle,you won't get lose''

'' and you actually look cute like this,koibito'' god,I'm good,haha,leaning froward making sure it looked like I'd go for a kiss my lips touched his cheek slightly. I thought for a little,what next? You know I can be a bitch at times right? Sure you do,everyone knows..and now was my time.

Giggling a little,I moved to the 'weak spot' of most people.Making the shape of an A whit the tip of my tongue onto his neck,that's so gonna kill him..I just know so . Moving a way a little I bit my lip,just to hold my laughter,yet another idea that would kill everyone? Haha..I'm really god...I moved closer to Jason,letting out a deep moan,smirking to myself.

So apparently, Kyuu was GOING to say that Ashae is or had been a stripper, or something. I highly doubt that, so I believed her when she said she wasn't. I'm pretty damn sure Kyuu was just fucking with her. Anyway, Ashae now wanted to "get revenge on me." Shit, she is even having Ruka and Moniva leave?!?! Hah! Man, what the hell have I got my self into... I just sighed and smirked with a broad beaming smile. Ruka wished me luck as he stood up with Kyuu.

''Sooooo you think you can just come outta nowhere and kiss me like that? Well we'll see bout that,'' Ashae said. "''Ohhh now your gonna get it!" Kyuu said excitedly, making me change my gaze to Monica. Before I could look back to Ashae, she was before me, in my lap once more, but not like in the car. Now SHE was the one in a position of control. My devilish smirk filed my face as I looked into hers. Ruka just chuckled to him self and Kyuu reiterated that they needed to leave.

"You, sir, got yourself into a whole lotta trouble. I hope you know that,'' Ashae said to me.

"Why do I have the feeling I'm going to like this," I replied rhetorically, my expression not wavering. Ashae grabbed and pinned my hands down.I wasn't going to be able to move them. Not easily. She had quite a grip for her stature.

"And you actually look cute like this, Koibito,'' Ashae added, somewhat thoughtfully. Her accent when she spoke Japanese was, well, arousing. She then seductively brushed her lips against my cheek ever so gently. Ooooohohoho man. It was indescribable. The fact that we were on a public plane just added to the sexual tension. It's the slightest things that are the most intense. A soft giggle stimulating my ear... Then her tongue on my neck... I don't know about any one else, but I was extremely sensitive on my scalp and neck. And it could spread to pretty much the rest of my body if done right. Very light, gentle touches was all it took. And that's what Ashae was doing. Her tongue on my neck send a chill through that entire side of my body. Oh, god, it felt so good.

When she pulled away a little and saw my face, which was contorted and weakened with the pleasure she'd been giving me, she bit her lip, most likely trying not to giggle any more than she had when she went for my neck. It was clear she was enjoying this. And so was I. To me, there is nothing like a woman who is in control, knows that she is and loves that fact. To top it all off she let out a gentle moan. I only tightened up for a few seconds before relaxing completely, melting into my seat.

MikusPOV;;;

After me and Kyuu had our LONG talk about why her and Hagu had a fight,we totally fucked up a stewardess ''Back to your seats PRONOTO!'' the blonde yelled ''gezz lady calm down we're leaving already'' I grabbed Kyuu's hand and we walked away,her mumbling some curswords in German. ''So you think Hahaha-chibi will take him?'' she quizzed on our way back,haha take him ''who Jason?'' I saw a slight nod ''well the thing about your auntie is that she needs to..get the whole pack before she goes on dating you''

GOD what am I saying,this girl is nly 16..and I'm telling her how her cousin or as she'd call her aunt needs to get fucked first. I heared the blonde laugh manicaly ''seriously?'' she said ''well I'm Miku her best friend I'd know right?'' - ''than..did you guys ever date?'' she popped out. What a shame I nodded,blushing slightly ''oh god,so you and auntie...oh cool,this way you can give uncle Jason some info..I really want the do be a couple'' not bad. We rolled over to our spots ''ewwww public sex'' Monica laughed as she saw Hagu,still on top of Jason.

''shiii thats not nice,but seriously could you be less horny?'' I mumbled to them. Hagu than rolled off of Jason,hitting her seat. I'm pretty sure she mumbled some ting like 'too bad'. ''Soo..how was it...'' shaking her head,yet again Ashae pulled out her iPod. That girl is so odd,but likes her privacy.

''I'm sure she won't hear us now..so Jason she gave you her 'beg me for it' game huh?'' that was just a guess,but he nodded. Making Kyuu smirk tho,this isn't gonna turn out okay. ''Hey uncle Jason you wanna go out with auntie right?..well he'' she pointed at me before she cuntinued ''can tell you how...he DID HER and they ware going out for..how long?-''six months'' I told her,or them.

''Now he can tell you how to get..her cause he told me that...you need to ..well y'know..'' haha she was afraid to say it,but I guess I could help him out,since he seems serious.

I closed my eyes and cleared my throat. ''So,the fact Hagu looks/acts like a cute little pixy..but she's the wicked devil...believe me.'' I started,glancing at her just to make sure she wasn't listening and it was true. A Hagu with closed eyes,nodding her head to the beat couldn't be listening right???

''Uhh where to start...she likes romentc things..just for the hell of it,y'know... but basically she likes it rough...you got it? okay moving on...uhh'' I stopped,feeling awkward? AS HELL I DID ''Aww he's ashamed...'' Kyuu said smirking ''ugh shut up..its not good to talk about my bestfriend in that way...y'know its killing me,than again Jason needs a little help since she is a weird person.....okay so there..the best thing to do is to tease her believe it or not,if you won't she will.'' Again I had to stop.

''The fact about the 'beg me for it' game is that it can go on for..hours...so the best thing to do is,well that you play it first...and now I'm gonna shut up cause I'm freaking you out,and I feel sick'' I said,bad excuse,I feel sick..yea right. ''Haha poor guy,she really means a lot huh?'' Kyuu asked glancing at Hagu who's face was,just ugh is she about to cry?

''Oh..Kyo...Kyo-kun aishiteru...koiwo shiteimasu (I'm in love)...anata ga inai kara sabishii (I'm lonely because you ain't here)...hai (yes)...Kyo-kun anata to issyo ni itai (I want to stay with you)...aishiteru...aishiteru...aishiteru Kyo-kun!'' Hagu said between sobs. It kinda freaked me out...so many aishiteru's for a person she didn't even know personaly?!

Tyler:


When I was done with all the security check of my bags and stuff, I was late for the flight, and I was sure I had already lost it. I groaned and ran through the airport, bumping against people until I found the gate of the plane flight, there was no one, not even staff members, I cursed and asked some random staff member walking through the place, when I had sort of gotten the idea of how to change my ticket I thanked her and left, checking if my bass was still hanging securely around my back.
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Finally I was sitting on the plane, though it was 1 hour later than the other flight I was supposed to take, if girls and their long goodbyes didn't existed, I would've probably gotten on the plane on time. I placed my bass next to my seat securely. It took a lot to change my ticket, what the hell had Monica dragged me into? I sighed and scratched my head, two girls walked next to my seat and stared at me seductively. I ignored them not feeling in the flirting mood and laid back in my seat, plugging the earbuds of my ipod on. I listened to music and waited for the plane to leave.

Sometimes girls could be stressing... I had to manage a way to stick the idea into Samantha's head that I was leaving, She just didn't get it, but at least she wouldn't be bothering me every minute of the day... 'Girls' I thought and turned the volume up.

How would the band members look like? I wasn't very sure, but at least I found a band... right? I sighed, a lot of things were waiting for me in Japan, I wasn't sure about what to think, whether it would be exciting or intimidating. When I was offered to come, I had no choice, and it was a good excuse to get away and try something new... I loved to always try new things... and I was really sick of the same neighborhood with the same daily activities

(EDITED sorry I posted so late, i've been pretty busy around here :S)

The others came back, as expected. The plane was in motion. But Ashae still had me pinned. She hopped off, even though I could tell she didn't want to. Hell, I didn't want her to. I just sat there, limp in the chair. The others took their seat, and were probably staring at my face with either disgust or some kind of grin. I didn't blame them. My usual confident demeanor was gone, replaced by a weaker, overwhelmed type of expression. I was so out of it. I'd just been dominated by a master. And I'd thoroughly enjoyed it.

Kyuu was saying something, I think about how Ashae and Ruka had dated. I knew that much. Hey, something I knew for once. But, then they went into detail. Worried, I glanced to Ashae, but she was lost once again in iPodland. Ruka, most uncomfortably, was explaining in details of pointers for me, to ensure I was able to play on par with Ashae. I suppose I shoudl be grateful. They brought me out of my weird state and began listening intently. I sat there, slouched in my chair, sipping what remained of my beverage, taking mental notes.

"....likes it rough." I head Ruka say. Oh? I smirked. They now had my full attention. I was back. Rejuvenated from the weakened state Asahe had put me in.

Ashae's POV;;;

After good 30 minutes? Or something I stopped the track,gwadd it was so depressing the same song OVER AND OVER AND OVER again. I sighed mentally and someones fist banged onto my skull.

''What the?'' I said in almost a whisper,glancing at Kyuu. Her smiling face,a grin so wide,from cheek to cheek,I just had to giggle. ''gomen,hey you wanna play 20 questions?'' I just shook my head,I'm sure there was something,the way I was forgetful I surely forgot about something,but I have no clue,so moving on.

''Nee Ruka-san...I wanna go dancing'' – ''why'' I got an annoying glare from him ''is my b-day..I feel like it'' I said matter-of-factly ''no way,your 20 and they got Sake in japan'' please..the drunk story again ''but come on..a little Sake wont hurt and-'' ''No I'm not gonna carry you...not this time..you can't stay sober so face it,no clubbing,not now anyways..when you get your first record maybe but not now'' that ugy was worse than my mum ''ehh whatever.''

Again searching trough my bag I found the newest edition of Visual-shock,

Let's see...Kai & Reita from GazettE about Mellow,page 45-that got my attention.
As fast as I could I ran my fingers trough the mag. A picture of Uke and Reita ''Yes we're proud to announce,the rookie's of the PS Company are playing on our show in Tokyo Zepp''.

''OH MI GOSH...KOIBITO!!'' I yelled getting a ''what'' from both Miku and Jason.''Not you guys other kibito'' I pointed to the blonde above me. ''What is it koi-san?'' Monica asked mockingly ''no guys listen'' I cleared my throat.

''I'm here with Kai and Reita of GazettE...so tell me guys what important news do you have?''
I did my best translating the Japanese into English tho.

''its from an interview'' I explained before reading

''Kai: well the thing is,have you ever heard of Mello?...chick: no? Reita: (laughs) well they will be on our show,they're a group from the US Kai: they already singed a contract with PS Chick: oh? Reita: well yeah they will be playing live at Tokyo Zepp,and if we're lucky they will be touring with us Kai: or they will be a part of the PS Company 'promotion tour' '' I finished,due to Kyuu's screaming ''Kai: I've heard their demos,tho the drummer is the daughter of James Saehara''. (totally unrealistic xD )

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Causing Miku to kick me once more ''stop it yo..its making me nervous'' ''I'm gonna die'' ''what?'' he quizzed my loud thinking ''oh um nothing...hey how bout them 20 q's game huh Kyuu?''

''Ohhhhhhh YAAY I'll go first..I chose...Chibi'' why me? ''Shoot'' I meant shoot the question heh ''Who's the love of your life?'' that just about killed me ''Ummm Tanabe Yutaka-san''. I realized Kyuu and Miku all over me [i]again. ''no hold on...isn't Uncle Jason the love of your life?'' great ''I never said that'' ''but'' ''uhh...I don't want people to call him gay?'' with that I sighed it off,or atleast I thought so ''why?''-''because my dear Koibito-san,you are my kanojo so to speak''. Bad thing to say too,''eh...seriusly'' .

A good while of air guitaring (which is basically practicing with out a guitar in hand) to some awesome songs I was listening to, roughly thirty minutes at the least, Ashae finally was done zoning out into music land. I, too ceased my playlist and was once paying attention to everything at hand. Kyuu nailed Ashae on the head. I didn't really question it, they were, after all, well, them. Heh...

Ashae turned down Monica's wanting to play 20 Questions. Instead, she 'asked' Ruka if she could go clubbing to celebrate her birthday. With good reason, he said no. Though, I still felt bad, since it was, after all, her twentieth birthday. Hm, maybe we'll figure something out, I thought. I can be the 'designated clubber? Hah...

Anyway, back into reality. Ashae retrieved a Japanese music magazine from her bag. She freaked out and began to share an intervied, in English, since there was those of us who weren't as gifted. It was pretty much all good news. I smiled and leaned back in my seat again, having sat forward when Ashae got all excited and began reading to us. Renewed, Ashae then brought up 20 questions again, and Kyuu, of course, agreed. This is when things got confusing...

''Ohhhhhhh YAAY I'll go first..I choose...Chibi." Kyuu saidexcitedly. ''Shoot,'' Ashae responded. ''Who's the love of your life?'' Kyuu asked. Really, Monica,[i] I thought. [i]Way to be subtle... ''Ummm Tanabe Yutaka-san,'' Ashae replied. This didn't offened me at all. I knew what she meant by it. Hell, I was in love with unattainable people, too. Aaaah, Karin Axelsson... and Kate Beckinsale...

''No, hold on...isn't Uncle Jason the love of your life?'' Monica asked.

''I never said that,'' Ashae responded. This is true. She never said I was the love of her life, and I didn't expect to be. Not yet, at least. ''But,'' Monica tried. "Uuhh...I don't want people to call him gay?'' [i]What?![/i ] ''Why?''-''Because my dear Koibito-san,you are my kanojo so to speak''. ''Eh...seriusly''.

((Really, though. What? I got lost at the end.))

Ashae's POV;;;

Seriously,hell not seriously but still. I shook my head. ''Okay another question...''-''not playing,not this anyway..leave me'' I hissed before she could ask. An aww man was heard from her side,however I sighed it off ''soo Miku did you book a hotel??'' I quizzed,causing the man to jump a little ''I...wasn't this your thing?'',my face froze like O.o,turning into a death glare ''Miku..you...where ARE WE SUPPOSED TO SLEEP!??!'' sighing in respond he hid his face ''I know...we could always ask nana-san (granny)'' Kyuu said,in a shy voice.

''Uh how come you think she'd let us in?'' dumb question,but my Nana old Yukre Saehara was always nice and sweet towards her granddaughters ''she's out granny duh,call her'' iie...demo...uhh ''but...demo..she lives in Tokyo'' well duh she did but still. ''Call''-''iie''-''call''-''iie''-''call''-''iie'' my last no done it,death silence. Me smirking,Miku frowning,Jason looking at me with a SHOCKED face.

''See I wi-mmm'' what the fuck,no she didn't!! ''KYUU!'' I gasped as my little-sweet cousin grabbed my hair,pulling it up a little ''got'cha...will you call her'' oh she got me alright,''n-no I'm not calling'' a chuckle was heard from her side as she pulled on my hair some more. And god,you won't believe it but I love when people do that! Weird nee? It turns me on ''call her'' I bit my lip letting out a 'no'. ''Damn just call her already'' Ruka yelled,probably annoyed by my reaction ''God,okay,okay I will,just let go!'',with that Kyuu made her 'I win dance'.

I looked for my cell,somewhere deep in my beg it was ''aha'' let's just hope,they wont see me. Turning the flight mode to a normal pofile,I looked over my contacts. ''Here goes nothing'' I whispered to myself.

click....click....click...

''Ohayou'' a grumpy old voice said,my smile went from ear to ear,it was good three years since I've last heard my nana's voice again ''O-ohayou..n..nana-san...A-Ashae desu'' i said and god why am I stuttering ''hai'' I told her everything about our little problem,well I kind of lied too. My granny had only five rooms and she's very overprotective to me so no way I could be in the same room as Jason unless..uh let's just say we're engaged now. ''H-hai...arigatou nana-san...sayonnara'' with that I hanged off,turning off my cell.

Miku's grin didn't surprise me,since,he for all of the people understood the 'yes,see me and my man and our band forgot to book a hotel..' and 'yes we're engaged,I don't know we're getting married next June'

''Oh,oh,oh..oho...haha..muahahaha!'' annoying,Ruka's laughter went from a slight giggle to a hysteric laugh,and to make it worse he pointed at me a few times.

What? Ruka didn't book a hotel?! What the fuck! Some manager he was turning out to be... Whatever. What the hell were we going to do about it? That's what mattered. I looked blankly pondering. We could always get one when we get there. SOMEwhere will take us in.

''I know...we could always ask Nana-san," Kyuu said, sound not too sure of herself.
"Uh how come you think she'd let us in?" Ashae replied to Kyuu.
"She's our granny, duh. Call her," Kyuu said.
"But...demo..she lives in Tokyo."

After a big Call/No battle between Ashae and her 'cousin,' Ashae got the last word. That is, "no." It would appear that Ashae had won the squabble. I just looked on with a somewhat confused and shocked expression. Don't think I'll ever get used to these two... but hell, at least thing are interesting all the time.

"See I wi- mmm!" Kyuu had pulled Ashae's ponytail before she could declare her victor. I almost intervened. I mean, I was right there. But, well, something... gave me the impression... that Ashae, well... was enjoying it. I'll have to take not of that, too, I thought as a I smiled a little to myself. It was a little in the way she sounded, and the way that she didn't wholeheartedly resist. I had my arm around her, so I was able to determine something like that.

"Damn, just call her already," Ruka interrupted. I suppose they still could, since they were still over the States. A quick check out the window showed that. So Ashae, giving in, quietly pulled out her phone and called her, what I assume to be her grandmother, concealing her cell as she did so. I did my best to help her with this.

I listened to the conversation. Ashae's end at least. I didn't understand everything she did, buy Ruka caught on to something. He was laughing, and I just looked at him puzzled. Then back to Asahe. She didn't seem bothered. She seemed more happy. So, I decided to ignore Ruka. I shouldn't look too much into it, since it could be no big deal. EIther way, I'm going to find out eventually.

Relaxing in my chair more, I adjusted my arm that was around Ashae, gently embracing her with it as I did so.

Ashae's POV;;;

That's just crap,now even Kyuu was giggling ''shut up'' I mumbled,and she did ''okay so..my grans has..five spare rooms, Me & Jason are taking mine...Yaya can have her own,Monica you can have your old one Ruka can have one and the other dude can have his own'' I told them,with nods they seemed to agree. So Jason's arm was yet again around me ''umm...thanks'' I told him,leaning my head against it .

''I see...you guys sure will have a lot of kids and.... Jason make sure to act extra polite around old Mrs.Saehara since..what kind of a man will you be? To her granddaughter?'' Ruka said after his laugh attack. say what?! ''Oh no you didn't'' -''Oh yes he did'' Kyuu said, ''come here bitch I'll kill you'' I said in my 'I don't really care' tone . ''what if I don't?''-''Well than you wont I've got more important things to take care of'' yet again I got the 'oh I get it' from Kyuu ''can I borrow you iPod than'' a smirk was smacked across Miku's face ''sure you can hun'' I threw my 'baby' back to Monica ''arigatou,wake me kay?'' with that she sunk back into her seat.

''Oh huh? Right don't worry about me'' Ruka than said in a harsh voice also pulling out his iPod.

'SCORE' Nice friends I have ne?
Just about now I would have something to say,but my mind was totally blank. Something,something,something ''uhh...umm...'' Well I guess I'll just shut up and enjoy the trip..that is until I get an idea.

Monica, still giggling from whatever it was that went way over my head, was silenced by Ashae with little effort. "Okay so," Ashe began to explain. My grans has... five spare rooms. Me and Jason are taking mine..." Oh? Didn't see that coming. When I heard we wouldn't have a hotel, I thought our 'plans' were probably ruined. But, things looked up in this regard. Though, it was her grandmother's house. I wasn't about to risk her family thinking ill of me. I wasn't a dick and I didn't want to be perceived as one. "Yaya can have her own, Monica can have her old one, Ruka can have one, and the other dude can have his own." With that, Ashae relaxed into my arm. it was like she had forgotten it was there, and my previous movement with it reminded her. "Um... thanks," she said, referring to my arm. The way she said it made me feel kind of awkward. But she seemed generally okay, so I did my best to shrug it off.

That's right, I thought. We have that new guy. The bassist. He's supposed to be at least somewhat decent. He's supposed to have been practicing our songs. So... our first live show will be with a new member. I suppose it's not the worst thing that could happen. It should be fine... still, I wouldn't mind a decent rehearsal before going on stage...

"I see..." Ruka said, interrupting my thought. I looked to him. "You guys sure will have a lot of kids and..." My eyeborws furroed in confused disapproval. "Jason, make sure to act extra polite around old Mrs. Saehara since... [i]Idiot...like I need to be told. A frown was added to my expression"...what kind of man will you be? To her granddaughter?" What the fuck? are you kidding? Ruka had just recovered from laughing, and had just had a huge change of demeanor.

''Oh no you didn't'," Ashae said, coming to my defense.

"Oh yes he did," Kyuu chimed in.

"Come here, bitch. I'll kill you," Ashae replied, but without any power at all. They went back and force once or twice. They were just messin' around. Ashae gave up her iPod, which somewhat surprised me but it was, after all, to a good friend.

Ruka, too, donned his tunes. It was pretty much just Ashae and myself now. Saray was off in her own thoughts, I suppose. Ashae made to say something, but apparently thought better of it. It was finally silent. Other than the noise of the plane propelling through the clouds, and the occasional sounds one usual hears on a plane, it was finally completely calm. I let it remain so for a few minutes.

"So," I said softly to Ashae. I had a slight smile on my face as I looked and spoke to her. "What's the deal, with your grandmother, what was so funny? Should I be worried?"

After shutting up both my 'friends' it was hmmmm..awkward? Yes... I played with my hair until a soft "So," was heared from Jason's side. Looking up at his smiling face almost made me giggle tho, calm it you idiot! I mentally kicked myself. "What's the deal, with your grandmother, what was so funny? Should I be worried?" he asked,about to answer Ruka's cough cut my attention.

Glancing over to him ''what the fuck?'' I mumbled under my breath before kicking him. He guy however jumped up ''what?!'' basically yelling at me for saving his life ''don't choke on me..who'll fix my hair if you do'' a slight smirk across his face told me,he wasn't mad ''Hey...Hagu,be cute'' with a wink he reached for this headphones ''hey,Ruka..be quiet..BE GONE''

Turning back to Jason I let out a ''hmm'' sigh. What did he ask again? Damn...thinking back I remembered his words'What's the deal, with your grandmother, what was so funny? Should I be worried?'-''Don't worry,Dumbass #1 and #2 got it wrong...my granny is a nice person...?''

Okay what am I thinking...my grans is awesome! I love her ''besides she's a cool old lady..she likes Marilyn Manson and Slipknot...plus she even liked Uke and Ruki''

Damn,the thought of Uke hurt,yet again I'm a dumbass!... ''and she already knows that your my koibito, besides its not like we're gonna do anything''

What?!,Oh shut up,

that's true my plan is not to do anything 'like that' with Jason, and I have a goddamn reason why not

''I...don't want you hurt anyways''. Yeah I really mean it,glancing at my nails,than at Ruka...eww...made me shiver. Just the thought of grabbing his back with my nails,leaving slight marks on it.

I turned my head,I'm really disgusted with myself right now. ''I-I don't wanna put the hurt on you like I did to him'' I mumbled,looking at Miku,a slight frown inside my chest. I'm such a loser,damn.

When I spoke up Ashae looked to me and her reaction made my smile broaden. After dealing with Ruka, she then started to respond to what I'd asked. If what Ashae just told me was true, her grandmother was way awesome. "In that case, I can't wait to meet her," I said softly.

"And she already knows that your my koibito, besides its not like we're gonna do anything.'' So we're not, eh? Oh, well. That's good. I was actually kind of worried about that. Not only was it her grandmother's house but, well, let's just say I wanted to take it easy with this one. With Ashae. I mean, hell, it's not like I won't see her often. We're both in the same band. We should just take our time and enjoy ourselves. That's the best way to do it, in my opinion.

''I...don't want you hurt, anyways," Ashae said. This could mean a couple things. And it could also mean both of them simultaneously. I decided not to respond. This worked out since she spoke again not long after. Ashae turned and looked t me. ''I- I don't wanna put the hurt on you like I did to him." she mumbled, looking at Ruka. My second guess was right. Not my first or third. She meant physical 'hurt.' She must be as kinky as I would imagine, I thought as I followed Ashae's gaze to Ruka. If not more! Damn.

"To tell you the truth," I said softly. "I'm actually really glad we're not deciding to rush things." My smile persisted. I really was glad. There would be less room for error and a lot more fun and enjoyment as we went with things as they built up over time. "As for the pain," I said with my diabolical smirk, my demeanor changing completely, but my volume staying low. "I can take it." I finished, followed by a wink.

''To tell you the truth,I'm actually really glad we're not deciding to rush things." I smiled slightly,weel atleast he was different from Aaron or Ruka,''oh,well thats cool'' good point too,since we ware about to get famous and all. "As for the pain," he started,huh? "I can take it." mhm ''that's what mr.tough guy said too'' I mumbled.

I'm sure of one thing tho,I could actually fall in love with Jason. ''Soo...since we don't really know each other,how 'bout we start over? I can tell you something about me first..kay?'' I smiled at him, clearing my throat. Well here goes nothing.

''I'm Ashae'' I started,giggling well duh I'm Ashae ''by the way I love it how you call me by my real name and not 'Hagu' '' I said sweetly,'' I meet you what..two years ago yeah? Still your a mystery, to me at least. But you seem to know me quite well, eh anyway I'm obsessed with music...''

And I'm boring as fuck ''uhh ...I like hardcore positive rock now but I used to like gloomy,dark music..y'know like MM,Slayer,Nightwish and stuff. I think gross things like blood,chains,knifes and such are sexy'' by now a slight blush was smacked all over my face. Still I looked at Jason and tried to smile ''umm...my phrase would be 'I would hurt you only to hear you scram my name' , and now I'll shut up before I say anything even more awkward'' honestly I had to cross my legs at the thought of blood and chains... stop! ''ehh sorry,and ..thats all you need to know..for now'' I kind of sighed, who am I kidding...I'm making a total fool outta myself

"That's what Mr.Tough Guy said, too,'' Ashe mumbled. Whomever she was referring to, he was either lying, or Ashae was more intense then he was used to. Oh, but she knows nothing about me, at least not in this regard. My thought made me smirk and stare off at nothing in particular. She doesn't know how much I love it... ''Soo..." Ashe started to speak again. "Since we don't really know each other,how 'bout we start over? I can tell you something about me first...'kay?" She asked, smiling at me. I smiled back and nodded my head once.

"I'm Ashae," She giggled. I chuckled a little, too. Aw, she's so cute... ''By the way, I love it how you call me by my real name and not 'Hagu'. '' She added sweetly. This made me have a quick recollection of back in the airport when she lashed out when Ruka used her name. I was really glad she appreciated that I called her Ashae.

She when went on to explain her musical love, past and present. As well as going a little into sexual stuff. But hell, I love it too, so it enticed me a little. We had similar interests. I hope that means that we'll be well together...

"Ehh, sorry... that's all your need to know... for now..." She we getting discouraged. I frowned.

"Hey," I said gently, caressing her slightly with my arm. "There's no need to feel awkward or anything like that. You're in good company." I was referring to my self. Not that the others were bad company, but, well, yeah... let's just say i'm glad they hadn't heard what she said. Kyuu and Miku loved to give poor little Ashae hell, even when they knew they were going a little over board. OK, sometimes a lot over board. "Anyway, that's fine. Gives me things to figure out as we go along. It wouldn't be any fun knowing absolutely every thing about from the start," I said with a grin.

"I suppose it's my turn, then?" I said. "Well, I hope that the fact that you don't listen to certain things anymore doesn't mean you hate them or something." I smirked. "My musical taste is, well to generalize metal, but I really do appreciate a lot of other stuff, too. Obviously J-Rock is a lot of fun, or I wouldn't be sitting here having this conversation with you. Anyway... I love a lot of darker stuff, not just music, pretty much all media. But that doesn't mean I don't like the brighter stuff. I love that too, the energy and joy just for the sake of joy. I just... I don't know. The darker stuff touches me more, I guess... Ultimately, I like stuff that is actually musical and actually requires some amount of skill. Not everything that is considered these days to be music actually is, you know?..." I continued to open up to her. I didn't care if I was being talkative, it was a long flight, and I wanted to use it to get closer to Ashae. I think she did too. I hope so.

"Well, that's music... um, well, it seems we're trying to stay off the subject, but it's sort of hard, since it looks like we both enjoy it so much... I'm a huge fan of women in general. Not like a typical guy. They make me sick... but well, I really cannot explain it. Not 100% sexually, though I love that aspect too...." I smirked, and ceased talking.

Damn. Now i was feeling awkward. We both should be able to talk about this area but both of us are feeling like we can't... hmmm. Perhaps that's a good thing... yeah....

Motioning for a flight attendant I asked for a cup of water. I then sat their, waiting for Ashae to maybe talk about something.

Jason's ''The darker stuff touches me more, I guess... Ultimately, I like stuff that is actually musical and actually requires some amount of skill. Not everything that is considered these days to be music actually is, you know?...'' this could mean two things..he really does think jRock is only a media or he is the same as Uke. Damn it,stop comparing every single person with damn Uke, you'll just fuck up again.

When I was done yelling at myself I turned to Jason, grinning.

I was listening closely to what Jason had told me, making some notes in my head, nodding my head at several parts.
It was now my turn to talk again, while Jason was asking a flight attendant to get him some water. That bitch, seriously she was totally flirting. Look she even gave him her fake 'nice to meet you' smile. Making me glare at her ''hey lady, move it'' I said in a sour tone.

What the fuck..I'm jealous ? Okay note to self: Stop acting like an idiot!

Good that reaction of made made us sit in silence. ''Sorry'' I mumbled, letting my head hang,looking at the floor.

What now..god,I seriously need to stop talking to myself. Just then bam ''Oh damn..today's my d-bay, we're going to my grannys...which means...my cousins will be there too...damn...'' It was true my cousins probably will be there. Ugh,why lord,why me.

Yeah I have a huge family,my cousins however are nice?

'' I have Five of them..besides Kyuu anyway.
The youngest are Aiji and Maya..the twins they are 21,I think..than there is my favorite person in the world Toshi he is 23,the prettiest person alive too,no really he is more pretty than most women. Than the dork Chio who's 25, and the oldest Shinya,28 who actis like a child,and yes they all are male''

I said,I have no clue why,uh I guess the reason is 'cause Jason is something like my 'boyfriend'?

''But ignore what I just said'' I let out a nervous haha, ''so..ahh...the thing between u-us..is..se..serious right?''..''cause I..n-need to tell you some-thing''.

Ashae seemed a little off when I was talking to her. God I hope I didn't say something wrong, or in a way that didn't come off the way I meant it... I get scatter brained some times...fuck... When I was done talking, ordered water, I guess the waitress made some sort of suggestive gesture or something, I didn't notice it, but Ashae did. She brought it to my attention when she said "Hey lady, move it." I smiled a little at Ashae. Aaawww, is she jealous? I thought. I suppose it was a good thing. I think it is, at least.

"Sorry..." she mumbled.

"Hey..." I said softly, nudging her a little. "You're fine." I added with a smile. We were both silent for a minute or two until Ashae burst out, realizing something.

''Oh damn...today's my b-day, we're going to my granny's...which means...my cousins will be there too...damn...''

"Is that a bad thing?" I asked I wondered why she wouldn't be happy to hang out with her cousins on her birthday. Ashae then went into more detail about her cousins. I listened, curious. I was slightly confused when she added at the end that they were all male. She could be referring to a couple things... Might as well look past it and forget it for now. I didn't want to make a big deal out of anything. I wanted to just keep talking to her.

"But ignore what I just said." she said, followed by a nervous little "haha." I was relived to hear it. Then she said something else, which made me feel kind of off again. "So...ahh...the thing between u- us... is...se... serious, right?'... cause I... n- need to tell you some-thing." I turned my head to look down at her. Just then, an attendant came with my water. But it was a different woman. She gave a regular, non flirtatious, smile and handed me my water before going to attend to someone else on the other side.

"Heh, you must of scared off the other one."I chuckled. I took a sip of the water and offered it to Ashae. I then, after pausing and swallowing, I replied to what she had said.

"I- uh.... I'd like it to be... serious, that is." I was relieved to here her question, though it was still kind of unsettling. "I want it to be... but I want you to want it, too..." I paused. "You can ask me anything you want..."

"Heh, you must have scared off, the other

"Heh, you must of scared off the other one." haha victory is mine,I let out a slight giggle ''well I don't want any kinda...girl... messin' with you'' at that time Jason took a sip off his watter,I shook my head as in 'not thanks I'm good'.

"I- uh.... I'd like it to be... serious, that is I want it to be... but I want you to want it, too...". That made me smile,haven't hear this since...okay its the first time I ever heard that. It kind of surprised me to her it from..well Jason. I could feel my cheeks getting hotter what the? Oh cm'on really now? Taking a deep breath I nodded,kind of to myself but also to Jason's sentence.

"You can ask me anything you want..." he than said.

Oh god,what do I say? What if I go too far and scare him off? I bit my lip making a fist. Damn it Ashae,its now or never,do it you scardycat!

anata wa watashi wo hohoemasete kureru...aishiteru...bokuno koto aishiteru?..h-how do I say that in english?!!

I glanced at the sleeping Miku,damn why does he have to sleep he could of support me! Okay I sighed at the thought of Miku yelling all over Jason how I like him ans stuff.

''Jason'' I said in almost a whisper ''Aish- I love...love...y..you...'' I was looking at my shoes,the shoelaces are not all that interestng but better to look at them than to see his reaction a this reaction.

So I told him I loved thim, which I really do. It was hard too, Jason..Jason is the third person I said 'I love you' to and truly meant it. Seriously I had quite a few boyfriends. But never really meant the I love you's. That's probably why I was called a slut..whore and god knows what else.
Yeah ever since my mum walked out, I had this 'guy-phobia'? I'm kind of afraid to get hurt and I don't trust people.
Kinda funny since well it was my mum and not my dad after all.

Plus I had my heart broken many times,but right now I just need to know if I'm wasting my time..or not.

''And...if its not to personal...bokun..I..I mean do you love me back? I mean I can understand if you don't cause I'm weird and short and everything I do is just pathetic so I can't really imagine why you would but I'm still asking you...'' okay I'm really begging for it huh?,I crossed my arms sighing. I probably am making a total fool outta myself at this very moment. You know so many reasons why I would get a no. Better not think of them yeah...