Ashae's POV;;;
Confidence? A thing I did not have, ever. Probably the reason I'm always around Ruka or Yaya...I looked up at Jason who still didn't answer my question. ''You can just talk to me about, anything. We're adults, more or less, heh... we're alone, again, more or less... and, well, that's just how I am. So, let's just take a deep breath and say what we want to without feeling too odd, okay, love?" I've been called love, yet again a long time since I've heard that. Wiping away the tear that just rolled down my cheek I turned my whole attention to Jason, nodding.
"We've been friends and band mates for a long while now... and now we find ourselves drawn to each other in a stronger way. I know the others are skeptical, but you and I should, well, stay true to our feelings. No matter what happens, we'll still be friends and band mates. But I, for one, am hoping for more. I think you do, too. That's what I'm reading loud and clear.......'' I looked up to him, I would never guess he could talk like that, I was wrong, really wrong "I love you, too, Ashae." brought me back to reality, the answer I was not ready for ''So, since we both are on the same page, how about we continue on from here with less worry, and more enjoyment, eh?".
I nodded,turning my head to the window, in need of crying? But why? I felt my hand in his. Making my heart jump a little, but than I relaxed. Turning my head to face him. Jason, with a smile, made me smile as well.
It was... sweet and amusing on how soft this male can be,
'' I never thought it'd come to this, y'know? It seemed too difficult, I mean...if you'd tell anyone that we're 'together' they'd think its a fucked up joke right?'' I said , the part of us being together I said differently, almost sounding unsure, it was really a wonder to me ''I..I mean we're so different right? But there's always those good things'' my voice was hyper? I sounded kind of like Kyuu by now,only the volume of my vice still was low ''those good things'' I repeated ''I'm sure my cousins will like you, specially Toshi'' not really that important, I just had no idea what to say. I don't really wanna go all over emotional ''so I' guessing we're taking it slow huh? I mean that would be a first...for me at least.''
I smiled its so true,I never took things slow before ''...I,I want to know you Jason...I really do..and I want you to know me, and I know Miku always says that its not easy to be around me..I'll,I'll try my best...I just don't trust people as much...'' I'm really opening up? So, this means its official huh? I squeezed his hand, not to tight ,I really don't wanna hurt him,in any kinda way
''I know it may..sound weird..but...but its difficult and, I,I really don't wanna go all over emotional and-but you just make me feel this way!I'm sorry..I just...ugh its not fair,its not fair at all'' and it wasn't. I sighed loudly,why am I such a dork anyway? ''Let's.play.truth.or.dare....yeah on a public plane...'' idiotic idea right...
He May NOT be the coolest...he may no be the best... but Nao..Nao is my IDOL!! ( ´┏_┓` *)