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I shook my head slowly ''thanks?'' I said still doubting the agreements. ''So, anything interesting happened while I was out?, Oh chibi, your music style sucks'' my jaw kind of dropped at the last part 'and I thought she liked the song', the shock slowly turning into a frown. You could hear Mikus foot tapping. ''Oh,no,no..hehe you got me wrong I meant the Dir en Grey on your iPod silly''. I sighed in release, nodding my head a little. ''I know right...'' Ruka mumbled.
''Oh yeah something interesting did happen while you guys ware out'', I paused, glancing at Jason as a slight giggle escaped trough my mouth. I could feel my cheeks heat up,and the smirk on Ruka's face wasn't making it any better.

Quickly, I turned towards the window, humming some random song, trying to ignore the giggling person above me. Sighing,I rolled my eyes, hoping they would ignore my comment and just carry on the conversion, I swear I had 'agitated' written all over my face. Tho, I was excited, but also a little depressed. Probably because I have the feeling that everything will go wrong. And the fact that I will see my 'friends' and 'family'. Smacking my forehead a few times, trying to ignore all the thoughts and memories, whom ware just storming into my brain. ''Dammit...die,'' I mumbled, or said it under my breath however. A vision of us, on stage, me doing something wrong. Damn this stage fright.

Suddenly I felt the need of hugging someone, but only to my luck, I am not the person to cuddle in public. Pulling my knees onto the seat I hugged my knees, sighing again.

Ashae muttered something that I couldn't understand, but it sounded sad for some reason. The tone of her voice. Well, I didn't hear it well, but from the little bit I gathered, she was upset, to one degree or another. I was partially confirmed by her hugging her own knees. This usually meant someone was upset about something. This made me sad as well, I wasn't sure why she was upset, and if anything she should be happy. And so, I leaned in and nestled my head gently against hers. Also, I enclosed my one-armed embrace a bit tighter. I then spoke very softly, just barely louder than a whisper, hardly engaging my vocal cords. "Hey, what's the matter? Is everything all right? What's got you down? You don't have to tell me right now, if you don't want to.

I then remained in that position, my head gently resting against hers, as well as gently caressing her with one arm. I waited, hoping for a response. If nothing else, it was an excuse to be close to Ashae.

((Yeah, yeah, really short I know. Bite me. =P))

My eyelids felt so heavy, a frown formed upon my lips. I could hear Kyuu and Miku talk about old times, I think. ''Yeah the time we went bowling''-''Uke right?!'', was what I heard, because sometimes, when I'm sad I space out. After a while...alone,alone,so alon- I felt Jason's embrace again, soon I've realized he had been worried? Also feeling his head touching mine. It made me feel a little better.

"Hey, what's the matter? Is everything all right? What's got you down? You don't have to tell me right now, if you don't want to.'' He said in a whisper like tone, which I have to admit made me feel very special. I sighed slightly,looking at the ground. ''I-its nothing...'' I mumbled, not sure if he bought that, or not. Probably not, I guessed due to the slight sigh, ''..I...stage fright... major stage fright Jason''. I managed to say, being all paranoid, I had the feeling of every single person on the plane was watching me.

(( eh thats okay, mine is short too, sorry for the depression tho...I can't do any better atm -.-))

Stage fright? I thought. You gotta be kidding. But I was fairly certain she was serious. She wouldn't be feeling like this for no reason. I had to do something though, of all the people who suffered from such a thing, Ashae Saehara was one of the most capable to get over it. She was almost always such a lively character who didn't care where she was, she could do some of the craziest stuff any any and everywhere. Oh, the irony. I smiled to my self.

"Really," I said softly with a sort of sarcastic tone, attempting to convey my sort of disbelief. "You know, there's not reason for you to be afraid. You won't be alone, so the pressure will be equally distributed. And, well, you're the only person I know who can cut loose and do some fun, crazy stuff anywhere she is. So performing our song with the band to people who want to see you should be easier than what you're used to. Besides, like I said, you won't be alone. Also, the way optics work, you won't be able to see most of the crowd anyway."

I don't even know why I felt nervous about this, I mean, I knew that they would understand. But maybe I'm just ashamed of it?. Aether way Jason really knows how to make things right again.

"You know, there's not reason for you to be afraid. You won't be alone, so the pressure will be equally distributed. And, well, you're the only person I know who can cut loose and do some fun, crazy stuff anywhere she is. So performing our song with the band to people who want to see you should be easier than what you're used to. Besides, like I said, you won't be alone. Also, the way optics work, you won't be able to see most of the crowd anyway."
I nodded slowly,at every word he said, also glancing at Yaya and Miku every now and then. ''Yeah, I know, I'm just afraid that I'll mess up...y'know, even the best mess up and that the guys will hate on me'', saying that in a quick whisper so only Jason could hear,I looked a him. Smiling to myself. Look on the bright side, Japan, yay, ps company double yay, gazette- drop dead yay and...Jason...- I bit my lip, looking away for a second.Yes, he probably didn't know, but I always bite my lip when I want a kiss.

''Um, Jason'' I poked his arm ''don't freak now but'', taking a deep breath,I'm soo nervous but ignoring that, it has to happen one way or another.

I moved my right arm towards his neck, pulling him closer to me, leaning forward, I closed my eyes slightly. Lustfully crashing my lips against his. stupid,awkward...gah, I give in! I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms moved to my waist. I know right, we're supposed to take it slow, but some on how can you resist Jason?! Not even thinking I let my tongue brush against his bottom lip asking for entrance.

Hearing some gasps and eww's from our friends, I moved my left arm off of his neck showing my middle finger, according to Miku's chuckle, it worked. Honestly at that very moment my mind was just....STFU....!!

"ewww" I said childishly as Hagu started kissing Jason, "oohh sii" I said in my funny perverted spanish tone, I just loved to do that... when the time was right of course >.<, I started laughing to myself, Then I sighed heavily and pouted, "Me wantz to hookz upz too" I said, with 'Z' excess. I chuckled evilly to myself and tried to ignore the middle finger Hagu had showed to us, making me even giggle more. Ruka chuckled.

I was sitting pretzel-style, or however its called... I read somewhere about circulatory problems for sitting 'indian style' for long periods of time, but you know, my head is kind of filled with lots of un-useful information, my mom always said I had elephant brain... I never understood why, I sighed thoughtfully.

(:3 idk what more I can writeeee I can't force myself to write more >.< sorry about the random finish lmfao)

She seemed to be taking what I said well, that was good. She was biting her lip though. I'd seen that before, I think. I wondered why she did it? Was it just a subconscious habit? Or maybe she was stopping herself from doing or saying something. However, the next thing I know she was saying something about how I shouldn't freak out. Before I could finish my thoughts about what she could mean by that, she gave an answer by moving in, eyes closed, and laying a kiss on my lips. I completely froze. Staring wide eyed and her adorable little face. It was so close now. Well, duh, it was touching my own, connected at the lips. After a few seconds, that to me felt like minutes, I was able to ease into it.

I moved my other arm around her small frame, full on embracing her. She was gently caressing my neck. Though when the laughing ensued, which I chose to ignore and instead enjoy the kiss, Ashae's hand altered into something that took me a second to recognize. She was flippin' them the bird. The others' reactions helped confirm this. I smile tugged at the corners of my lips in response to her giving them the finger, though I continued to kiss Ashae. I think she took it as me allowing her lingering tongue entry, though I didn't mind and went with it.

I let the kiss take its course. When it was complete i left my arms around Ashae and leaned my head back on my head rest and closed my eyes. A slight smile on my face. I was getting good at ignoring the other band members when I needed to, like I was now. Then randomly, something Ashae had said before popped into my mind. And so, I leaned down again to speak softly in her ear.

"Don't worry about messing up on stage. Like you said yourself, it can happen to everyone, even the best of them. That's more reason to not worry. If that's not enough, then maybe this will help. It's like kissing. You just go with the flow, and do your best. Besides, no one can ask for anymore than your best. Just go out there and have fun. Whatever happens, don't stop the performance. Let's say something does happen, like, let's say I trip and almost fall. I'll just keep going with what I'm doing and maybe laugh it off, and the worst that'll happen is that the crowd laughs with me. Anyway, don'y worry about it. It's gonna be what's its gonna be, and we'll make the absolute most of this trip, I promise."

I was getting sick and tired of, what everything?! ''Aha'' was my response to Jason's speech. Sighing I thought of topics to talk about with the whole band, but , my mind was blank. ''Hey...Princess Blossoming-Brightly-as-the-Flowers-of-the-Trees'' I said, obviously to my cousin, mhm I just remembered her favorite story ''The sea king and the magic jewels''. Hearing Miku's chuckle before her response, which was 'ha?'- ''Listen give me back my iPod so I can go back to Lala land kay?''. Feeling something fall onto my lap I glanced down, no duh it was my pink world.

''So wacha' gonna do now?'' Ruka quizzed, his eyes narrowed, to face me. Surging my shoulders I moved forward, to escape from Jason's embrace, which was very annoying all of a sudden. Damn mood swings I thought. ''Ohh, mama is gonna sleep nows?'' Monica asked, in a baby vice, just to annoy me...again. ''Yes'' nodding my head , I closed my eyes. Surely I would know which song I wanted. Number 34, Miseinen by the GazettE probably the longest song of all, with its 9 minutes. Turning up the volume to its maximum, I smiled slightly. Since everyone knows how much I adore Ruki's voice.


MIKU'S POV;;;

heh, Princess Blossoming-Brightly-as-the-Flowers-of-the-Trees..reminds me of The sea king and the magic jewels.

''Princezz Blozzoming-Brightly-az-the-flowerz-of-the-treez'' I said, imitating Yaya's 'me wantz to hookz upz too'. Tho I quickly glanced at Hagu who was in her own Ruki-is-oh-so-perfect world. How I knew? Well she was grinning like an idiot so yeah. ''So, Jason you and Haha..are you gonna go public with the, uhm you know the dating thing?'' I asked. Yeah I know its none of my business but its for the band. As I know how the Japanese media is.; There would be a good side but also a bad side.

Crossing my arms I sighed, feeling like an important person.

MONICA's POV;;;
(rofl for the first time)
Yeah, that was true, the ting Mi-kun asked, as in it wouldn't be so good, but it wouldn't be so bad. Hmm a tough one. I looked at the red-head, Yaya huh? she was funny, I think but I don't really know her. I just liked her z adders as she did before. ''Hey...is Haha-chan crying?'' I asked myself, out loud. Sure stupid, but I think I hear a sob or two, plus Ashae is very emotional,and I could clearly hear which song she was listening to.
''Nah she just thinks that oh so great Ruki is hurt'' Ruka mumbled, causing me to blush. Ruki eh? Suddenly this stupid idea popped into my head, ''Hey Miku, I know lets bed how long Haha will stay clam before going all fangirl like when we meet those losers''.
Yeah I hate gazettE so what?!

''Hmm I be'cha 80 yen, she'll start screaming whenever Ruki,Kai,Uruha or Reita will greed us''. '80 yen? That's a lot' I thought ''hmm okay I bet 80 yen as well, just I think she'll be okay until that Ruki dude starts talking''. ''Hey Jason, you bet too, since its a band thing!'' Ruka said, with a smirk.

''Hey, uhm...Ya...Yaya right? ... How 'bout you bet with us, wuddya say?!'' I said, smiling at her. ''Oh Loser pays everyone'' Ruka popped out, but - ''but what if she won't ?'' I asked, sure theres like a 3% chance that she won't go crazy ''Than we all pay her'', seriously?

When Ashae broke my embrace, I was confused for a couple seconds. Then I just smiled to myself. Aaaaah, women... I thought. A guy can never get used to em. I just laid back and pulled my magical music maker from my bag and put the headphones in my ears while I searched for what I wanted to listen to first, allowing everything after that to be random, since I hopefully was going to try and get some sleep finally. I pretty much ignored the group until they brought me into things, addressing me directly.

"Huh?" I said. I had to put together quickly what they'd been saying, as well as what they were currently saying and figured out what they were talking about. A bet with everyone about when Ashae goes crazy over Ruki, eh? Hmmmm. I don't really want to, but I suppose it is a whole band thing. And hell, Ashae would totally do something like this to me if she got the chance. So why not.

"Yeah, sure," I said. "80 yen. Though we'll have to wait till we get to the currency exchange to pay up. I think I'll go with the talking part, too." With that, I went back to my Zune and made my selection before reclining my seat and laying my head back. Before closing my eyes, I noticed a male flight attendant and flagged him down.

"Can I get cola, my man" I asked in a friendly tone. " Thanks. Oh, and no ice, please." With that, I closed my eyes and let the music play. I noticed the man's presence when he was able to bring me the soda. I took a drink. Coke. Was hoping for Pepsi, but oh well. This'd be fine. I continued to sip it and enjoy my music.

(srry I know my posts are lately really uh stupid -.-)

dun, dun,deep,dun, dun,,dee- feeling someones, or should I say Kyuu's hands on my face again, I opened one eye, growling. Quickly I glanced out of the window, yeah its a habit I have, always look out...that's what my daddy always told me.

Hold on, huge buildings? A little of green..somewhat desert thingie, this, ''Kyoto'' I mumbled. It was, it is,it is Kyoto! ''Guys! ITS KYOTO!, KYOTOOOOOOOO!!!'', causing half the first class to look at me, I waved, smiling. ''Shhiii'' Miku siad, shushing me, ''Kyoto huh'' idiot, ''Kyoto!?'' nodding my head I smiled. They got it, finally, we're in JAPAN!!! ''So that means, we have like 20 minutes before we land in Tokyo right?'', yes kyuu smart-ass. Not sure Miku took a good look out of the window which I copied.

Now the three of us clapping out hands, me bouncing around in my seat. How weird is that- To see three visu's going crazy? Poor Yaya...and Jason, what a shame. ''We're gonna get famous,'' I sang, clapping my hands still. I feel like Nao!! 'Sooo since I'm gonna be famous, I can do everything I want right?', standing up hurshy,I was on Miku's lap, Kyuu however took her chance and jumped, no seriously JUMPED down onto my seat. ''Are.You.NUTS?!'', a panicking Miku yelled ''relax, we're gonna be famous!''.

Calming himself he pulled me into hiskind of hugging me me, Kyuu, giggling us an 'awww'.

wait this isn't cheating right?

''Ayy Miku?'' I said, leaning on his chest ''hm?'', putting his head on my shoulder, he said while sighing slightly. ''Can,Can I get some Saké when we get back?'', Kyuu was laughing, really loling at the time. ''You'r so short'', oh did I mention that I couldn't reach the ground? ''No sake,no nothing, we don't want you with a hangover right?'' I sighed, he was right, however I wanted saké!

'' but I have a question, a real one'' Monica said, ohh she can use her brain?! ''yeah?'' what a miracle '' uhm, are you and mr.sleepyhead over here'' she paused, pointing at Jason ''gonna make it public?'', oh great,'' no, I on't think so, since you and me are...uh..so..to speak...so I don't think we will.''- ''Oh and you should wake him,I think'', I than turned to Ruka smiling ''hey, don't sweat it, I'm just messing with ya''.

[Oh shit I forgot to answer that question. lol]

The chaos of some of the band members roused me from slumber but I wasn't ready to open my eyes and be awake yet. So I just lied there. So we're in Japan, huh? I thought to myself, piecing together what was being said. I must have slept the whole way. Oh well. Then I heard them talking about me and Ashae going public again... again? That's right, I'd totally and accidentally blown off the question before falling asleep. Then they mentioned me and waking me up.

"Don't bother," I said sleepily, still lying down with eyes closed. After several seconds I sat up slowly, stretching my arms some, then wiping my eyes slowly. When I finally opened my eyes I saw everyone, though not as I left them. "Hey, guys," I said with a smile on my sleepy face. My drowsy mind then finally put it together that Ashae was over with Ruka. At first I had a sort of confused WTF? kind of thought. I was slightly uneasy, but I didn't want seem like something I wasn't, meaning a jealous prick. After all, he was like one of her best friends, right? I honestly am not worried about her and Ruka. So ultimately I was fine. "So, we finally made it, huh? Cool." I said, as I leaned over to look out the window.

I already had fallen deeply into a conversation with Ruka as I realized that Jason was up ''so, we finally made it, huh? Cool.'' He said sleepily ''morning Jason'' I said with a smile ''I know right, isn't it c-cool?!'', Miku however touched my neck, causing me to jump slightly '' Hey buddy welcome back!!'' Monica yelled, what a loud person she was. ''How about Ruki? Will you faint?'' Miku continued our conversation, ''Oh, my, god, yes Ruki~''- ''H'm she's fainting again'' Miku said mockingly,

''Yeah,yeah your just jealous cause Ruki is hot and your not''

MONICA'S POV;;;

So Jason finally awoke, kind of confused to find Hagu in Mi-kun's lap tho. ''Hey buddy welcome back!'' I said, looking at him, smiling as usual. And oh my god it is so awesome..to finally be in Japan. ''Soooooo Jason'' I said, with a grin '' you wanna go out today? With me and Haha,and those people and my brothers?'', which probably will happen since they haven't seen Ashae for ages- and there is nothing Miku will do about it.

''Eh!, Get OFF!'' Miku yelled, probably cause Hagu did something, turning my attention to them, I four her pilling Rukas hair with one hand ''not until you stop it!''-''me,what?'', oh whatever.

''Just ignore them, they are raping each other again'' I said loud enough for Jason to hear.

"Confusing" I said after all that had happened, everyone seemed to be jumping excitedly, possibly there wasn't much more time left to land on Japan, I thought I had listened to Ruka imitating my 'z' excess, and Monica's question, I was possibly on trance. I laughed at my thoughts and scratched my wrist, so much wristbands of all kinds of colors... I sighed and stared at the others, All their voices were blurred by John Petrucci that seemed to be playing the song just for me, I was probably the only one that didn't listen to much Jrock, I sighed.

Hagu was sitting on Ruka, then Jason woke up, uuu if you could see his facial expression... Wow, If I was Ruka, I would've been hidden underneath the seat, although maybe It's just my super Yaya-intuition... although I have and had None, ha. ha. ha.
We were almost landing, I felt ecstatic for some reason, oh yes I was (almost) in Japan with my friends and no bugging parents that are spying on all you do, I hardly traveled before. I grinned, and then stared out the window almost jumping out of my seat in excitement.


(sorry it's so short and... wrong lmfao and sorry about posting so late D:...)