"Do you mean to tell us," asked Veronica, "that those...monstrosities...we just released are infectious?"
She didn't stick around for the answer, just slipped out into the hall to collect herself, thinking hateful thoughts about the commander. How can he do this to us, putting our lives in danger like this? she wondered. Maybe Mom and Dad were wrong...maybe Jessica was right, and I should have left the Nighthawks...
Thinking of Jessica made Veronica's very soul ache with pain. "No," she told herself. "No, no, no!" She rammed her shoulder against the wall, hard, letting the pain of the blow drown out her deeper, emotional pain, dulling the blades of the mutinous thoughts that had started to brew in her mind. If the commander wanted her to hunt down the lycans, that's what she would do.
But what if I get infected?
THWACK. She threw herself into the wall again, locking her other self back up. Don't ask questions, she told the little voice, her conscience. If she was infected, then another Nighthawk would shoot her. She deserved death anyway, just like every other miserable human being. After giving herself a few more whacks to scatter her thoughts and clear her confusion, she headed to the weapons room to collect some tools.
She ignored the fancier weapons she usually enjoyed using, like the harpoon, the blade-tipped whip, the pear of anguish. It was safer to go with something that could kill quickly. She took the Soviet carbine as her primary weapon, a revolver as her secondary, and shoved a few knives into her belt--blades didn't need reloading.
Alright, then. Now I'm ready to die. Ready to kill.
Ready to run, 'cause here they come, in three...two...
She stepped over the threshold and into the woods, her hand gripping her gun, and went out in search of those goddamned monstrosities.