by Chaosz on Sat Dec 20, 2008 3:47 am
Life is fragile.
It is in its very nature to be so.
If you do not accept this, and cherish every moment you have, you do not deserve to live.
That was the last thing my father said to me before he died. He honestly believed it too, until that day he “accidentally” shot himself. But do I believe it? No not really, I’m not sure anyone deserves to suffer the indignation of living, it is too cruel.
Slowly William stood up; ignoring the strange looks he received from the scared people on the bus, he understood why they were so scared. After the “change” it was unusual for someone to carry with him the weapons that so clearly hung on his body. At 5 feet 9 inches, 170 pounds, William was an intimidating man, even if you ignored the Kali sticks on his back, or the two knives on his belt, and it was very obvious that he enjoyed being so scary. Imagine if they could see the sword carefully packed in my bag, ha, that old woman over there would swallow her false teeth! It wasn’t so much that William disliked people, or he enjoyed scaring them, it was just that it is so much easier to distance himself from everyone if they were all to scared to talk to him.
Taking a step out of his seat and into the aisle of the bus, Will realized he had no idea what city he was in. He should be upset, but after moving to 5 different cities in only 5 months, he wasn’t really surprised. Will was searching for something, but he had no idea what. Every time he landed at a new city, he would start to set some roots into the ground; get a job, get an apartment, look at some of the colleges in the area, but before 4 weeks were up, bam! This inescapable compulsion to move, to run, to start again would attack him.
He could not stop it. He didn’t WANT to stop it. If he left before he made any friends, learned to love anyone, he couldn’t lose them.
A cough came from behind him, and William realized he had dozed off. Turning behind himself, he flashed his most charming and brilliant smile and the young lady behind him instantly blushed. William took a second to look at her, really look at her. She was a petite brown eyed, brown hair woman, about 20 years old. The way her hair curled in front of her face, the way the redness filled her cheeks, the deepness of her brown eyes, it should have been all to easy to fall in love with this woman, but he felt nothing. Before she could react to Will’s staring, he was on the move. The urge to move on has come again, and he wanted to see his new (and more than likely temporary) home.
After winking at the bus driver, Will turned to take the last step of the bus, but he couldn’t, he just couldn’t take the step. Some small part of him demanded that he should turn back and sit down, just drift on to the next town. That part of him knew how easy it is to “live” that way and it knew the second Will stepped of the bus his life would change. It was only a few seconds but to Will it seemed like an eternity, but before he knew it he planted both feet and he launched himself of the bus, leaping into the street.
He had only a second or two of hang time before he came crashing down, not on to pavement, but into water. Only a moment of panic before his military training kicked in. Will was only five months out of one of the most strenuous and intense military schools in the country and the training was still fresh in his mind. Immediately kicking for the surface, he spun 360 degrees in the water searching the horizon. Noticing the boat full of people around his age, he started swimming towards it; sure that one of them would know what’s going on. He was only 5 yards away, give or take a yard, but his military duffle bag filled with all of his worldly passions in it weighed him down, besides swimming wasn’t exactly his forte. Even with the odds stacked against him, Will still caught up, threw his bag on board the already cramped boat, and then dragged himself up too.
Will, as usual, took a couple of seconds to survey the people in the boat. The first person he saw was a boy, he was barely younger then himself, but he was clutching his chest and he looked as if he was severely distressed. Will supposed he should be too, after all the bus he was just on some how dropped him off in the middle of an ocean, but the survival part of his brain kicked in, and it only processed the information that made since at the exact moment he received it. Next was a beautiful woman, maybe two or three years older then himself. Even soaked like a rat abandoning a sinking ship, she struck him as one of the prettiest women Will has ever met. Then there was another boy. This one was young, maybe the youngest one here but he had a solder’s eyes. He might actually be of some use out here, if he can keep his cool, Will thought to himself, carefully ignoring any facts that were too hard to process, like how he just magically appeared in the middle of an ocean. Another young boy was actually sleeping in the boat, which made Will think, how long have these people been here?
Realizing that he has zoned off into his own thoughts again, Will tried out his best smile, for the second time today, his eyes darting to each person in the boat and said the first thing that came to mind, “Hello everyone, I don’t know how I got here or where here is, but my name is William Fleming!”
“These are the times that try men's souls. The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of their country; but he that stands by it now, deserves the love and thanks of man and woman.
~Thomas Paine