Lyra was lost to the world in art class. Her mind was off somewhere else as charcoal struck the paper in an elegant display, Beethoven softly playing from her iPod. It was her favorite, the ironic title of Moonlight Sonata. This song, although she had mastered in piano, flute, and violin, was something she could never grow tired of. It was encouragement for what she was, and what she would one day be. Nothing could stand in her way.
"Lyra, Lyra, Lyra is a giiirl. She doesn't even have her wolf yet."
Lyra flinched, her sudden movement snapping the tip of her charcoal pen at the laughter of children's voices. Male children. She looked down absently to her drawing. It was of two wolves running in the woods, the full moon appearing it chase them. A male and female pair. She could not identify who the characters were, but strangely enough they both seemed familiar to her. The male was grey with a white underside, the female piercing black. They felt as recognizable as the taunting children from her past, from when she was six or seven.
"So what?" the young Lyra demanded, her hands poking into her sides in protest to the classmates around her. "I can do anything you can. What does it matter if I'm a girl?"
"Girls are boring," the ringmaster sneered. "Let's go play with James, he's more fun. My daddy says that he'll be the next alpha, too. Says that I should get in good with him now so I can get a good spot in the pack."
Lyra's mouthed opened in protests. Although the boys were her age, the excitement of her older brother was much more tantalizing to their young minds. However, Lyra was still naive at this young age. The only rivalry held in her heart was the possibility of James being more exciting than herself to her peers. "James is busy. And who says he's gonna be alpha? It could be me. Adrian is my father too!" she pouted.
The ringleader paused, surprise in his face. The others simply laughed. "But Lyra, you're a girl."
"So?" she demanded again.
The boys surrounded her, laughing in her face. "Girls can't be alpha! That's just stupid. We need someone strong, wise, quick. James is alpha for sure. And already has his wolf, he's gonna be great! I can't wait until James takes this pack over. We're gonna have so much fun. And you're just gonna make a nice, pretty mate for someone, that's what Daddy says anyway. He says that you just need to be tamed a bit and to stop dressing like a boy. Then you'll be perfect. He says maybe you'll even be mine! But I don't think I want you as a mate now, you're really stupid if you think that you can ever, ever be alpha. Besides, I have my wolf already," the boy proclaimed proudly. Being the eldest of the group and the first to receive it, he had instantly popular. "I know these things. I'm a man now."
Lyra dropped, her eyes open in horror. In sudden rage, she pounce on the boy, fist flying into his soft underbelly. "Take that back!" she cried, eyes nearing tears. "I can do anything James can. I can do anything you can even without my stupid wolf! Take that back!"
The boys stood around wide-eyed as Lyra pounded on the boy, her temper fierce until she was dragged away from the scene by the boy's father. Fatigued, she gave into his arms, her body shaking from tender sobs. He stood her up and looked into her eyes, serious and cruel. "Lyra, just because you are the alpha's daughter doesn't mean you can act like this," he scolded her.
"It's not my fault!" she whimpered, tears marking her cheeks. "He said I won't ever be alpha. It's not fair. Just because I don't have my wolf yet--"
"You can't." Lyra froze at the father's words. Her tears died up as her small mouth formed into an O. From that day on, a seed of ambition was planted into her heart. And no one ever saw her cry again . After all, an alpha must be strong. If that's what they wanted, that's what they would get. She would make sure of it.
The last bell for class rang, leaving Lyra alone in the room with her unfinished sketch. Quickly she snapped herself out of the daydream, her hand cramping from the strength of her grip on the pencil. She gathered her supplies and hurried out to get her things. That was in the past. That was the day her carefree view of life was shattered, bringing into the realization that, if she ever wanted the title of alpha, she needed to work for it. Unlike James, the offer would not be handed to her on a silver platter.
She smiled to the others when she arrived to the music room. The young girl and boy were always anxious to begin and here early, but Anya was a pleasant surprise. And then, there was Tai. Lyra had no ill feelings for her mother, but also knew that their relationship was not nearly as strong as other females towards their mothers. And, Lyra knew, this was her own fault. As a tomboy in childhood, Lyra had favored her father's attention. As she aged and began to crave both equally in adolescence, she could not help but feel overshadowed by James. Even they, her own parents, expected the title of alpha to fall into his lap. Never once had they questioned if she wanted the role. This caused a rift between herself and her parents as she wondered what else she could do to be the favored child just once in her lifetime. Maybe, if she could prove herself to be the victor of alpha, then they would show her the same love that they showed James. Even with these thoughts bouncing in her mind, Lyra settled besides Anya and smiled to both the women in the room as she unpacked her flute and began to clean it carefully seeing the piano occupied and not wanting to drag the violin out of the closet. "Hello, Anya. . . Mother," she said with a nod of acknowledgment. "Who else is coming today?" She riffled through the music selections and nodded in approval at the choices. "I like the songs for today. Anything that I can do for you, Mother?" she asked, fitting her flute together in satisfaction and turning her hazel gaze onto Tai.