My Name is: James Khöller
I am the: Alpha's Son
I am age: 19
My mate is/I hope my Mate is: "Ha! Right. I have no desire to be chained to someone else." Although, he finds Reina Lillin to be adorable in a strange way, but her small height causes him to tease her on instinct which he curses himself for afterwards, not to mention the fact that she is younger then his little sister which makes him feel it is wrong. What is wrong? He has no idea, but the feeling remains.
In human form I look like: James stands at 6'4 and weighs in at a nice 183. He has eye-length auburn hair that curls at the end, and his hazel eyes are deep and judging. James is broad of shoulders and thin at the waist. Much to his annoyance, James still has trouble growing facial hair, so he cuts in religiously never appearing with any of his 'patchy' stubble, he finds it to be a blemish on his perfect human form. James has a large smile that brightens up his face, and he is always smiling, or some call it smirking as if he knows some secret that no one else does. James loves to look good so he irons all his clothes the night before he wears them. If he is feeling causal he will wear a plain T-shirt with nothing on it and jeans, occasionally, he will enjoy dressing up in a suit. Some of the other wolves dislike that because they should be more in tune with the world around them, but James enjoys how sharp he looks and doesn't really care what treehuggers have to say anyways.
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As a wolf I look like: James does not like his wolf transformation. He never has. He is a small wolf, and he hates it. He hates the idea of being one of the smallest wolves in the pack and finds it to be incredibly demeaning. His coat is a mixture of browns and reds that he finds completely unappealing. The final insult is his ears. They are too long and too pointed making him seem more like an over-sized Fox then a wolf.
Personality: James is hard on himself. He always has been. He demands perfection from himself, and cannot stand defeat always feeling worthless when it happens. James believes himself to be better then everyone else as he has always been good at everything he has ever tried to do... save for growing facial hair and transforming. James hates his transformation and his inner wolf, thus hates a large part of himself. He feels like he let his father and mother down when he transformed into... a 'over-sized fox'. He has always been special, always their perfect son who could do anything at anytime, but at the moment, he was completely average, and he hated it. James is highly competitive, but also a very sore winner, he loves rubbing peoples faces into his victories over them, which happen far to frequently to help control his ego. Many consider James to be uncaring, and perhaps he is. He does not really care about others, in fact, he gets bored when they tell him about their sob stories and will often change the subject to something more interesting that he wants to talk about.
Perhaps it is all a defense mechanism, ever since his first transformation, he has kept everyone at arms length. He can talk to someone, laugh with them, but never be emotionally attached to them, perhaps because he fears failure. It is for this reason, that James has no desire to ever find his mate. He enjoys life as it is, and when he feels the urges, he can simply go to town and let humans throw themselves at him. He does not need a mate, he does not need to lean on anyone. James has always stood on his own two feet, and always will. The only person James can truly say he cares deeply for is his little sister, of course, they don't get along often with her always trying to beat him, and him always trying to beat her and laugh in her face, but it is in these moments that James feels closer to her then anyone else. Her raw ambition and drive... he admires that. He knows she wants to replace father as Alpha, but he won't allow that because James does not lose. Of course, there is Reina, or 'Ray', but she just confuses him and makes him second guess of everything he does. James has long ago decided its safer to just avoid her.
Likes:
- His Sister
- Winning
- Mocking people he beats, he enjoys it immensely.
- Reading
- Napping
- Exploring
- The Rain
- Reina Lillin
Dislikes:
- Losing
- His Wolf Form
- People who are nosy
- Hippies and do-gooders, he finds them to be annoying
- The Full Moon
- Kiyoshi Tanaka, for obvious reasons. Hes his sisters mate and that is just... well, he finds it both disturbing and disgusting.
- Clowns, Spiders, and Gorillas. They are all rather creepy, and James will have nothing to do with them. At All.
How you feel about the pack: James doesn't feel one way or the other. In his mind, they are there for his enjoyment and for good conversations.
Other: James... is kind of an Jerk, but he is happy being a jerk as he says, "Sometimes you just gotta have a little fun at other peoples expense."