"My love for you is fading, someone who's better than me is out there waiting."
Full Name:
Noah Leonardo Jones
Nickname:
Leo
Gender:
Male
Age:
21
Ethnicity/Race:
Caucasian
Sexual Orientation:
Bisexual
Room #:
#296
Prior Occupation:
Singer in a Band
Current Occupation:
Potions Maker
Black but, usually dies it red
Eye Color:
Greenish - Blue
Height:
5'9
Weight:
198
Tattoos:
Two on his wrist.
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Piercings:
Only on his ears.
Scars:
Couple scars on his arms.
Character Color:
#0020C2
Description:
He has black hair and he usually dies it red a couple months after it goes back to black. He stands tall at a good 5'9, and he weighs around 198 pounds. Not being a fan of face piercings he has a couple on his ears and wouldn't even dare put any on his face. He has scars from his past and there located on his arms. His eyes are a greenish blue and he gets them from his grandparents who are the only ones with those colored eyes. Noah dresses like he's lazy and just wears T-shirts and skinny jeans with any tennis shoe he could find and yes they match.
Personality:
{Creative, Doesn't Understand Somethings, Hardworking, Easy To Get Along With, Distant, Troublemaker}
Noah, he's very creative, he loves creativity, he loves art, and he loves poetry, those are the things that keeps him sane. Other than being creative another creative thing is music, there are different kinds and he loves it all. Sure some of the music might not be his taste but, it's still music. Nothings going to change that. Being in a band already fits that description. He loves to compare his creative personality with others and he's not afraid to show it. Other than being creative he sometimes won't understand things that he's not used to hearing. If someone says something that's confusing to him, he'll either ignore them or he'll ask what they mean by that. He's not acting dumb, he's just being himself. Confused.
When someone wants something done, he'll get it done. No matter where or how, he'll get it done. He will keep working until the work is done, and if everyone is still working, he'll find something else to do.
~ WIP on Personality ~
Hobbies:
Singing
Being Creative
Making Music
Habits:
Tends to twitch when he's about to get hit or yelled at
Smokes whenever he's stressed
Starts singing when nervous
Oddities:
Addicted to -
Anything that he can sniff or smoke
Allergic to -
Pollen in flowers
- His Band
- Caring People
- His family
- Drugs
- Singing
- His Guitar
- Seeing smiles on peoples faces
- Hard work being done
- Trouble
- People who act dumb
- Smart asses
- Abusive people
- People who are loud
- Fighting of any kind
- People who walk in the middle of the street
- Being named as different
- Failing
- Love
- Getting Caught
Character Skills/Talents:
- Can Sing
- Can Play Guitar
- Good Communication Skills
- Good Photographic Memory
- Gets things done when needed to
- Remembering important things
- Fast Reflexes
Character Flaws/Weaknesses:
- Judges people by their looks
- Can't stay in a relationship for long
- Drugs
- Easy for him to fall out of love
- Haunting memories
- Seeing people he once loved
- Getting yelled at
Secrets:
* He was ran over by a car at the age of 7
* He was abused at the age of 12
* Afraid of falling in love again
Fears/Phobias:
- The dark (F/P)
- Drowning (F)
- Things that heat up (F)
Biography
Place Of Origin:
Orlando, Florida, USA
Birth Date:
October 29
History:
All of his life Noah was either hurt, troubling or cared for, sadly there was more of the troubling than anything. Noah didn't hate most of his life but, somehow he loved it, even the bad things he loved. Maybe it made him the person that he sees in the mirror today, or maybe it made him as messed up as he was before.
Starting the month of October 29, he was everyone's little surprise but, he was still the first to be born. As he grew up his childhood wasn't at all bad, he had a baby sister that was 3 and he just turned 6 he was happy he had someone to look after and protect as they both grew up. At the age 7 the happiness suddenly stopped when Noah was hit by a car while playing ball with a couple of his friends. Everyone thought it was over for him but that wasn't the fact, Noah fought through all the treatments and the painful surgeries. After a few years of getting back on his feet, he never really wanted to go outside that much anymore and he didn't. Whenever he did it was because, he had to watch his sister or play with his cousin while the grownups talked.
As he turned 10 the Jones family added a new addition to the family his brother that was 4 when he was 10. After a year or two school was out and he had to spend the night at his cousins house for the summer. That was when the abusing had started, he was constantly his for doing nothing or hit for doing something. His cousin couldn't do anything about it, even if he was older than him. Sadly he had to live through all that for half of summer and told no one about not even his parents and siblings. It was hard for him to trust others and he tried to avoid people that came up to talk to him.
Ever since that day he had started getting into trouble. Stealing his parents car, stealing things from the mall, selling things he wasn't supposed to sell, and just hanging around the wrong crowd. It was as if the monster inside him was telling him to do this and that and that everything he does will bring him true happiness. But, it didn't, and he still continued down that wrong and horrible path. He didn't let anyone pick on him, he didn't let anyone bring him down, it was as if he was someone else, he wasn't the Noah everyone knew and that was when he pushed everyone away, he didn't want help, he didn't need to talk, he just wanted to be happy for once but, he never was, so he continued to 'have his fun'.
At this point at the age of 17 he started a band with his cousin and two other friends, and that's what made him happy as he grew up, his music, his band, and his fans. Sure, drugs caught up to him, and he was blinded by somethings but, he fell in love with the perfect girl, and somewhere in his heart he couldn't stay there. So he told her he couldn't keep up with it and he didn't deserve it, he could sort of feel the hurt in her eyes and now he's a mess as usual.
Family Tree
Father
Mother
Sister
Brother
Happiest Memory:
Spending time with everyone he has came to know.
Saddest Memory:
Pushing the people that cared about him away.
Angely i demony kruzhili nado mnoj
Rassykhali ternii i vechnye puti
Ne znaet schast'je tol'ko tot,
Kto ego zova ponyat' ne smog...
Naljubuites', naljubuites'
Aeria gloris, Aeria gloris
I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling, in the depths of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...
...Beskonechnyj beg...
Poka zhiva ya mogu starat'sya na letu ne upast',
Ne razuchit'sya mechtat'...lyubit'...
...Beskonechnyj beg...
Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
English:
Angels and demons were circling above me
through the thorns to the stars
The only one who doesn't know happiness
is the one who couldn't understand its call
I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...
...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...
Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Crawling | Linkin Park
[Chorus]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
[Chorus]
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem.
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
[Chorus]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
(Confusing what is real)
Wants to gain:
He wants to gain control, he wants to control the bad inside him and let the good flow inside.
Anything else:
Gift of Innocence: Magic Medicine
Password:
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