by Ereblitz on Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:47 am
Castor's head shot back up as he turned his attention back onto Hiro. He had such a difficult time socializing, he hoped he hadn't annoyed him at all. Then again, friends annoyed each other once in a while, so it must have been alright... right? He nodded to Hiro's question, smiling sheepishly in the process. Hiro must have such excellent patience to deal with someone like him, someone who valued a stuffed animal more than a real person. Most would have already called him a freak, a nutcase.
"You should be in a mental hospital, bear boy!"
He tried to keep those dark thoughts from making their way to the front of his mind as he hastily stood up, moving towards the door as he opened it, beginning to exit Hiro's room. A hint of pain crossed his listless expression as those fatal words continued to pound at his mind's walls. It hurt every time he thought about it, but he didn't want to face it. Taking a swift deep breath, he plastered a fake smile on his face as he turned to look back at Hiro.
"Are you coming?" He asked cheerfully, though his facade of happiness faltered slightly. Castor was never really good at lying. He often avoided lying at all costs, even to the point of disappearing from a conversation in an attempt to avoid addressing it. He had enough stress in his life to deal with, he didn't need any more. You can't run away from it forever, Pollux's voice of reason echoed in his head.
Yes... Yes I can.