It was evident to Dorothy that she'd caused more pain to the already bruised and beaten man lying on the bed. And as he sucked in a labored breath, an ounce of guilt leaked into Dorothy's heart and her eyes softened. Slightly. Perhaps she had reacted selfishly, and was too quick to anger. But she was still wary, and admittedly hurt, of Ben's neglect to accept her offer to pack up and head home. None the less, she sat primly on the edge of the bed while he conceded to tell her the truth.
Her posture remained rigid throughout his explanations, but a new tension took to her muscles as getting mugged turned into getting accosted by someone who threatened to do worse. And not only to Ben, but to herself. He concluded with admitting that he didn't know what to do, and Dorothy couldn't hold this against him. How was one supposed to prepare for such an ultimatum?
This was not the type of truth that she had been anticipating, and a knot twisted in her stomach as the silence grew after Ben's last words. Where her own response should have been, stood emptiness. Dorothy felt nothing and stared blankly at the wall, waiting for the gears of her mind to begin turning and for the whirlwind of emotions that would surely follow. The seconds ticked by.
Dorothy stood up, patted Ben's hand absently, and began readying herself for sleep. She alternated between bedroom and bathroom, not caring to neatly fold her clothes as she immodestly shed them and stepped into a nightgown, not caring when she left her hairbrush upon the vanity or dirty washcloth draped over the washbasin. And slowly, her movements thawed her frozen mind, warming her thoughts to questions of what to do, where to go, and most importantly who wanted them hurt. A face flashed across her mind, the very face belonging to a man who didn't fear ripping a note from her hand or kissing her without permission. A man who ignored her need for personal space and claimed it as his own. Could it be? Dorothy was used to Shin, a kindly yet feisty old man, who did everything to protect his employees. Had Dorothy naively assumed that Michael would be the same?
A certain anger warmed the blood in her veins as her bare feet padded back into the bedroom. She wasn't the sort of woman that took well to orders or being 'claimed'. But neither was she blind to danger, and so with her anger mixed a growing fear.
"Here. I brought you some water." Dorothy set a glass upon the nightstand at Ben's side of the bed, and moved to climb into the vacant space next to him. Instead of laying down, she folded her legs beneath her and finally regarded him with an attempt at a response. Again, her heart ached as she looked at his battered form and she gingerly touched his face where the bruising seemed least angry.
"I don't know what to do either. I can only assume that whomever did this to you will let their threat sink in, so at the best we have a few days to figure things out." Dorothy sighed and bit her lip before continuing, "I have a feeling that I know who is behind this, and I think I'm to blame for what happened to you."
Storming out of Michael's house, skipping work, leaving a note meant to anger him...Dorothy began to feel more and more responsible. She began to reconsider taking care of Ben. It would only put him in more danger. Dorothy reached for his hand and held it lightly between her own, "Maybe it would be best for you to find a doctor and get yourself home to New York. I can follow along when the dust settles around here. And to think, all I wanted to do is come home to kiss you." Her throat tightened. "Now I can hardly touch you. I'm so sorry, Ben."