by Skaerin on Thu Feb 05, 2009 11:43 pm
A thousand images rose in Luen's mind at the Phoenix's questions. There was so much he could do, they could do. The world was a place of fear and separation now, where sadness and anger ruled supreme in the deepest hearts. Oh, people still lived normal lives, going to work, raising families, and making friends. But there is a secret shadow, a fear of discovery or association with the estranged races. And for the Balanced, the fear is doubled.
He stood on shaking legs and reached out, spreading his arms wide to the flaming bird. His skin peeled from the heat despite his natural affinity for fire, scars darkened and scabbed over, cracking away into ash. He heard the sizzle of singed hair and closed his eyes quickly as the Phoenix grew before him, its golden-red wings spread high, its image burned in searing heat behind his eyelids.
My power is not for the mute, Luen, Munaris. It warned, the reprimand lashed through his mind like flaming rope.
"Phoenix, I cannot answer you in words," croaked Luen, his lips were cracked and throat felt parched. "Take me into the dream like you did before, so that I might show you."
There was silence, then he realized the Phoenix before him was a statue, its flames wrought of layers of finely carved wood. The curling designs seemed to move, making the fire look alive. A man behind him sniffed impatiently and Luen realized he was at a small shrine of some sort, with sandstone walls and familiar looking carvings. As he stood, the impatient pilgrim brushed past him with another pig-like snort.
"Wuts a laddie like ye doin' all alone in ta big world 'en?"
Luen shrank from the voice. The stranger towered over him, his breath stank of spices and the chewing herb favored by some of the merchant folk. With a sinking feeling, Luen realized that he was alone, and for that matter, barely twelve years old. His hair was messy, and he could feel the clumps and tangles dragging against the rough tunic as he moved. Dirt dusted his skin, his fingernails thick with the stuff, turning them grayish. He was hungry, and his wrists looked thinner than they should be.
"What do you want, mister?" he said, sounding braver than he felt, all the while shrinking back from the sly looking man, and tried to shuffle back into the line waiting at the shrine. A few people pushed him and complained about him cutting in. Some made a few comments about the state he was in, mostly with tones of disgust and condescending pity.
"Ya'd starve left 'ere alone laddie. Hows 'bout you 'n' me take a lil' stroll?" He extended an oily, well-sinewed hand. It smelled of animals. The man was probably a trader. Luen studied him a bit better; the man stood over six feet tall, a purplish hat sat crooked on his greased back hair, the lank curls ending around the purple lapels of his suit. Then the man extended his other hand, and this had a small lunch-loaf in it.
The smell of food drove all else from Luen's mind and he pounced on the loaf before it could be snatched away. He ate hungrily, pausing only now and then to take a swig of something sweet from the man's hip flask. Soon the pair had sauntered away from the small throng at the shrine, their feet leaving a set of uneven prints in the mud.
---
Luen woke in darkness, he tried to sit up and yelped as he bumped his head on something that sounded like wood. A chorus of groans and desperate patting on wood followed the thump he made, the sound crowding in from all around him like some strange applause. A scrape of heavy metal came from overhead and though the air did not change, Luen felt sure something had opened above him. A gruff voice shouted for silence, heavy with an accent he did not recognize, then whatever he had opened slammed shut with an an empty echo.
A tapping sound came from his right, making him start. He turned and tentatively whispered, "Hello?"
When there was no reply, he sat back and tried to see in the enshrouding darkness. He was in some kind of wooden box, there was enough room to sit, or lie curled but uncomfortable. He resisted the urge to test the lid, it obviously had been tried before he even woke.
"What's your name?"
The whisper was so soft he could barely make out the words, but it sounded female. "Luen," he replied, not offering anymore. "What's yours?"
"Sarhna."
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Luen pounded down the street, seeking the docks with a desperate speed borne on fear.
Sarhna was serious about her plan, and while they were in the warehouse, waiting to be moved to where-ever they were sold, they had acted. Sarhna was surprisingly fast with her magic and deadly once she got her hands on a weapon. Luen realized then that she was like him, somehow able to use both Tech and Magic. Though he had to admit, her prowess with Techs exceeded his own many fold.
The traders were shocked to find their merchandise had gone rampant, and it was this shock that gave Luen and Sarhna time to escape. As the doors opened to let in the confused merchants and the purple-coated man, Luen darted forward, his hand a glowing blur as it smacked into the man's face, melting tissue in the brief moment of contact before he ran on. The man's scream trailed behind him as he followed Sarhna.
Then there were Techs. Tall, strong people with weapons superior to the one Sarhna had taken off a guard. She was down, crumpling like a lifeless doll before Luen's feet. He ran then, bolted like a frightened deer, charging for the docks. His fearful eyes had one last glimpse of the warehouse where they were kept.
No one else had moved. He froze and was cuffed hard from behind, pain exploded in his neck as he fell forward in a dead sprawl.
---
Luen stared solemnly through the horizontal slits in the van. His red hair had been cropped short, the mass of tangles too much for any merchant to deal with for the price the Techs paid. One of them mumbled something about the only worth of Balanced when the scissors snipped carelessly around Luen's ears.
Streetlights flashed past, blinding him. As his vision adjusted, he looked back at the other occupants of the van. All wearing gray tunics of a cheap enough make to throw away after their bodies were done with. He turned back to his 'window'. They passed scenes of dilapidation hidden behind facades of shops and civilization, poor houses tucked behind shops and plush apartments, shadowed properties where the sun could never reach. There were people on the streets, seen through squinted eyes they were but decorated blobs of flesh, quivering as if they were melting in a heat wave.
A rage built inside him. It had a voice, and it felt like the cold certainly that rode his mind during times of crisis. It wanted many things. Revenge for Sarhna, it tempted first. Justice for the planet. A scorched grounds to rise anew from the ashes. This place is beyond saving.
But for now, it whispered sweetly. Escape.
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The van burned, sending huge plumes of smoke into the air, gray and red fronds waving in the wind like feathers. Sparks rose and disappeared, joining the stars in the night sky. There was no screaming, it had all been too sudden, too intense.
Luen left the wreckage and collapsed in an alleyway a few blocks away. His lungs still burned with the smell of tortured metal and burning meat. He retched.
The Phoenix blinked, its flaming eyes losing their luster for a moment, dimming in the exploration of Luen's mind, the hatred that dwelt there, burning as bright as his very soul. It was an all-encompassing hatred of the ruin that had befallen the world. A cry for help that had been left unanswered and now turned into a howl for vengeance. He blamed himself for the personal deaths, he blamed the world for its weakness and its depravity, he blamed the very Goddess for the misfortunes she could not prevent.
Yet two flames there were, and Luen's soul burned with a different brightness. It illuminated the Phoenix's gaze, its golden feathers shimmering in the wavering heat. It was hope born in darkness, a spark that is like the embers of a dying flame, a bright seed for fire. Though smothered by anger and dampened with tears, the flame burned, hoping to see the last good in mortals, preserving his own morality in deeds designed to protect.
In this split mentality, Luen had left some in a state worse than death, but never had he taken the life of another man or woman while there was some semblance of control within him. This the Phoenix understood also. There were two worlds in the future as hoped by Luen Munaris. One, a world filled with ash, ruin, and death. Where a canvas can be dusted of its old works and reborn, all hope perish, all evil ends.
Is the other place not more beautiful? Luen Munaris.
But it was no longer a question in the test. Luen knew, and with that knowledge his strength gave out and he fell, flames brushing his face, burning his hair as he entered the embrace and final judgment of the Phoenix.