"But...thought you...like me...but why...I just...bitch! Utter f**king bitch!"
His thoughts were disjointed, swirling in his mind with all the primal fury of a tropical storm brewing towards the hurricane of the century. His face twitched, a tic he'd never had before, developing under the strain on his already tightly wound mind, head occasionally rocking. The words left him in a pattern that made no sense until the last few, his face reddening as his blood pressure mounts to dangerous levels. The anger caused his pulse to pound in his ears, his entire body thrumming with the powerful thunder in his chest. His head shakes, the boy's eyes closing tightly to hold that glass eye in his head, breathing in through his nose and out through the slits in his cheek. Even when the knife threatens his throat, he moves not for a moment, speaking with his head down, the hair on the right side of his face hanging limp, voice like nothing from before...both hurt and angry...yet it was not merely the normal anger. What simmered beneath the surface of that wavering voice was complete and utter hatred, ready to boil through into murderous rage.
"I...thought I could trust you. I thought you were different, like me. I was wrong. Always wrong. So f**king stupid, Dauragon, can't you do anything right? Not different...same sh*t, different wrapper. Not different, screwed up again...not different. Always screwing up, never doing right."
Even as he speaks, a single drop of liquid falls from his good eye to the girl's lap, saliva boiling from his mouth as he seethes through his teeth. When his head tilts up, the rage in that single eye was nigh unfathomable, seemingly a portal straight into the hell that Dauragon's mind had become. His right hand lances out, his body pushing itself up and away from the girl with one deft movement after grabbing his kusarigama. The weight rests in his left hand, scythe in his right, turning his head to the side to slam it into the wall. With a sickening crack that would have hurt anyone not numbed with a rage so deeply ingrained that it shut off his senses for the most part, his forehead splits, blood spurting from the new hole, left on the wall and pouring down his face. His vision clouds like static for just a moment before clearing his body rocking on his feet, his fists clenching. He traces the tip of the blade through the blood, licking it off and then twitching again, speech exploding from him once more as he readies himself for a fight.
"You're no better than the rest of those whores! Sure, you're pretty, but you're all the same. Hurt the freak kid, make him hate...it's fun to watch him rage. Wind him up and let him go, just like a toy. It's all a f**king game do you, isn't it? Yea, it is. It is to everyone and everyone always dies. I'll make it on my own, just like always...you hear me? ALONE!"