Not as expected, but as half-hoped, the figure on the horse precipitated out of the fluid haze of heat over the road into a figure that was instantly recognisable to Eva. The way he sat on a horse with the same natural ease that most men possessed walking on the ground, the dust-encrusted boots, the unkempt moustache that was barely distinguishable from the stubble on his jaw and the glint of blue, like a lake in the desert, that gleamed out of smiling wrinkles of sun-leathered skin... She recognised all these things, had grown up knowing them; he was her father and this was the first time she'd seen him in four months.
Very few people knew she even had a living father. As far as all the parents of her pupils were aware, Eva's father had been a shop owner from San Diego and had died not long after her mother had succumbed to consumption when she was a child, leaving her to be brought up by her aunt. In fact, half of the story was true; her mother had died of tuberculosis and she had grown up living in her father's sister's house on the outskirts of Lockwood Mesa. Robert Logan, however, was very much alive. After living as an outlaw for the last twenty years, it had been thought best that as few people knew about his relation to her as possible and Eva had grown up harbour what, when she was little, had been a very solemn and grave secret, but had eventually evolved into something that she used to proudly set herself apart from her peers. The truth had been outed a few years ago by a particularly intrepid reporter working for the local newspaper, but only within Lockwood itself (which had been part of the reason she'd taken a job in such a remote place). But to the farmers whose children she taught, she might as well have been any other schoolteacher.
"Evie! Evie, my girl!" he roared, jumping down from his horse once within the little fence that walled-off the schoolhouse from the barren brush that surrounded it. He whipped his wide-brimmed hat from his head to reveal and full head of sun-bleached dark hair and crushed her into his arms with his usual energy.
"Papa?" she grinned then pushed him away in mock outrage. "Why haven't you been to see me? You came at least once every few weeks back at Aunt Isabelle's and when I was living in Lockwood Mesa. We lived back-to-back with our neighbours then and now the nearest is miles away! Have you grown afraid in your old-age?"
"Old-age?" he replied indignantly, collapsing into the chair she'd just vacated. "If you weren't my daughter to insult me, Evie... No, things ha' been... difficult. That train robbery two months ago landed us in a whole heap 'a trouble. I've been doin' my best to stay up in the hills and avoid the hoosegow until this all blows over. They've god-damn gone and put posters up in every watering hole for miles! So-"
He paused and turned his bright gaze away from the parched scenery onto her. "So- That's why I'm comin' to see you, Evie. I'm gonna head out of state, maybe even south of the border, I dunno, I ain't made up my mind yet but... I ain't gonna be back for a while-"
Eva opened her mouth to interrupt but her father held up his hand, as if he knew she'd guessed what he was about to say, and she closed it again, allowing him to continue.
"A long while. Maybe even a few years..." he finished, then sat back, bracing himself for an onslaught.
"What! A few years? Papa, a train robbery's nothing. They must be like mosquito bites to the Union Pacific, you've robbed them that many times. You can run rings around the goons they've hired to find you! Just stick it out and-" said Eva, squaring up to her father with her hands on her hips as he watched her with a strange sad curiosity.
"But Evie... I'm tired of runnin' rings around anyone... I just wanna find some little casa, maybe by the sea, some little place where I can grow tomato and chayote and distill my own whiskey in the backyard and-"
"Oh, don't give me that! That's not you. That's not what you want," she said, harshly, astonished at her father's new-found domesticity. She could not believe that he would suddenly want to give up the nomadic life he'd thrived upon for years, or the excitement that entwined the days he spent carving off a living from the big corporations of the West.
He shrugged and looked down at his hands, calloused by hours spent holding reigns or the handle of a gun. This simple gesture persuaded her more of his sincerity than any argument might have done.
"But I won't ha' to decide that for a week or two. I still ha' to throw the dogs off my trail, for more than a night, at least. So, why don't we talk about it over a meal. I ain't eaten since this morning and I'm starved!" he added, trying to change the subject. Eva knew they wouldn't discuss it and that later that evening, he'd disappear back into the darkness. And she wouldn't see him, it seemed, perhaps for years. He'd always said the only person who'd been able to change his mind about anything had been her mother. It appeared she had not inherited such a gift.
"Write me a letter. Promise me you'll write to me whenever you can."
Her father smiled and loosed the scarf around his neck. "'Course. If that's what you want me to do, then I'll sure as hell do it," he said, standing aside to let her enter the little white-washed house first.