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by **xenchantedx** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 10:52 am

"Closer to the fire? You want me to burn myself? I knew it!" She said, laughing before standing up and shifting herself so that she was inches from the fire-inches from Logan.
"Happy now?" She asked sarcastically, pulling a face.
"And Don't you think if I was afrais of you I would have scarpered by now?" She said with a grin.

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by **St.Jimmy** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 10:57 am

"I don't know," Logan replied. "You haven't seen me change yet. Maybe then you'd run from me." His tone changed continuously; at the moment, the question in his voice showed that he was perfectly serious. Leaning forwards, his arm brushing against hers, he threw some more sticks onto the fire and watched them burn, the flames sending flickering shadows to chase each other in amongst the orange glow that was reflected across his face and torso.

by **xenchantedx** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 12:34 pm

Jade caught her breath as his arm brushed hers and it sent tingles down her spine and gave her goosebumps, Jade shivered, wrapped her arms around herself to keep warm before asking quietly," Why don't you...?"

by **St.Jimmy** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 12:39 pm

"Why don't I what?" Logan asked. "Change?" He smiled humourlessly. "I don't think so." He didn't explain this, but in truth it was because he was afraid for what must have been the first time in his life. Afraid of what she would think of him if he morphed, and afraid - so afraid - of losing control. It was strange. He had killed countless humans, but now he was terrified of murdering this one girl who sat beside him.

by **xenchantedx** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 12:45 pm

Jade smiled," Go on." She said quietly, "I dare you." She finished, a mischievious glint that sparkled in her eyes and made her pointy white teeth gleam in the firelight flickered onto her face.

by **St.Jimmy** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 12:52 pm

Logan looked at her. "Okay," he said quietly. "But don't blame me if you hate me for it."

He stood up, moving out of the circle of firelight. Already, he was tightening his resolve. He hadn't eaten in a while; that would make things more difficult. He was also still feeling the after-effects of the adrenaline rush from the fake fight. If he morphed now, he was running a big risk of attacking her. As a wolf, he was still himself and he was still conscious, but the bloodlust could grow so strong that he didn't think about consequences.

Dare he do it?

Focussing his whole mind on not attacking her, he looked at her one more time with a strange sadness in his eyes. After she saw him like this, would she want him anywhere near her?

Effortlessly, he morphed, his weather-beaten skin and ripped clothes changing into fur that was a multitude of dark shades, in some places flecked with grey. His spine elongated as his limbs changed shape, and in barely a second he had changed. Paws resting lightly on the cold ground, he knew his dark fur made him hard to see in the shadows, so he padded forwards into the firelight, his dark eyes catching the orange glow from the flames. Underneath the right eye was the same crescent-shaped scar that was visible on his human face.

by **xenchantedx** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:01 pm

Jade stared at Logan in wolf form in fascination, it was so amazing that it took her breath away.
Jade had never been this close to a werewolf before and felt a little nervous, but more curious.
She hesitantly reached out to touch him before pausing, her arm in mid air, "Can I...?" She asked softly.

by **St.Jimmy** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:06 pm

Logan couldn't speak like this, but he understood the question. It was harder to understand English, but he could see what she was asking even if he had had trouble working out the words. He ducked his head towards her, in a gesture that was both a nod and a way to bring himself closer. Tilting slightly, he pressed against her palm gently.

It was easier than he had feared to keep himself under control. Part of him still wanted to bite her, but he was keeping himself well in check.

by **xenchantedx** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:09 pm

Jade's delicate fingers combed through Logan's soft fur gently.
She would never forget this moment.

by **St.Jimmy** on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:16 pm

Logan's eyes drifted shut and suddenly he was a boy again, with her hand running through his hair. He looked directly at her, his gaze intense and passionate. All game-playing was through now; he was no longer hiding behind words and questions. Although he still burned with arrogance, this no longer seemed to matter. Leaning forwards, put his hand against the floor to keep his balance as he attempted to kiss her. It had been a powerful and intense moment and he was caught up in it - his mind was devoid of all thoughts apart from how right this felt.

by **xenchantedx** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 8:01 am

Tingles of firey electricity darted through Jade's whole body and she kissed Logan , first unsure and a little hesitant, but then passionately and hungry, she wound her fingers tighter through his hair and pushed herself closer to him.
Her eyes were closed and it was like she had forgotten the world, nothing else mattered now, only them.
The forest had vanished and had been replaced with sparkling black darkness and Logan.
Jade gently pulled away to breath and began kissing him all over again, her left hand caressing his cheek gently.
Jade's body was alive but her mine was frozen.
All she could think was,
I'm in love with a werewolf.

by **St.Jimmy** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 9:07 am

The moment seemed to stretch into eternity; mindless, thoughtless and filled with a burning passion he kissed her, his every movement packed with intensity. Stars glimmered overhead in the cold night sky, frowning down from a distance that spanned the heavens. He was a werewolf; she was a human. Their union was forbidden by all moral codes - he had killed so many of her kind. And yet he could not stop it from happening.

Eventually, he broke away. Something of himself had come back to him, and he looked away from her. In those few seconds he had seen something frozen and uncertain behind her eyes; she, too, was wondering whether this was right.

"I'm sorry," he said. "Oh God, I'm sorry. You ... you stick with Ricco. He's better for you than me."

Standing, Logan walked away from her, out of the circle of firelight. He had nowhere to go but he longed to run, to abandon this whole village and go back to his previous, careless life. One hand resting against a tree as if to support himself, he dropped his head and felt sickened by himself. He should have known that she would not want him, the werewolf; and even if she did want him, he could not hurt her like that. The rejection of her kind would be immense, and he couldn't stop killing.

by **xenchantedx** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:42 am

Jade was stunned and unwillingly opened her eyes to see Logan standing by a tree,
"I'm sorry," he said. "Oh God, I'm sorry. You ... you stick with Ricco. He's better for you than me."
Jade felt as though something inside her had snapped and broken every bone in her body, her muscles felt like mush and her head was whirring.
But she fought for control over her useless body and stared at him, "Logan..." She breathed, she could not lose him now, not now, please no.
"I love you..." She breathed, the words suprised Jade and felt as though they had come fro somewhere else, Jade looked around to see who had said it before realising it was her.
Jade ran to Logan, grabbed his wrists and twirled him around to face her, she felt anguished and upset that he would say this, "Please Logan." Her eyes were sorrowful and large and sprkling in the firelight, pleading with him.

by **St.Jimmy** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 11:03 am

"No, you don't," Logan replied, holding her away from him. "Oh God, don't say that. I couldn't do that to you. Have you forgotten what I am?" He looked at her, angry in his anguish. "I'm a monster, Jade. Do you know how many of your kind have died at my hands?" He turned away from her, running both hands through his hair.

"I'm not for you, Jade. You have human friends; I'm a danger to all of them. Because I won't stop killing. And I'm very hungry. So hungry. I haven't eaten for days; do you know how dangerous that makes me? What if I lose control? You should get away from me." He couldn't even look at her.

by **xenchantedx** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 11:10 am

Jade wanted to curl up in a ball and sob, she felt as though she'd just been kicked in the gut- with a spiked metal boot- and wanted to cry.
"Logan...I know that," Her voice was breaking slightly and she cursed herself, she hadn't cried in 4 years and she wasn't going to start now she told herself, but even so, Jade couldn't help a single tear sliding down her face and her eyes going bleary, she vehemently wiped her face, feeling like a small child, clutched her stomach tightly as though the blow had been real and continued," Please Logan...You have no idea, all those years of feeling so worthless and pathetic, never trusting anyone or making friends, all those years of hatred and wishing to die, it's stopped please Logan..." She whispered.
Jade was desperate, she couldn't lose it.
"Logan I'm in love with you." She breathed, looking up at him with her big silver eyes,
"Logan, thats how you have to live...I can't stop you but that doesn't mean we can't..." Jade felt a sharp pain slice through the inside of her chest as she said this.

by **St.Jimmy** on Thu Oct 09, 2008 11:16 am

"Can't what?" Logan shouted, hating himself for the first time in his memory. He wanted to say the same things back to her so much, wanted to tell her he loved her, but he knew he couldn't. Even now the anger was making adrenaline rush through him, and it kickstarted his fight or flight instinct - which, to him, meant becoming a wolf. He was fighting it off now, but what happened if he lost control?

"You honestly think we can have a normal life?" he demanded. "We'll be persecuted and hunted by wolves and humans. Even now I want to kill you. Do you know what that's doing to me? I can look at you, and want to protect you and be with you, and all the while some part of me is desperate to change and kill you. I can't risk that, Jade. I can't."

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