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Helena Rush had no idea where in the name of God she'd gone wrong. When they had first gotten together, it was so amazing, so passionate. Now it was just ... nothing. The love was there - it always would be, for Helena at least - but the passion was gone. Now it was just him, her and his drugs and booze. Even now, as she lay in bed, with the early morning sunlight streaming the blinds of their bedroom, she couldn't help but wonder if she could salvage this relationship. Lying in their bed, she glanced over at him, and a sad smile crossed her face. Would they ever be as close as that again??

A sigh escaped her, and she stood, walking to the bathroom. Twenty minutes later, she emerged, and quickly dressed in her usual black tanktop and miniskirt with a red stripe in it, and ballet flats, before running a brush through her dark hair, and slipping downstairs, making coffee for herseld, and remembering the days when they were happy.
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ooc;; Sorry, Ken, but this is a Private RP - I've already got someone doing this idea with me, so I'm afraid not
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((Lari why is your writing all on the right hand side??? :S lol))


Gerard awoke and yawned lazill, he looked to his side and was startled to see that Helena wasn't there.
Gerard sat up and looked around.
"Ah..." He greeted her with a dazzling grin in his husky voice, "Good morning." He said, lazily sliding his eyes up and dwn her body, admiring her.
"You look beautiful as always..." He complimented her, and got up to kiss her.
His body wasn't craving Helena at the moment- well it WAS but the drugs and booze were overpowering it and he felt as though he was losing her.
Something he NEVER wanted to do- he loved her more than the world itself.
But all that booze...drugs...
oooh.
SIX SHINING STARS
~*~Lauren~*~Lari~*~Laurie~*~Illy~*~Charlie~*~Becky~*~

...Shoot for the moon...Even if you miss, you'll be among the stars...
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...So ready for this to be the End; To be the Twilight of your life...
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Helena smiled, and allowed Gerard to kiss her, but inwardly, she cringed. She could smell last night's alcohol on his breath. Quickly, she pulled away, and pushed a cup of coffee towards him. That should wake him up.

Just say it. All you have to say is "We need to talk,". It's not that hard. It's just four words.

Helena took a deep breath, but the words didn't want to come out. She let it out, knowing that, once again, she had let the chance go, and that today wasn't going to be any better.

"Are you going out with your friends again tonight?" She asked, hoping that for once, he would say no.
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Gerard grinned at her, missing her reluctancy when she kissed and gratefully taking the coffee.
"Hmm..." He answered huskily after a sip, "I was actually thinking maybe we could have a little party of our own..." He said with a wink, before trying to kiss her again but his phone ringing.
"Yellow." Gerard answered speedily. Oh man this had BETTER be Josh with his coke fix.
"Got it." came the faint voice on the other line,
"Oh thank God, im dying for a fix- where are you?"
"Back of that pizza place with a couple o' friends- can you get here now?"
Gerard paused and looked at Alice, stroking her cheek absently, staring at her beautiful face before answering, "I'm on my way."
Gerad hung up and quickly started grabbing some clothes and getting dressed.
"I just have to go out babe and pick up some stuff, I'll be back...later."
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"No, Gerard!"

The words were out before Helena could think. One glance out the window had her heart scared of letting Gerard go off on his own. The rain was lashing out, and she didn't trust Gerard to go get drugs and then come home still sober. Especially not in rain like that.

"Can't, can't you wait, until the rain, until it calms down? I don't want you getting hurt," She said, her voice quiet now. Helena rarely spoke out of turn like that - she usually just ignored him when he mentioned going to get drugs.

"Please?"
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Gerard was stunned at her sudden outburst, and a little irritated,
"It's only rain- i really have to go but I'll be back later okay? See you!" He said hurriedly, pecking her cheek and rushing out.
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Helena watched him go, and flopped down on the couch, frustrated. Why couldn't she do anything right? For God's sake, her own boyfriend preferred drugs over her!

A sigh escaped her as she thought of the days they'd been discussing getting engaged. It had all changed so fast. She turned on the T.V., and flipped through the channels.

Soaps, soaps, soaps, P.S., I Love You, soaps, soaps, Trainspotting, Requiem For A Dream, news, soaps ...

With a groan, she flicked the T.V. off. It was soaps, or romance and drug movies. Goddamn it, why did what had once seemed good now seem bad to her?

She checked her watch, and realised the dance studio she went to would be just about empty now. Scribbling a note to Gerard telling her where she was and asking him to pick her up, she stuck it to the T.V., and hurried to her room. She emerged a few minutes later with a bag holding her gear.

Helena had been doing ballet since she was seven, and all the years of it had payed off. She could practice now for the recital she had coming up in a few days.

Gerard had taken their car, so she raced through the streets for fifteen minutes before arriving at her studio. Most people ignored her, giving her more privacy to practice, and it wan't long before she was twirling around the floor, all previous worries forgotten.
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Gerard was stuck in traffic.
"Shit." He cursed, slamming his hand down hard on the horn as a huge 4 wheel drive swerved infront of him at last minute, nearly causing him to crash.
Gerard stuck his head out of the open window, his face boiling with rage, "YOU FUCKING IDIOT! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?" He yelled, feeling easily annoyed.
"Okay, okay, calm Gee...calm...Think of Helena.....thats it.....Helena...." And a wonderfully happy image of Helena dancing gracefully as a swan in her little studio- lost in her own world popped into his mind.

3 hours later Gerard had met Charlie, collected the stuff and was driving home- a little high and speedy.

He flung open the front door and almost skipped inside with a huge grin on his face.
And then he spotted her note.
She'd gone dancing.
oh no.
How long ago had she gone? Thought Gerard anxiously, running a hand through his thick dark hair, he called her name but there was no reply.
Good. So she'd still be there.
Gerard grabbed his keys and drove off to the ballet studio in the pouring rain.
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When Helena had left the studio, she'd noticed a car waiting outside, one that she recognised. Had Gerard come to pick her up? Then the guy inside it stepped out, and she realised who it was.

"Mikey! What're you doing here?"

Mikey was Gerard's younger brother, and opposite in every way. He had dark eyes, and light brown hair, with black-framed glasses. He didn't touch drink or drugs, and he played the bass. He and Helena got on very well.

"I called by your house, but it was locked. I used my key to get in, and saw the note you left for Gerard,"

"Oh, right. Well, thanks for coming to see me," She smiled warmly at him, despite the fact she was freezing in the rain, when she noticed Gerard's car turn the corner.

"Oh. Looks like my ride is here. D'you wanna come back to our place for a coffee? You look half-frozen,"

"Yeah, that'd be great," Helena grinned at Mikey, and noticed Gerard get out of his car out of the corner of her eye.
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Gerard rushed over to Helena, picked her soaking wet body up and held her to his chest, saying over and over, "I'm so so so so sorry, i'm sorry Hel..."
Gerard quickyl bundled Helena into the car ignoring any protests made and shut the door to keep her warm.
He grinned at his brother," Hey Mikey, how long was she here for...?" He asked worriedly, the drugs making him even more so.
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"Gerard, I'm okay, you don't need to -"

Helena was cut off as Gerard closed the car door, and she sighed. He could be so pushy and protective sometimes. For God's sake, it was just rain! She rolled the window down in time to hear him as his brother how long she'd been there for.

"I've been sitting her for about ten minutes, but she only left the studio about two minutes before you arrived, she wasn't out here long," Mikey assured him.

"I invited Mikey back to our place for a coffee, is that okay?" She told Gerard, staring out the open window at him.
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Gerard whirrled around at the sound of Helena's voice, he was still realy skittish after that dosage...
"Yeah, sure."! He gabbled quickly, "Want a lift Mike?" He asked, knowing she'd been listening.
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"Nah, I've got my own car, I'll follow behind you," Mikey told him, before climbing into it. Helena rolled up her window, and waited until Gerard got into the car before speaking.

"Gerard, when Mikey gets his coffee and goes ... we need to talk,"

There, she'd said it. She was going to sit in silence for the rest of the ride, sorting out what she was going to say.
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Gerard was puzzled and slightly jumpy at those words,'We need to talk?' Surely that could only mean one thing...?
Would Helena really finish with him? Why? They had started out so much in love- he still was- she was on his brain constantly- or would have been apart from the alcohol and coke- and he adored her, was it him? Was it her? Was it his personality? Was he too clingy? Was it the sex?
Gerard pondered these difficult thoughts o silence and drove on until they returned home.
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Helena stepped out of the car, and heard a beep behind her. Mikey rolled down his window, and started yelling.

"Alicia phoned, she needs me to go home for now - I can't stay, so I'll come round tomorrow, okay?" Before she could answer, he'd sped off.

Helena opened the door to their house and walked in wordlessly. She dropped down on the sofa, and sat silently for a few seconds.

"Gerard, I'm not breaking up for you. But unless you reconsider what you're doing, I will,"
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Gerard let out a long sigh of relief, she wasn't breaking up with him, so the sex must still be good, he joked to himself mentally.
"-But unless you reconsider what your doing, I will."
"What...?" Gerard asked, totally confused.
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"How can you tell me you don't know what this is about?" Helena asked, staring at his blank face.

"Don't you see what you're doing, Gerard? What the drugs and the drink were doing to you? To us? All you care about is your next fix, you come home most nights pissed out of your head, you ignore me completely, how can you not see what's going on? You're ruining our relationship, pushing me away for you, and for what? Do you know how scared I get when you don't come home, how terrified I am in case you OD, how worried I am about what you're doing to yourself? Or does that not matter?"

Helena was standing, she'd been practically yelling at him. She was shaking, and tears were gathering in her eyes. He had to change - she loved him too much to lose him.
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Gerard's hands were shaking, her words were like someone smashing his head into a brick wall.
He stared at her.
"But I love you..." He whispered.
A minute or so passed in silence, before Gerard said,
"What do you want me to do...?" He couldn't lose her.
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