by XxCazxX on Tue Dec 30, 2008 8:01 am
My mind started to wind in on me as he asked that. It was interesting. I guess that was what I wanted. Being upfront. It sounded nice.
"I think so..." My face didn't match my thoughts. I could tell it was unsure. "I'd like to be able to be friends as well as together... How else will we survive here on this island?"
We'd fall apart if this was only about romance, I knew that without a second thought. I hoped that he understood what I was getting at. It's easy enough to feel a kiss is right, but what after that? Maybe I was just over thinking things again but I just don't want that to be it, I don't want to be gotten bored with because all I am is someone to hold.
But still, I liked this, just being there next to Ken. It was refreshing. His touch is so tender on my skin and it makes me feel as if I'm home. But what if it wears off, what if he decides I think too much and he doesn't want me anymore?
Now I know I'm over thinking things...
I just sat there and looked at him then, I put my hand over his and curled my fingers to hold onto him. I wasn't sure how to stop myself from thinking. It was hard, though.
