by LenHaert on Sun Sep 18, 2011 11:53 am
Note: This is a private role-pay between myself and Sirius Baren.
Start: Beginning of Sixth Year, Moaning Myrtle's Bathroom
Draco Malfoy was lost.
It was difficult for him to admit it, as he was a proud pureblood and a Malfoy, but he was. He did not know what to do. The task that was given to him was for a wizard beyond Draco's sixteen years. When he was approached by the Dark Lord in the summer months, given the offer to be marked as a Death Eater, he was ecstatic. There was no reason for him not to be - it was his childhood dream to stand in the Dark Lord's ranks and with the current situation, he had the chance to repair his father's tarnished reputation.
When the Dark Lord told him of the task, of the one-year time limit on it, Draco thought that it would be easy. After weeks upon weeks of thinking about it, rummaging through the Family Library and after plan after plan was destroyed by the Hogwarts' defenses and by his own limited abilities, Draco realized that it was quite possibly a lost cause.
He did not have the ability to complete the task. He, Draco Malfoy, will fail the Dark Lord.
He clutched the edge of the porcelain sink, his knuckles going as white as snow. Why? Why couldn't he do it? He couldn't even ask anyone for help, it wasn't wise to trust anyone at that moment in time. Draco knew that after his father's capture, failure, every Death Eater expected the young Malfoy, wanted him to do so. It was the bitter truth.
Draco scrunched his eyes close, in an attempt to organize his thoughts. He was going to fail. He was weak. A shame to the family name.
No.
He couldn't do that. He can't give up. His life, and his mother's, was at stake. The Dark Lord does not accept failure. It was awful, it was not fair, but Draco knew it as the only truth. Kill or be killed, ran through his head, and he smiled grimly at how much truth was in that statement.
Life's the limit ~