Lucas broke free from the kiss as a rustiling noise leapt through the silence. " What do you think you are doing here?" a teacher said coming into the clearing.
Lucas released Danni quickly as the teacher eyed them both. "Aaron. My office now!" the teacher said pointing behind him.
- In the teachers office -
"Now, Aaron taking advantage of someone. for your own personal gains. Danni has been very distraught since Lucas's death and its not fair to use her. I'm sure you of all people will understand that this is unaceptable behaviour."
"But i didn't do anything to her it was just a kiss" Lucas replied.
" i don't know how you acted in your last school, but since your starting a fresh slate i suggest your pull your socks up and get down with your school work. another incedent like this and ill call your father" the teacher replied. "now get out"
Lucas sighed loudly picking up his bag he walked out of the office slowly. Since it was the end of the day he made his way to the reception area secretly hoping he'd see Danni.
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Tue May 12, 2009 11:06 am
~There's only now, there's only this, forget regret, or life is yours to miss~ - RENT
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Tue May 12, 2009 11:51 am
Danni sat in a rather uncomfortable chair outside the teacher's office. Lucas was in there with him, probably getting a good verbal kicking, and she couldn't help but feel guilty. There had only been another hour or so left of school, she could have waited until they got home to throw herself at him. But that wasn't really ideal either, she realised; her parents wouldn't like her bringing another boy home so soon after Lucas' death, and she had no idea how Christan would react to them; nor did she have any wish to find out.
The school counsellor, Mrs. Evans, approached her cautiously, but Danni didn't look up until she spoke. "Umm, Danni?"
"Yeah?"
"Mr. Smith asked me to have a chat with you."
She raised her eyebrows, but followed the woman into her office.
Once they had both sat down, Mrs. Evans jumped straight in. "We haven't really spoken since you started here, have we?"
"No."
"Well I think it's long overdue, don't you?"
"No."
Mrs. Evans sighed. "Danni, how are you? Really? It's been four months since Lucas died, and I've tried to keep my distance from you to see if you would deal with it, but you're not. You've been clinging to him, Danni. You might not have noticed but the rest of us have - staff and students. Aren't your friends worried about you?"
"I don't really speak to them," she answered honestly.
"This is what I mean. You're not accepting that he's gone, Danni. Because that's what he is, he's gone. He's dead."
"I know."
"And he's not coming back, either."
Danni mentally scoffed, but she forced her voice to remain in the same dead tone. "I know."
"Hmm. Well rebounding like this isn't the way to go, Danni. It doesn't mean you've accepted it, it actually means the opposite."
"Okay."
"Aaron... You should stay away from him. He shouldn't be encouraging you, he's taking advantage of you."
"He's not."
"He is."
"Okay. Can I go?"
Mrs. Evans paused, unsure. She was used to students breaking down and sobbing until they felt better. She didn't know how to deal with this sort of reaction. "Umm... Yes."
Danni stood without a word and made her way out of school. The bell had rang a few minutes ago, so the school was deserted, but she was pleased to find Lucas - or Aaron - standing in the reception area. The receptionist, however was giving her weird looks, so she forced herself to walk past him without looking at him. She waited for him just outside the school gates, and when he joined her, she fell into his arms despite her earlier resolve to stay away from him. "That was dumb. What are we going to do now? They're going to be watching us like hawks, they might even get our parents involved." She frowned, frustrated. "This is getting too complicated."
The school counsellor, Mrs. Evans, approached her cautiously, but Danni didn't look up until she spoke. "Umm, Danni?"
"Yeah?"
"Mr. Smith asked me to have a chat with you."
She raised her eyebrows, but followed the woman into her office.
Once they had both sat down, Mrs. Evans jumped straight in. "We haven't really spoken since you started here, have we?"
"No."
"Well I think it's long overdue, don't you?"
"No."
Mrs. Evans sighed. "Danni, how are you? Really? It's been four months since Lucas died, and I've tried to keep my distance from you to see if you would deal with it, but you're not. You've been clinging to him, Danni. You might not have noticed but the rest of us have - staff and students. Aren't your friends worried about you?"
"I don't really speak to them," she answered honestly.
"This is what I mean. You're not accepting that he's gone, Danni. Because that's what he is, he's gone. He's dead."
"I know."
"And he's not coming back, either."
Danni mentally scoffed, but she forced her voice to remain in the same dead tone. "I know."
"Hmm. Well rebounding like this isn't the way to go, Danni. It doesn't mean you've accepted it, it actually means the opposite."
"Okay."
"Aaron... You should stay away from him. He shouldn't be encouraging you, he's taking advantage of you."
"He's not."
"He is."
"Okay. Can I go?"
Mrs. Evans paused, unsure. She was used to students breaking down and sobbing until they felt better. She didn't know how to deal with this sort of reaction. "Umm... Yes."
Danni stood without a word and made her way out of school. The bell had rang a few minutes ago, so the school was deserted, but she was pleased to find Lucas - or Aaron - standing in the reception area. The receptionist, however was giving her weird looks, so she forced herself to walk past him without looking at him. She waited for him just outside the school gates, and when he joined her, she fell into his arms despite her earlier resolve to stay away from him. "That was dumb. What are we going to do now? They're going to be watching us like hawks, they might even get our parents involved." She frowned, frustrated. "This is getting too complicated."
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Tue May 12, 2009 12:44 pm
- A week later -
Lucas sank down into the bath spilling water over the sides splashing down on the wodden flooring. The cold water soaked into his clothes, he didn't bother with filling the bath with hot water. He didn't really see the point any more it was only going to get cold anyway. The cold tap was still running into the bath, tilting his head back he let the water cover his head slowly. The water made his vision blurry sound was muffled and everything seemed to slow down the cold water numbing everything. Blinking as the chlorine stung into his eyes slowly Lucas stayed in the bath motionless untill he was pulled up sharply.
" Lucas! what are you doing?" Christan said dragging him out of the bath.
Lucas coughed loudly spitting out a mouthfull of water.
Christan wrapped a large towel around the shivering Lucas rubbing his back quickly.
"now come on whats wrong? talk to me your not like this" Christan pushed.
Lucas shook his head quickly staring at the floor, "come on lets get you into some clothes" Christan insisted pulling him up slowly. Lucas shook Christan off he walked to his room leaving a trail of water behind him. Shutting the door Lucas sank down into the floor, looking at his phone with he had dropped to the floor earlier. It showed "4 NEW MESSAGES: DANNI" he didn't want to reply. It was their choice to split up it was too dangerous and risky for them to be together.
Lucas sank down into the bath spilling water over the sides splashing down on the wodden flooring. The cold water soaked into his clothes, he didn't bother with filling the bath with hot water. He didn't really see the point any more it was only going to get cold anyway. The cold tap was still running into the bath, tilting his head back he let the water cover his head slowly. The water made his vision blurry sound was muffled and everything seemed to slow down the cold water numbing everything. Blinking as the chlorine stung into his eyes slowly Lucas stayed in the bath motionless untill he was pulled up sharply.
" Lucas! what are you doing?" Christan said dragging him out of the bath.
Lucas coughed loudly spitting out a mouthfull of water.
Christan wrapped a large towel around the shivering Lucas rubbing his back quickly.
"now come on whats wrong? talk to me your not like this" Christan pushed.
Lucas shook his head quickly staring at the floor, "come on lets get you into some clothes" Christan insisted pulling him up slowly. Lucas shook Christan off he walked to his room leaving a trail of water behind him. Shutting the door Lucas sank down into the floor, looking at his phone with he had dropped to the floor earlier. It showed "4 NEW MESSAGES: DANNI" he didn't want to reply. It was their choice to split up it was too dangerous and risky for them to be together.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Tue May 12, 2009 1:50 pm
Danni snatched up her phone as Lucas' ringtone blasted from it. Was he finally returning her calls? "Hello?"
"Danni?"
It took her a while to register the voice, and then she simply sank onto the edge of her bed, in shock. "Christan?" she managed to choke out. What was he doing calling her?
"Listen, Danni, you need to come round."
"What? Why?"
"It's Lucas."
That was all she needed. The worried edge to his voice made her heart race. "Is he okay?"
"Not really."
"What's going on?"
"He needs you."
"Christain, please!"
"I think he... I think he tried to kill himself."
"What?!"
"Just get here."
"I'm on my way." She hung up without another word and grabbed her jacket, racing down the stairs and out the door.
Danni ran up Lucas' drive and, completely forgetting that she still had a key, hammered on the door. Christan answered, looking like he hadn't slept in days.
"Where is he?" she gasped.
Saying nothing, Christan stood to the side, pointing up the stairs. Danni paused for a moment, trying to slow her heart down and catch her breath, so that she at least appeared calm when she saw him for the first time since... Okay, don't go there. Still breathing hard, she nodded to Christan and started to make her way up the stairs.
She knocked tentatively on Lucas' door and paused, but there was no response. Normally, this wouldn't have bothered her, but after what Christan had said on the phone, the lack of sound coming from his room was scaring her. She tried the handle, and found it unlocked. She found him sitting on the floor, soaking wet, with his back to her. She staggered as a horrendous wave of pain crashed over her, and then tears were streaming down her face, and she sank to the floor next to him. Reaching out to him, she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him to her, smoothing his dripping hair back from his face.
"I'm here, Lucas," she breathed, kissing him; his shoulder, his neck, his jaw. "I'm here." She sat there with him for a long moment, just holding him close, feeling her tears soak into his already-saturated hair. She closed her eyes, rocking him gently, relishing the fact that he was finally back in her arms, despite the circumstances. After a while, though, she couldn't contain the question that was burning a hole in her heart. "Why, Luc? Why would you do something like this? Your dad needs you, I need you. You can't do it to me again, Lucas, don't do this to me again. Please." She pulled him round to look at her, her hand on his face, her thumb lightly caressing his cheek, and looked into those beautiful blue eyes of his. "I love you," she breathed, her own eyes pleading. She was terrified; he couldn't leave her again, she wouldn't survive it.
"Danni?"
It took her a while to register the voice, and then she simply sank onto the edge of her bed, in shock. "Christan?" she managed to choke out. What was he doing calling her?
"Listen, Danni, you need to come round."
"What? Why?"
"It's Lucas."
That was all she needed. The worried edge to his voice made her heart race. "Is he okay?"
"Not really."
"What's going on?"
"He needs you."
"Christain, please!"
"I think he... I think he tried to kill himself."
"What?!"
"Just get here."
"I'm on my way." She hung up without another word and grabbed her jacket, racing down the stairs and out the door.
Danni ran up Lucas' drive and, completely forgetting that she still had a key, hammered on the door. Christan answered, looking like he hadn't slept in days.
"Where is he?" she gasped.
Saying nothing, Christan stood to the side, pointing up the stairs. Danni paused for a moment, trying to slow her heart down and catch her breath, so that she at least appeared calm when she saw him for the first time since... Okay, don't go there. Still breathing hard, she nodded to Christan and started to make her way up the stairs.
She knocked tentatively on Lucas' door and paused, but there was no response. Normally, this wouldn't have bothered her, but after what Christan had said on the phone, the lack of sound coming from his room was scaring her. She tried the handle, and found it unlocked. She found him sitting on the floor, soaking wet, with his back to her. She staggered as a horrendous wave of pain crashed over her, and then tears were streaming down her face, and she sank to the floor next to him. Reaching out to him, she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him to her, smoothing his dripping hair back from his face.
"I'm here, Lucas," she breathed, kissing him; his shoulder, his neck, his jaw. "I'm here." She sat there with him for a long moment, just holding him close, feeling her tears soak into his already-saturated hair. She closed her eyes, rocking him gently, relishing the fact that he was finally back in her arms, despite the circumstances. After a while, though, she couldn't contain the question that was burning a hole in her heart. "Why, Luc? Why would you do something like this? Your dad needs you, I need you. You can't do it to me again, Lucas, don't do this to me again. Please." She pulled him round to look at her, her hand on his face, her thumb lightly caressing his cheek, and looked into those beautiful blue eyes of his. "I love you," she breathed, her own eyes pleading. She was terrified; he couldn't leave her again, she wouldn't survive it.
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Wed May 13, 2009 11:04 am
Lucas hardly noticed when Danni walked into his room and held him in her arms. He didn't take any notice to her untill she forced him to look at her and when she said those three words. He shook off her hold of him growling at her turning away from her slowly he mumbled quietly "Leave me on my own Danni please. I want to be alone" he folded his arms tightly. He felt completely numb, he didn't want any pity or sympathy he just wanted to..to die. Closing his eyes slowly he breathed shakily staring at the floor.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Wed May 13, 2009 11:57 am
Danni stared at Lucas as he turned his back on her and told her to leave, confused and hurt. She blinked away tears; she couldn't remember the last time he'd growled at her like that. She had the sudden urge to just leave him to it, but she pushed it away, quickly deciding that she didn't care if he wanted to be on his own. He was clearly hurting about something and she didn't want to leave him to deal with it by himself.
"No," she said quietly, and then again; louder and more confident this time. "Lucas, I don't care. I'm not leaving you, not yet." She wrapped her arms around him once more, this time from behind, and rested her head on his shoulder so she could see at least part of his face. "Please talk to me. What's going on in your head, Luc? Why do that to yourself?" She sighed and shuffled further round so that she could see him properly, but didn't release him. "Look, if you're not going to talk to me about it, at least talk to your dad, okay? Maybe I don't have the right to ask these questions anymore, - maybe I shouldn't even be here - but he doesn't deserve that. You really scared him."
"No," she said quietly, and then again; louder and more confident this time. "Lucas, I don't care. I'm not leaving you, not yet." She wrapped her arms around him once more, this time from behind, and rested her head on his shoulder so she could see at least part of his face. "Please talk to me. What's going on in your head, Luc? Why do that to yourself?" She sighed and shuffled further round so that she could see him properly, but didn't release him. "Look, if you're not going to talk to me about it, at least talk to your dad, okay? Maybe I don't have the right to ask these questions anymore, - maybe I shouldn't even be here - but he doesn't deserve that. You really scared him."
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Wed May 13, 2009 12:32 pm
Lucas turned his head away again. When Danni insisted on staying he pulled himself out of her grip once more. Standing up he pulled her up quickly, pushing her against the wall holding her by her neck. Growling again louder this time, he pushed his face closer to hers. "LEAVE ME ALONE DANNI!, I dont need your sympathy i just...need to be alone...that's all i need" he shouted the first half but by the second half his voice became soft and shaky. His eyes shifted to brown, the first time they had since they split up, squeezing Danni's neck slowly to make his point aout being left alone, he let go of her quickly. Growling to himself he walked out of his room running quickly down the stairs he turned the corner bumping into his dad's chest.
"Lucas? come on whats wrong? talk to me please" Christan said as Lucas ran into him. Lucas pushed his father into the wall roughly, walking to the door he let out an agravated growl before storming out of the house.
"Lucas? come on whats wrong? talk to me please" Christan said as Lucas ran into him. Lucas pushed his father into the wall roughly, walking to the door he let out an agravated growl before storming out of the house.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Wed May 13, 2009 1:20 pm
Danni had stared defiantly at Lucas while he held her against the wall by her throat and screamed in her face, but when he had finally released her and stormed out of his room, she slid down the wall, feeling the first of the tears run down her cheeks. Bringing her knees into her chest, she let the sobs rip through her as yet another ton of sickening pain threatened to crush her. Although she knew in the back of her mind that there must be some huge reason behind the way he'd acted, at this moment she just couldn't see past the fact that he'd never spoken to her like that before, and that it had been months - not including the time they'd spent apart when she'd thought he was dead - since she'd actually felt scared of him.
It took her a few minutes, but eventually the sound of the front door slamming brought her to her senses, and she got shakily to her feet. Walking cautiously down the stairs, she approached Christan, standing with his back against the wall. Horror veiled his drawn face.
"I'm going after him."
"Don't," he said quickly, shaking his head. "I don't know what's wrong with him, but it's probably best to just leave him alone for now. That's what he wants."
"No! It's not best to just leave him on his own, he's just tried to kill himself!" She sighed heavily, shaking her head. "I need to know he's okay." Without waiting for an answer, she left too, slamming the door behind her.
It didn't take her long to find him; she could see his retreating silhouette a little way down the street, his hair blowing in the mournful wind. Running up to him, she caught his shoulder and made him stop. "Lucas, wait!" She pulled him round to face her, holding his arms firmly, looking up at him with pleading eyes. "You might not want me anywhere near you - I don't care. I'm worried about you, Lucas, you're scaring me. You're not like this, this isn't you." She ran her hands down his arms to lace her fingers through his, looking down briefly to blink yet more tears from her eyes before returning her gaze to his. "If you really want me to go, I'll go. But please, just tell me what you're feeling. I want to be here for you, Luc. I love you."
It took her a few minutes, but eventually the sound of the front door slamming brought her to her senses, and she got shakily to her feet. Walking cautiously down the stairs, she approached Christan, standing with his back against the wall. Horror veiled his drawn face.
"I'm going after him."
"Don't," he said quickly, shaking his head. "I don't know what's wrong with him, but it's probably best to just leave him alone for now. That's what he wants."
"No! It's not best to just leave him on his own, he's just tried to kill himself!" She sighed heavily, shaking her head. "I need to know he's okay." Without waiting for an answer, she left too, slamming the door behind her.
It didn't take her long to find him; she could see his retreating silhouette a little way down the street, his hair blowing in the mournful wind. Running up to him, she caught his shoulder and made him stop. "Lucas, wait!" She pulled him round to face her, holding his arms firmly, looking up at him with pleading eyes. "You might not want me anywhere near you - I don't care. I'm worried about you, Lucas, you're scaring me. You're not like this, this isn't you." She ran her hands down his arms to lace her fingers through his, looking down briefly to blink yet more tears from her eyes before returning her gaze to his. "If you really want me to go, I'll go. But please, just tell me what you're feeling. I want to be here for you, Luc. I love you."
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Thu May 14, 2009 11:16 am
"You want to know what i'm feeling? Pain. Sadness. Guilt. It's all my fault Danni, Eric's death, Nicole's death. Your turning. It my fault Danni and....a-and...i just cant take it any more. i can't" Lucas confessed to her. His voice turning weak and shaky, looking down in an almost a defeated way looking at Danni's hand entwinned in his. "i don't think i can do this any more Dan. I just want to..die." He wispered as tears slowly flowed down his cheeks. Everything seemed to be going wrong at the moment but there was only one things that seemed to be going right, Danni. But even their relationship seemed to be going into tatters.
Closing his eyes slwoly he breathed shakily. His hand gripping onto Danni's tightly, it began to tremle slightly.
Closing his eyes slwoly he breathed shakily. His hand gripping onto Danni's tightly, it began to tremle slightly.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Fri May 15, 2009 11:10 am
Danni moaned, - a broken, defeated sound - and dropped his hands. "Oh, Lucas..." she whispered, her eyes glistening with tears. "Why didn't you tell me? I could've..." But the only way she could finish the sentence was with a sigh. What could she have done, had he told her he was feeling this way? Nothing; she was part of the problem. He'd just said that he regretted turning her - did that mean that he regretted her, too? But that wasn't the issue right now - he was crying, telling her that he wanted to die, and that needed addressing first. Even if he didn't want to be with her, she wouldn't be able to handle it if he died, especially at his own hand.
She reached up to wrap her arms around his neck, her fingers winding through his hair, and guided his face to her shoulder. "It's okay, Luc. It's not your fault. Eric had nothing to do with you, Nicole was an accident, and as for me... I chose this, Lucas. This is what I wanted. I don't regret it, so you shouldn't." She held him to her, stroking the back of his head gently, running her fingers through his hair. A deep sigh escaped her, and when she spoke again, her voice was firm and authoritative. "Don't tell me you want to die, please. Don't even think it. You can't leave me, not again. I barely survived last time." She took a shaky breath, and continued; "You may not think I'm worth living for, but I think you'll find you're definitely worth dying for. Despite that, I really don't want it to have to come to that." She moved her hold on him from his neck to his shoulders and pulled away slightly, giving him no choice but to look at her. "Don't leave me," she begged him, her voice gentle, her eyes big and scared. "Don't do this. I'll get you through this, whatever it is, but please - don't leave me."
She reached up to wrap her arms around his neck, her fingers winding through his hair, and guided his face to her shoulder. "It's okay, Luc. It's not your fault. Eric had nothing to do with you, Nicole was an accident, and as for me... I chose this, Lucas. This is what I wanted. I don't regret it, so you shouldn't." She held him to her, stroking the back of his head gently, running her fingers through his hair. A deep sigh escaped her, and when she spoke again, her voice was firm and authoritative. "Don't tell me you want to die, please. Don't even think it. You can't leave me, not again. I barely survived last time." She took a shaky breath, and continued; "You may not think I'm worth living for, but I think you'll find you're definitely worth dying for. Despite that, I really don't want it to have to come to that." She moved her hold on him from his neck to his shoulders and pulled away slightly, giving him no choice but to look at her. "Don't leave me," she begged him, her voice gentle, her eyes big and scared. "Don't do this. I'll get you through this, whatever it is, but please - don't leave me."
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Fri May 15, 2009 11:54 am
Lucas sobbed into Danni shoulder his breaths coming out a light squeaks. "I wont leave you, thankyou so much." Lucas wispered as Danni forced him to look her in the eyes.
- Back home -
Christan sat in the living room asleep in a chair. Lucas was sat next to Danni he hadn't spoken to her since they had returned. the words had seemed to turn into sand in his mouth. "I'm going to get a drink" he said deeply. Getting up from the chair he walked into the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the cuboard filling it with water. Drinking from it slowly his hands trembled feeling weak and painfull. Setting the glass on the side his eyes fell on a knife left on the island of the kitchen. Picking it up he watched the reflection bounced on the celling and the walls. Brining the blade closer to his skin he pushed it into his flesh, sucking a breath throught his teeth, Lucas watched the blood dribbled down his wrist splattering onto the counter. Dragging the blade out of his wrist he sniffed deeply the inviting smell of the blood drawing him closer. Bringing his bloodied hand to his mouth he realised what he had done dropping the knife to the floor Lucas sank to the floor leaning againgst the counter, craddiling his arm protectivly. It was then he began to cry softly closing his kness to his chest.
- Back home -
Christan sat in the living room asleep in a chair. Lucas was sat next to Danni he hadn't spoken to her since they had returned. the words had seemed to turn into sand in his mouth. "I'm going to get a drink" he said deeply. Getting up from the chair he walked into the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the cuboard filling it with water. Drinking from it slowly his hands trembled feeling weak and painfull. Setting the glass on the side his eyes fell on a knife left on the island of the kitchen. Picking it up he watched the reflection bounced on the celling and the walls. Brining the blade closer to his skin he pushed it into his flesh, sucking a breath throught his teeth, Lucas watched the blood dribbled down his wrist splattering onto the counter. Dragging the blade out of his wrist he sniffed deeply the inviting smell of the blood drawing him closer. Bringing his bloodied hand to his mouth he realised what he had done dropping the knife to the floor Lucas sank to the floor leaning againgst the counter, craddiling his arm protectivly. It was then he began to cry softly closing his kness to his chest.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Fri May 15, 2009 12:37 pm
Danni jumped when she heard the metallic ping as the knife bounced against the floor, and she immediately looked in the direction of the kitchen. She couldn't see Lucas, which wasn't a problem, but she couldn't hear him, and that was worrying her. "Lucas..?" she called softly, not wanting to wake Christan. She stood up and made her way cautiously towards the ominous kitchen door, not really sure she wanted to see what she would find there. What she did find shook her to the core, and she couldn't help the overwhelming sadness that gripped her heart when she saw the blood stained knife and the red liquid around Lucas' lips, not to mention the mess he himself was in.
She dropped to her knees in front of him and pulled him to her chest once again, trying to ignore the tantalizing smell of his blood. "Oh, Luc, why? You said you wouldn't leave me; you can't hurt yourself like this!" She reached up, dragging her hand across the countertop until her fingers found a tea towel; she pulled it down and wrapped it around his wrist. She couldn't help but feel that his actions had something to do with her - whether she was the cause of them or if it was just that she wasn't enough to stop him feeling like this, she didn't know, and she didn't know if she wanted to, but in the end she couldn't stop herself. "Am I not enough? Is that it, Lucas? I love you, you know I do. Why do you insist on doing this to yourself?" She dropped her gaze to the towel, which she was putting some pressure on in an attempt to stop the bleeding, and sighed. "I don't know how to help you, Lucas. I can't do anything if you won't talk to me."
She dropped to her knees in front of him and pulled him to her chest once again, trying to ignore the tantalizing smell of his blood. "Oh, Luc, why? You said you wouldn't leave me; you can't hurt yourself like this!" She reached up, dragging her hand across the countertop until her fingers found a tea towel; she pulled it down and wrapped it around his wrist. She couldn't help but feel that his actions had something to do with her - whether she was the cause of them or if it was just that she wasn't enough to stop him feeling like this, she didn't know, and she didn't know if she wanted to, but in the end she couldn't stop herself. "Am I not enough? Is that it, Lucas? I love you, you know I do. Why do you insist on doing this to yourself?" She dropped her gaze to the towel, which she was putting some pressure on in an attempt to stop the bleeding, and sighed. "I don't know how to help you, Lucas. I can't do anything if you won't talk to me."
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Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Sat May 16, 2009 8:42 am
"i..didn't mean to..it's so hard Dan. i really is, I need..help" Lucas sobbed as Danni held him and tended to his arm. He rested his head on her shoulder, bringing him comfort in this time of darkness. His shoulders heaved with the effot of him crying heavily. He didn't want to kill himself it was just the pressure of everything that was going on made him want to die so he could slip into that sweet oblivion of darkness.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Sat May 16, 2009 1:07 pm
Danni closed her eyes, a deep sigh escaping her, and just held him as he cried, letting him get it out. She brought a hand slowly up to his cheek after a while, gently pushing his face away from her shoulder, just so she could see his eyes. "You're okay," she whispered, brushing his tears away from his cheeks. "We'll get you through this, I promise." She hadn't realised that she, too, was crying; seeing Lucas in this much pain was killing her, and she wanted to do anything she could to ease it - but was there anything she could do?
Her thoughts were interrupted by a cough from behind her, and she turned to see Christan leaning against the doorframe, looking anything but happy.
"What's going on?" he demanded.
Danni closed her eyes in a defeated manner and sighed.
"Lucas? Is that blood? What did you do?"
"Christan--"
"No, tell me what's going on." His eyes flickered from the knife to the towel around Lucas' wrist, and he nodded, his expression dark. "Oh. I see. Come on, Lucas."
"What?"
Christan was pulling Danni away from him, sliding her across the floor until her back was against one of the cupboards, and picking Lucas up roughly by his shoulders. "I'm taking him to the observation room; he can't hurt himself there."
Danni could only sit back and watch, helpless, as Lucas was pushed from the room by his father.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a cough from behind her, and she turned to see Christan leaning against the doorframe, looking anything but happy.
"What's going on?" he demanded.
Danni closed her eyes in a defeated manner and sighed.
"Lucas? Is that blood? What did you do?"
"Christan--"
"No, tell me what's going on." His eyes flickered from the knife to the towel around Lucas' wrist, and he nodded, his expression dark. "Oh. I see. Come on, Lucas."
"What?"
Christan was pulling Danni away from him, sliding her across the floor until her back was against one of the cupboards, and picking Lucas up roughly by his shoulders. "I'm taking him to the observation room; he can't hurt himself there."
Danni could only sit back and watch, helpless, as Lucas was pushed from the room by his father.
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DyingHere - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Sun May 17, 2009 7:22 am
Lucas groaned softly as Christan dragged him out of the room.
"i know you may think im being hard on you Luca but this is for you own good. this is keeping you safe. youre the only thing ive got now since Aiden's moved out and Sarah hasn't bothered to come see us both. I'm doing this for you, you know that right?" Christan explained as he opened the steel door.
"well you haven't exactly rooled out the welcome carpet for me have you?" Lucas replied deeply his eyes fixed on the floor as he was marched down the corridor.
"don't take that attitude with me Luca it's not a good idea in your state of mind" Christan replied stopping in front of a door.
Lucas growled deeply as he was escorted into the room.
"remeber this is for your own good okay? im thinking about you. ill see you later. try and clear your head. Yeah?" Christan added as he walked out of the room he returned quickly taking Lucas's shoes so he wouldn't try anything when he was alone, leaving again he shut the door turning the key in the lock.
Lucas sighed slowly leaning against the wall he slid down slowly. Reaching over to the bed he grabbed a pillow holding onto it tightly, resting his head on it he closed his eyes.
"i know you may think im being hard on you Luca but this is for you own good. this is keeping you safe. youre the only thing ive got now since Aiden's moved out and Sarah hasn't bothered to come see us both. I'm doing this for you, you know that right?" Christan explained as he opened the steel door.
"well you haven't exactly rooled out the welcome carpet for me have you?" Lucas replied deeply his eyes fixed on the floor as he was marched down the corridor.
"don't take that attitude with me Luca it's not a good idea in your state of mind" Christan replied stopping in front of a door.
Lucas growled deeply as he was escorted into the room.
"remeber this is for your own good okay? im thinking about you. ill see you later. try and clear your head. Yeah?" Christan added as he walked out of the room he returned quickly taking Lucas's shoes so he wouldn't try anything when he was alone, leaving again he shut the door turning the key in the lock.
Lucas sighed slowly leaning against the wall he slid down slowly. Reaching over to the bed he grabbed a pillow holding onto it tightly, resting his head on it he closed his eyes.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Sun May 17, 2009 8:04 am
Danni was waiting patiently outside the big steel door when Christan came back out, a dark look on his face. Without speaking, she held her hand out for the key, but he shook his head. Her eyes narrowed.
"Why?" she demanded.
"He needs to be on his own so he can sort things out."
"No way, I want to be in there with him."
"I'm sorry."
"I told him I'd be there for him!"
"Well, you can't be."
Danni growled, low and menacing. "Watch me." Closing the space between them in two strides, she stopped just in front of him and wrenched the key from his grasp. To her surprise, Christan didn't try to stop her, and just watched as she walked past him to unlock the door Lucas was behind.
"You're making a commitment, you know," he said at last, just as she was about to open the door.
Danni sighed. "I know that."
"And you can't go back from it."
"I know that, too."
She opened the door and crossed the threshold cautiously, slowly closing the door behind her. Lucas was sat on the floor like last time, next to the bed, and he looked awful. "Hey," she said softly, not wanting to disturb him. She hoped he wouldn't ask her to leave again; partly because Christan would probably find it hilarious, but mostly because she just wanted to be able to hold him. She put the key on a shelf by the door and took a step toward him. "Are you okay?" she asked softly, her eyes searching him warily.
"Why?" she demanded.
"He needs to be on his own so he can sort things out."
"No way, I want to be in there with him."
"I'm sorry."
"I told him I'd be there for him!"
"Well, you can't be."
Danni growled, low and menacing. "Watch me." Closing the space between them in two strides, she stopped just in front of him and wrenched the key from his grasp. To her surprise, Christan didn't try to stop her, and just watched as she walked past him to unlock the door Lucas was behind.
"You're making a commitment, you know," he said at last, just as she was about to open the door.
Danni sighed. "I know that."
"And you can't go back from it."
"I know that, too."
She opened the door and crossed the threshold cautiously, slowly closing the door behind her. Lucas was sat on the floor like last time, next to the bed, and he looked awful. "Hey," she said softly, not wanting to disturb him. She hoped he wouldn't ask her to leave again; partly because Christan would probably find it hilarious, but mostly because she just wanted to be able to hold him. She put the key on a shelf by the door and took a step toward him. "Are you okay?" she asked softly, her eyes searching him warily.
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DyingHere - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Sun May 17, 2009 8:47 am
Lucas jumped slight as Danni's voice cut through the air, opening his eyes he looked here up and down. He nodded slowly "yeah" he mumbled into the pillow. Blinking quickly he sqeezed the cushion slightly pushing himself back into the wall. Looking down at the floor he rested his head on te pillow once more.
Christan sighed walking into the living room picking up a phone he dialed quickly.
"Hey Sarah, it's your Dad i need your help"
"What's wrong dad?" a female voice responded quickly.
" Its Lucas."
"What's happened?"
"He's...really depressed i think i need some more help than i can provide for him"
"i'll come down then, i'll se you in a few hours"
"ok thanks Sarah"
"Bye"
Christan hung up nodding to himself.
Christan sighed walking into the living room picking up a phone he dialed quickly.
"Hey Sarah, it's your Dad i need your help"
"What's wrong dad?" a female voice responded quickly.
" Its Lucas."
"What's happened?"
"He's...really depressed i think i need some more help than i can provide for him"
"i'll come down then, i'll se you in a few hours"
"ok thanks Sarah"
"Bye"
Christan hung up nodding to himself.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Sun May 17, 2009 9:58 am
Sarah let herself in via the front door, using a key she hadn't touched in a while, due to some rather unwelcome circumstances rather than choice. "Dad?" she called, stepping into the unfamiliar house, so different to the one she had grown up in.
"Yeah, in here."
She followed the voice and found her father in the living room, sat in an armchair chair. She smiled. "Hey Dad."
Christan stood up and crossed the room to hug his daughter. "How've you been?"
"Good. Want to tell me what's been going on?"
Christan sighed, and gestured toward the sofa. Sarah sat down. "Where to begin? When we moved, he got a girlfriend."
"Well that's good, right?" Sarah cut in, confused by the dark look on her father's face.
"A human girlfriend."
Her eyes widened. "Oh."
"He turned her recently."
"What?"
"Yeah. But that's not necessarily what this is about. There's been a few... Incidents recently." He went on to explain about Eric and Nicole, and then Lucas' relationship with Danni, which he went into in as much depth as he could, finally concluding with Lucas' latest suicide attempt. At her request, he directed Sarah to the room Lucas was in and she went to find him.
Danni looked up as the door opened, bracing herself for another mouthful off Christan, but was surprised to see a woman that looked a little like Lucas standing in the doorway. She had crossed to sit next to Lucas and had been holding him for the last however long, but now she released him and stood up slowly.
"Hi Lucas," the woman said tentatively. "And Danni? I'm Sarah, Lucas' sister." She extended her hand, and Danni shook it, a small smile on her face - she seemed nicer than Aiden, at least. Sarah moved to sit on the bed, and Danni resumed her position next to Lucas. "So, Lucas, what's been going on? Dad tells me you've been a bit down lately?"
"Yeah, in here."
She followed the voice and found her father in the living room, sat in an armchair chair. She smiled. "Hey Dad."
Christan stood up and crossed the room to hug his daughter. "How've you been?"
"Good. Want to tell me what's been going on?"
Christan sighed, and gestured toward the sofa. Sarah sat down. "Where to begin? When we moved, he got a girlfriend."
"Well that's good, right?" Sarah cut in, confused by the dark look on her father's face.
"A human girlfriend."
Her eyes widened. "Oh."
"He turned her recently."
"What?"
"Yeah. But that's not necessarily what this is about. There's been a few... Incidents recently." He went on to explain about Eric and Nicole, and then Lucas' relationship with Danni, which he went into in as much depth as he could, finally concluding with Lucas' latest suicide attempt. At her request, he directed Sarah to the room Lucas was in and she went to find him.
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Danni looked up as the door opened, bracing herself for another mouthful off Christan, but was surprised to see a woman that looked a little like Lucas standing in the doorway. She had crossed to sit next to Lucas and had been holding him for the last however long, but now she released him and stood up slowly.
"Hi Lucas," the woman said tentatively. "And Danni? I'm Sarah, Lucas' sister." She extended her hand, and Danni shook it, a small smile on her face - she seemed nicer than Aiden, at least. Sarah moved to sit on the bed, and Danni resumed her position next to Lucas. "So, Lucas, what's been going on? Dad tells me you've been a bit down lately?"
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DyingHere - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by nightwolf on Mon May 18, 2009 12:51 pm
Lucas looked up at a fimiliar voice broke through the silence, he smiled at Sarah as she sat down. Listening to her as she spoke he nodded slowly. "Yeah" he mumbled. He looked to Danni "Can you leave us alone for a sec Dan?" he asked quietly. Watching her leave he got up on the bed sitting next to Sarah. He hesitated at first before wrapping his arms around her tightly.
Sarah rubbed Lucas's back slowly.
"Come on tell me what wrongs, Dad's worried about you and so's Danni by the looks of it."
"I-its so hard Sar, everythings just... i don't know. Its all my fault, the one thing that's gone right is being with Danni. I love her so much."
" Well don't worry were going to sort it out, Me, you Dad and Danni, yeah? it all gonna be okay."
"You promise?"
"I Promise, Now when was the last time you feed or even shifted you look so tired"
"I don't know i havent seen much point in shifting or feeding"
"Don't be silly come on" Sarah said. She lifted her wrist to her mouth bitting down bringing some blood to the surface. "Drink" she said authority in her voice. Lucas shook his head quickly. "I said...drink" Sarah pushed holding her bleeding wrist in front of Lucas. Inhaling Lucas purred as the smell waved up his nose, Holding onto he hand he began to drink slowly. Sarah sighed to herself, she hated seeing her brother like this it made her heart ache. Looking to the mirrored window that she could tell that Danni was watching. " you can come back in now Danni. He should be ok once he's had his fill and slept for a while" she said nodding for Danni to come in her other hand stroking Lucas's hair.
Sarah rubbed Lucas's back slowly.
"Come on tell me what wrongs, Dad's worried about you and so's Danni by the looks of it."
"I-its so hard Sar, everythings just... i don't know. Its all my fault, the one thing that's gone right is being with Danni. I love her so much."
" Well don't worry were going to sort it out, Me, you Dad and Danni, yeah? it all gonna be okay."
"You promise?"
"I Promise, Now when was the last time you feed or even shifted you look so tired"
"I don't know i havent seen much point in shifting or feeding"
"Don't be silly come on" Sarah said. She lifted her wrist to her mouth bitting down bringing some blood to the surface. "Drink" she said authority in her voice. Lucas shook his head quickly. "I said...drink" Sarah pushed holding her bleeding wrist in front of Lucas. Inhaling Lucas purred as the smell waved up his nose, Holding onto he hand he began to drink slowly. Sarah sighed to herself, she hated seeing her brother like this it made her heart ache. Looking to the mirrored window that she could tell that Danni was watching. " you can come back in now Danni. He should be ok once he's had his fill and slept for a while" she said nodding for Danni to come in her other hand stroking Lucas's hair.
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nightwolf - Member for 4 years
Re: Your boyfriends a what? ( )
by DyingHere on Mon May 18, 2009 1:31 pm
Danni had been trying not to watch what was going on between Lucas and his sister, but curiosity had eventually gotten the better of her, so she felt guilty when Sarah called her back in. She tried not to let the surprise show on her face when she walked in to find Lucas feeding off his sister, but she quickly got over the initial shock and sat on the floor at his feet while she waited for him to finish. When he eventually pulled away from Sarah's wrist, she smiled gently at him, and put a hand on his knee, stroking it absentmindedly with her thumb.
Glancing sideways, she caught Sarah's gaze and smiled. She liked her, she seemed a lot more supportive of Lucas and their relationship than Aiden - or even Christan - had been. Looking back at Lucas, she gave his knee a light squeeze and stood up to sit next to him, draping an arm across his shoulders. Now that Sarah had actually pointed it out - even though she wasn't supposed to have been listening - he did look tired. "Do you want me to go so you can get some sleep or something?" she asked, watching him closely. She should probably at least call her parents, considering she wasn't supposed to have a boyfriend anymore, and she hadn't been out of the house for this long in over five months.
Glancing sideways, she caught Sarah's gaze and smiled. She liked her, she seemed a lot more supportive of Lucas and their relationship than Aiden - or even Christan - had been. Looking back at Lucas, she gave his knee a light squeeze and stood up to sit next to him, draping an arm across his shoulders. Now that Sarah had actually pointed it out - even though she wasn't supposed to have been listening - he did look tired. "Do you want me to go so you can get some sleep or something?" she asked, watching him closely. She should probably at least call her parents, considering she wasn't supposed to have a boyfriend anymore, and she hadn't been out of the house for this long in over five months.
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