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by Northgaze on Mon Dec 02, 2013 10:52 am
After the Attack
Each shovelful of dirt reminded him of the events his actions had caused. His eyes fell to the bundled form that mere hours earlier had been a vibrant young woman. Yet another life ended far too soon, Karen hadnāt deserved her fate, she had simply been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Luca kept telling himself over and over that it had been a tragic accident; though he could only hope that one day his conscience would agree.
Slowly he made progress carving out a final resting place in the frozen ground. Other Caravanners had offered to help him dig, but he had turned each away. He gave no explanation as to why he wanted to do it alone, merely telling them that it was his duty to bury her. Few people in the camp had really talked or knew Karen very well except for Luca, who had immediately befriended the woman when she had turned up at their gate one night. So they allowed Luca to dig alone and mourn her in peace.
The hours crawled by as Luca stabbed his shovel angrily into the earth. He knew it was useless to wish for a different outcome, the past could not be changed, but he still found himself replaying the scene over and over in his head. Luca feared it would stay with him for the rest of his life, just another burden of guilt amongst the numerous others that weighed heavily on his mind.
Finally satisfied with the depth of his digging, Luca dragged himself slowly out of the grave. He sat on his knees staring straight ahead, desperately hoping that he could will away the inevitable next step of his grim task. Eventually he let his eyes fall on the bundled form, he crawled closer and he felt his emotions try to break free from the prison in his mind that he had created for them. Lucaās hand brushed Karenās shrouded shoulder and his emotions were released in a rushing torrent. Clutching the cold woman to his chest, he rocked back and forth, in between gasping sobs he whispered āIām sorry, Iām sorry.ā over and over again.
Luca found himself teetering on the edge of madness, the countless tragedies in his past weighing him down and threatening to drown him entirely. Tobar, Lucaās son was what snapped him back to reality, the thought of leaving the boy alone sent a jolt through him. Luca stood up straight as a rod; he scanned his immediate surroundings to see if anyone had witnessed his near breakdown. Assured that he was indeed alone, Luca began to gently lower Karen into the freshly dug grave. Considerably more composed, the work seemed to move faster as Luca dutifully filled back in the grave with the earth that he had just taken out.
A simple wooden cross marked the final resting place of the young woman. Luca dipped his head, saying a final goodbye.
With an aching back, shoulders, and arms, Luca entered the small caravan that he shared with his son. Tobar was out with Freya, so he had the cramped place to himself. Sliding his mud caked shoes off, Luca walked to the back bedroom and reached beneath the bed, pulling out a trunk; he carefully placed it on top of his bed. The extremely detailed carving on the outside with songbirds and intertwined tree branches was one of his best pieces; he had given it to his wife as a present.
The trunk had miraculously survived the journey all the way to Eden. While Luca felt attached to the chest itself, it was the contents inside that truly mattered to him. Luca carried the key to the trunkās heavy padlock on a thick cord around his neck. The key swung next to a gold chain that held his wedding band and his wifeās diamond ring, he had kept them close to his heart. Their cool touch reminded him of what he had lost.
Removing the key from around his neck, Luca slid it easily into the lock. He paused before opening the lid. A voice began calling his name just outside. Luca snapped the lock back into place and quickly slid the chest back under his bed. Putting the key back around his neck, he stepped out into the daylight, sparing only a single glance back before heading to the caravan office.
"Everyone is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree,
it will spend its whole life believing that it is stupid."

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