The first thing I remember is loving someone who never loved me back, or maybe first I remember believing it. When I wanted to start over I must have subconsciously said,
"For once I want someone to love me more then I love them." I believe thats when i lost myself. I think what I'm trying to get at is that life will someday through me a person who loves me. And in return I will love them back. I hold this hope in my heart.