I'm not that strong but i'm smart enough to know when I should hide and flea.
Normal || My Demons | Starset ||
Angry || Sleepwalking| Bring Me The Horizon ||
Emotional || Arise | Flyleaf ||
β || Name || β
Nicholas Owen
"My dad won the 'Guess It's Gender' challenge so he got to name me."
β || Alias || β
Nic : Everyone calls him this, its just a shorter name for his first.
β || Age || β
17
β || Role || β
Anteiku Waiter
β || Kagune Type || β
Ukaku : Shining Feather
"Just like my parents."
β || Gender || β
Male
"I'm pretty sure that's obvious."
β || Sexuality || β
Homosexual
"Don't get me wrong, I like girls a lot but only in a sense of friendship."
β || Nationality || β
1/2 Japanese; 1/2 Australian
"I grew up in Japan so no, I don't have the funny accent."
β || Face Claim || β
Utsutsu Hasegawa : Pupa
β || Height || β
5'7"
β || Weight || β
143 lbs
β || Hair Color || β
Brunette
β || Eye Color || β
Brown : Red
β || Skin Tone || β
Fair
β || Birthmark/Piercing/Tattoo/Scar/Noticeable Features || β
Green Hair Clip : It was given to him by his grandmother who was a peaceful ghoul, it's his sort of good luck charm that calms him down in most situations.
β || Personality || β
|| Generous : Deceitful : Escapist : Organized : Responsible ||
Nicholas appears to be a very calming and nice young man, who often helps his elderly neighbors and knows the kids around in his apartment well. If there is a problem he doesn't mind fixing it or settling an argument so both parties are equally satisfied, to be frank he plays the good guy role too well and it makes a person wonder. Nicholas doesn't talk about his past with anyone, he rather not get into that sort of thing and lose the illusion of his seemingly good life. Dealing with sadness and fear isn't something he shows openly, he tries to hide it behind a smile or a strong stance but if you look closely enough you can tell by the way he shakes, that there is something wrong. Nicholas is quite deceitful with the way he hides his feelings and makes everyone to believe that he is alright and that nothing could hurt him.
Nicholas is a very organized person, he hates clutter and keeps his apartment very clean. The environment itself just makes him feel safe and free of caring, he feels safe at best when alone in his apartment. Nicholas likes to involve himself in others problems, to be a figure who can help them through it and give advise. It isn't that he is more concerned for other's but more that he does it to avoid himself and his worries, in all truth he hates listening to people complain. He is also responsible, being accountable for anything he may do wrong or that upsets others.
Although to others Nicholas seems like a strong individual, he is actually far from it. He wants others and himself to believe that when it comes down to it, he could save someone or take charge of a situation but when facing his fears, he wouldn't be able to do a thing. Nicholas is very easy to intimidate and make worrisome, he honestly wouldn't risk his life for something or someone if he knew his chances were low.
β || Likes || β
βThe Night Sky : He often likes to watch the stars on the balcony of his apartment.
"It's calming really."
βHoroscopes : He has an App on his phone that will give him his horoscope daily and he follows them exactly.
"It hasn't failed me so far."
βDecorative Sweets : His mother owned a floral shop that sold sweets, she would often let Nicholas help out around the shop and look at all the pretty wrappings of things.
"Of course I can't eat it but it's still lovely to look at."
βCell Phone : Takes it everywhere and anywhere with him.
"I love it too much to live without."
βDrama TV Shows : It's possible to catch him crying and pressing a pillow to his chest like a security blanket when watching his tragic drama's.
"*Sniff*..I-..It's too s-sad.."
β || Dislikes || β
βReading : He actually has prescription glasses for reading but refuses to wear them so his sighting is a bit off.
"Uhm...That says 'Hopeless' right?"
βCalculus : He takes his high school courses online at home, his least favorite course is calculus.
"NUMBERS, LETTERS, AND EVEN MORE NUMBERS! Someone make it stop, PLEASE!"
βViolence : He doesn't like to get himself into fights because he knows there's always the chance he'd lose and he rather not.
"Violence doesn't solve problems but I'd be lying if I said I've never gotten into one."
β || Fears || β
βLarge Bodies of Water : Nicholas had an experience as a child as to where he thought something in the water was trying to drag him down into the bottom of the lake.
"It must have been just my imagination but still...You don't get over those types of things easily."
βDrowning : Again, this fear has to do with the bad experience as a child.
"No amount of swimming lessons could convince me to try swimming again."
βBeing Eaten : Nicholas witnessed his parent's being eaten by a Kakuja.
"I'd endure any pain possible..anything but THAT.
β || Bio || β
Nicholas lived a happy and partially normal childhood, according to him he thought it was rather peaceful for a ghoul until nearing the end. His mother, Mimoi, was a Japanese ghoul and his father, Arthur, originated from Australia, he was a ghoul as well. As he grew up Nicholas was showered with affection by both his parents but more so his father, Arthur couldn't deal with making people sad and so he often spoiled his son. On the other hand his mother was quite the opposite, she believed in earning things instead of handing them right over, Nicholas would have to prove he deserved things in her eyes but in all she was still a great mother who had that caring nature all good mothers had. Nicholas took online classes for schooling and was accompanied by one of his parent's whenever he went outside. His father was a regular business man and his mother worked in a florist shop, they like other ghoul parents, hunted for Nicholas.
When Nicholas was eleven years old, his parents had brought him to a vacation house on an island filled with other visitor's. The island was rather popular so there was a lot of hotels for visitors to stay in but his mother's family allowed them to borrow a home they had bought a while back for vacation uses only. Nicholas was swimming near the shore while his parents were on the beach relaxing a bit, he somehow ended up going further, and further away from shore, and when he tried to swim back he didn't seem to have the strength. No matter how hard he tried, he seemed to just sink further down. His father was the one to pull him out, he was a skilled swimmer. Still being a child at that time with an imagination, Nicholas believed there was something in the water that actually wanted to kill him. He got frequent nightmares and never swam again, avoiding all types of swimming areas.
Arthur and Mimoi died when Nicholas was about thirteen years old. His parents were victims of a murder, they were eaten by a pair of Kakuja's. Nicholas's mother being knocked out cold after being hit in the back of the head, then eaten. Then Arthur was next, the Kakuja's that had attacked them had already ripped off Arthur's left arm, he was already too weak to fight back and he was eaten. All while this was going on, Nicholas was hiding in his room, under the bed, and staying there like his mother had told him to. Nicholas has no idea why the Kakuja's didn't check the rest of the house for more ghouls, he couldn't understand how a ghoul could do that to another ghoul. After that incident Nicholas was taken in by some close friends of his parents, he lived with them for about three years and now he works at the Anteiku Cafe as a waiter, living in an apartment of his own and taking online classes for his last year of high school. Nicholas still has constant nightmares of the blood he saw the next morning when he came out of his room and the terrible screaming, he is terrified of Kakuja's.