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"How long have you been like this? Its not smart to let yourself become that weak... You need to feed again, and soon."
Faron would for wailed sobs, his body shivering with terror, not for what he saw but what he did, seeing himself as a monster and having no care for himself making the situation even worse, he'd scoop Sasayai up in his arms and open the bathroom door with a swift turn of his foot and instantly went to the bedroom and placed him gently onto the right side of the bed and scramble to the kitchen, rummaging through the cabinets and draws for medical supplies, that being bandages as for there was little else he could do.
He'd return to the room, carefully covering the deep bite marks of Sasayia's neck then pull his neck to his chest sobbing once more, so much so that he had no words to be said....he sobbed till he could no more....climbing into the bed and wrapping his red stained hands and arms around Sasayai as he curled into a sleep....tears still running down his face...red hair covering his puffy eyes...
His glases were no longer on his face, having fallen off sometime in the bathroom. His mind was flickering out of a state of darkness to light, feeling something wrapping his neck one moment to feeling something warm press against him, but it could not register what it was.
A warmth seemed to embrace him as he slept, though he appeared to be muttering formulas in his sleep, not that he would remember them when he woke upā¦he usually forgot the ones that came to him in his sleep, and even when awake and they came to him, unless he wrote them down they were gone in an instant.
Sasayaisā eyes soon fluttered open as the room stayed blurry. āā¦glassesā¦ā he muttered to himself as he felt the warmth of someone hug him fill him up. He blinked as he turned to see who it was, squinting a bit as he saw it was Faron, his eyes widened at that as he promptly fell out of the bed with a thud grunting a bit in pain. It wasnāt that he was scared of Faron, more like he wasā¦embarrassed and surprised. He rubbed his neck as he felt a bandage there. āoh thatās rightā¦ā he thought to himself as he remembered what happenedā¦though instead of being angry or scared, though yes there was a tiny bit of fearā¦he was more worried for Faron, hoping he was okay again.
He'd still be in a sleep, heavily in a nightmarish dream obvious as he clawed at the bed as if clawing out of something desperately, he'd sob and pant still repeating his sorrys and begs for forgiveness.
Dark rings under his eyes aged his youthful face and paled complexion making him look oh so fragile and ill...
He watched as he saw him claw at the bed as if trying to tear something out of it as he wobbly got up and walked on over. He took a deep breath as he sat on the edge of the bed before gently scooting over to Faron and laid down next to him.
āShhhā¦.Faron it is Sasayaiā¦I forgive you, everything will be okayā¦ā he whispered to him as he gave him a light hug to comfort him. āSee? I am fineā¦ā he murmured softly to him, hating to see his friends in pain.
One hand on his forehead and the other on his knee, resting limpy, he'd pant, rattled from the sudden disturbance and he'd slowly start to rise from the bed, only to sit back down, putting the limpy rested hand onto his back, looking up at the ceiling in pain then he'd force himself up with a groan then turn his body to Sasayai silent....
The light from the window making his frame look much like a silolette with eyes flickering from blue to red constantly. The tension from Faron could be cut with a knife but voice cut through it instead.
''I...I tol...told you to...to leave....I...'' He'd go silent again, putting his hands to his face, his frame normally full of strength was but a shadow as his shoulders hung low...
He saw him rise from the bed glancing up at him as he stayed seated, he watched as Faron sat back down and slowly turned to look at him, feeling the tension in the air as he looked down from his ever shifting blue and red eyes.
āI-Iā¦know and I am sorry I didnāt butā¦there was a broken mirror andā¦I was worried that you were hurtā¦I-I had to make sure you were okay.ā He whispered slightly stuttering over his words. āI-I am sorry that I caused you troubleā¦ā he muttered as he looked down.
Faron would gracefully walk to Sasayai, one hand on Sasayai's left wrist, his face near Sasayai, noses just missing eachother, his voice firm but eyes soft and loving...''You are no freak...never....the world would truly be mad if that were the case...and the light will always shine on you....unlike me..''
Sasayaisā eyes widen as he felt one hand grab his left wrist, seeing how close Faron was to his face as his cheeks reddened deeply highlighting the few freckles he had on his face as he heard his voice a slight smile on his face. āT-thanksā¦ā he managed to mutter though that seemed an effort to do as he continued to stare at Faron. āā¦I wonāt call myself a freakā¦i-if you donāt call yourself a monsterā¦deal? A-and...I will use a mirror to reflect the light onto me...onto you.ā he meekly muttered to him as he glanced down.
His free hand held Sasayai's back, pushing him closer into Faron as then other hand was still clasped around Sasayai's wrist....
He felt Faronsā free hand hold onto his back pulling him closer into Faron, his heart pounding in his chest as his body relaxed against Faron, a small moan escaping his lips, unnoticed by Sasayai.
He'd then start kissing Sasayai's neck then his chest, licking and kissing then kissing Sasayai further....
Sasayai felt Faronsā hand touch his lower back as goose bumps formed on his body. He felt him break the kiss as his eyes fluttered open, only to feel his lips on his neck causing him to let out a soft gasp as his body shuddered softly as the tongue licked his chest and his neck as he buried his head into Farons shoulder, his body trembling gently.
He'd then reach the bed side then without a second he released his hands from Sasayai and watched him fall onto the bed as he told above him...
Suddenly though he fell onto the bed bouncing slightly as he looked up at Faron pushing himself up slightly with his elbows, his red hair disheveled slightly, some of it covering his left eye slightly.