Snippet #1176560

Dear Diary,
Today is the day I shall return, though returning is one thing my heart isn't set on. I know it has been a while since Mom and Dad died but part of me doesn't want to leave, just wants to remain here in bed with a pen in my hand and you in my other. I might just fall apart on the way to school, pieces of my gently flowing through the air to find themselves trampled and broken once reaching the sodden earth. Though this is a day I shall never forget, I hope to forget its happenings quickly. I must wear a smile, must seem as if nothing as wrong. Because nothing is currently wrong, other than Jeremy the pot head and my breakup with Matt. Just smile... smile? Why does it sound so pathetic..?

Elena looked up from her diary at the clock. Bonnie would arrive soon, though she wasn't exactly sure if she wanted to egt in the car and try to make it through the day. It just seemed like a disaster waiting to happen and she'd be left to stand in the middle of it. With a sigh she closed her diary and threw it into her backpack. Of course she'd be visiting the cemetary after school so she'd need it later. Down the stairs she made her way, a frown in her eyes though head held high as if proud.

The coffee tasted dry on her tongue, even with the other ingrediants she added to try to liven it up. Dark brown eyes drooping a little she pushed her belongings into her bag and moved towards the door, pacing a little as she awaited Bonnie's arrival.