She sighed, and nodded. "I-I am not sure what I want, I wish to be kind, but so many years of war, and bitterness, do a lot to a person. I ju-I just-May I enroll at the academy?Please, there are so many new kinds of Magics, I know nothing about, there. Like, for one, new summons, I use the ancient thralls, and humanoid soldiers, and giants, you use new things, like dragons, giant birds, stuff like that. I-,"she sighed again, biting her toungue, as she struggled for the words to say,"there is nothing else here, not even that stray little squirrl, that you adore, despite how many times it steals your food, oh I see so many of those."She said, a small smile gracing her face, as she remembered that old squirrl, from when she was little."Hehe, I suppose, I confuse people, but I am ancient, and trust me, I could not fight you, I would hate to, I would probably die, infact, well, for a short while, bu-You know. I just-I ju-I just want a place to belong, everything falls, and falls around you. Immortality, is more of a curse, then a blessing, I can give it up though, but I need to give something first, before I do, I will be as powerful as ever, as old as ever, but I will still be young. Anyway, I will be reborn, of course, as all Fains are, if they die, forever."She said, furrowing her brows, as she struggled for words, obviously just, confused. "There is nothing worse, then confusion, Mi'lady. I wish to gift, wish to gain what I desire, to be set free of these shackles, no longer gazing on the sorry and pitiful lifes of mortals, I wish to forget, after I die, truly die, for the first time, I wish to-jus-I wish to just me me, flying in the sky, heart mended, bones set, glasses cleaned, then all, settles, down."She smiled to herself, as if a heavy burden had been lifted. "By the way, Head-Mistress, there is a gate here, I could set up one at the academy. This could also function as a safe room, in case of an attack, in each gate, if an area is under attack, a spell is activated, and a massive shield put around the building it is protecting, if the shield breaks, the whole building, and all inhabitants are transported here, -if- you wish it to be so, or someone of authority wishes it to be so."She says, smiling at the woman, after taking a look at the wizard, or what ever she was.