Snippet #2344031

Madeline

Madeline was shooed away by Kaleb to check on Avery. Maddie knew when people were trying to get rid of her and be alone. She disappeared among the crowd and actually looked around for Avery, but she couldn't find her. There was too many people around and she wasn't going to make it through. Honestly she couldn't find anyone. She was pretty alone. She walked across the dance floor and leaned against the wall. Her high was wearing off. Being alone and not being high were the two worse things in the world.

She pulled more pills from her pocket and swallowed 2 of them. She made her way to the bar and grabbed a whiskey bottle. She drank some of it to speed up her high. After two whole glasses she started to hallucinations. People started to look funnier and she started to feel better. She wobbled her onto the middle of the dance floor and she danced on anything that grabbed a hold of her. She was going to enjoy the night with someone even if none of her friends were around.

She ended up dancing with one guy for most of the night. He kept getting a hold of her and she didn't mind. Madeline wasn't thinking straight and the dancing was getting intimate. She was just lonely. She didn't have any of her friends around and the only people that wanted her were the people grabbing at her. She started to feel pretty lame. But she kept on dancing.

Madeline was so used to putting a smile on her face that it came naturally. She would pretend that the person she was dancing with actually cared about her and not her body parts. She would pretend that Kaleb did not send her to Avery because he wanted to be alone with Jaylene. She would pretend that the rest of friends weren't out having fun with each other. She would pretend that she didn't watch her mother die again. She would pretend that she was normal.

She pulled the guy she was dancing with closer. She needed to forget. Madeline wrapped her arms around him and got more intimate with him. She was actually enjoying herself. She even forgot that she was dancing with a stranger. She was letting the music hit her hips and she grind them into him. She was going to forget no matter what.