She didn't know how to be happy without him, as independent as she was. He was her husband, the father of her childern and most importantly the love of her life. She didn't want to be with that. They'd been together for literal decades but it wasn't enough. Forever wasn't even long enough. "I'm sorry Alex, I'm not ready to lose you."She said and if it weren't that Fae Name spell, she'd be in tears now.