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She was slightly shaking, medication time. Knowing so she processed the thought to back away, but before she could a hand was rubbing against her back. Froze. When his touch she was stricken with the thought that someone might care for her problems, Impossible. No one had showed Grey they truly had any emotion towards her in the largest; this was no different. From each of the rounds his hand made she could feel the hesitation from him, the cringe that he didn't want to do it. Drop. His hand was away allowing her to stretch back up with a light pop of her back. Stiffness radiated from him, "You don't seem very comfortable touching people." Commenting calmly she pursed her lips together as she saw his jaw moving figuring it was now his time to speak. "I bet you do, but I can't do that. That would be too difficult and probably not good for you." She assumed so, the idea of erasing a two memories for the price of one seemed complicated.

Feeling not content with her way of living made her nod, a nod to seal the deal that she never wishes to reopen. Knowing she'd never come across that painful day was news to her, so good it almost felt like a lie. "If you were to erase the memory then what? Wouldn't I still remember the pain that followed the memory? There would be a giant hole from happiness to depression, what would I think then?" Maybe it was to good to be true, at least her therapist had said so once before. That memories haunt and stay around forever and always, even when suppressed they manage to linger and show themselves in some form of way. "Won't I remember my engagement? And then suddenly, poof! No more husband, no marriage, just sadness. Wouldn't I just fell in the pieces and in the end make myself remember again?" Her wedding was worth forgetting if she also forgot the death, but there were still to many 'what if' questions she had.

Biting her lower lip she started nibbling and then bleeding lightly, a taste of silver rushed her mouth. She was now done crying, the water drops were gone along with the puffy sign of weakness. "I'll take the chance." Holding her head up high she smiled, relief flushed her face hoping that the idea would work and she would no longer feel so grey. "I'm completely and utterly done with all of the emotional roll coasters I've been having for a while... not that you care though."

"I forgot to mention that my name is Zeus."Taking a step back she looked over him again like she had done before. His name suited his appearance she thought, a name of power, but all names had a sense of power. Knowing someone's name was almost like having a piece of them, Grey had told hers too to many people today, but they most likely would have found it out sooner or later. She wouldn't have minded to give her name to this man freely at least, he was turning out to be a big help. Smiling at him she held out her hand to him like she'd done to a few others. "It's lovely to meet you, Zeus, now please just take away my memories." Her mind had been locked, she was ready to forget the dead hanging body she had discovered, so very ready.