"That's not true, you would allow something to harm me if it meant you could save your sister" Fay mumbled more to herself then to Tristan as she kept wiping away the continuing stream of tears.
"My dream was about some horrible monster trying to get me and you let it, you traded me for your sister! And you didn't even care! you just walked away while that thing did what it wanted with me" Fay sobbed, shivering as she recalled her dream, or more like nightmare.
"But then again why wold you care? Your just using me for power, that's all" she whimpered. That's all he wanted her for, she knew that and that's the only thing he will ever want from her. Once he has her love he'll just through her away. But isn't that what she wanted, they had made a deal that once he got what he wanted she was free to go. That's still what she wanted.
Right?
To be truthful Fay didn't know anymore. When he was holding her, allowing her to cuddle into his warmth, when he acted kind and caring, Fay didn't want to leave. But the reality was always bittered but the true meaning behind it all. The fact that he was just using her. Why is it that the first boy she has ever been attracted to only wanted to use her. Even if she were to show emotion he would never return it, cause he's a demon, a monster. Cause once she showed emotion he wouldn't need her anymore. And that thought brought a aching pain in her chest that Fay was familiar with. And she didn't like it.