Snippet #2454554

(LONG POST. GOT CARRIED AWAY. URGH.)

Beck Hades.

"There's not much you don't know about me and I think you know the worst."

Beck kind of found it uncomfortable how she called it the worst, even though he could not see any bad pieces of her anywhere. It was not the words he would have personally used but he did not know if he should, or even how to, correct her. Instead he just lightly kissed her jaw as a sign of comfort while trying to push the sad thin frown from his face. Elisa and him had quite a bit in common really; both utterly fucked up and needing eachother.

"How did I manage to snag a friend like you, when all the other girls tried so hard to even get your attention?"

He shook his head slowly before shrugging, not understanding why she decided to bring this up so suddenly. "I don't know why I get a lot of attention. Apparently I'm attractive, I don't see what's to like though." Beck explained. Being honest he was tired of his so called admirers with their fake laughs and dirty words; mostly cause they reminded him too much of himself. "I like you. You are better than them. You have more than a teaspoon of personality and I'm pretty sure if they knew the same as you do now, you'd be the only one still at my side." He said, with a long, drawn out sigh. "You're lovely. That's why you are my friend."

"We were in a bad area, I got a bad feeling. I followed. My feeling wasn't exactly wrong, was it?"
"But, you are involved in it now and I think your heart is in the right place. Though I still say you run away and never look back, but I'm selfish so what do I know, huh?"

Beck felt a lump form in his throat as the girl began to hide in his shoulder blades. He wanted her packed with confidence and to be happy and feel safe around him, though he guessed it was kind of nice to be seen as her hiding and quiet spot. Somewhere to get away from everything, or maybe she was just clinging onto him, begging him not to leave her. "You really did not need to see that Elisa." He swallowed hard. The situation would be much better with that memory wiped from her mind.

"It's absolutely foolish and I don't think you should have gotten involved in it in the first place,"

"You sound like my Mother," The blonde laughed lightly, before realising the seriousness of what she had stated and quickly clamping his jaws shut with an giving a apologetic glare. He did agree with what she said completely though, but it was different now. "I can't drop them like that. The man who is to take my role when I go will throw the place into shit and people will get hurt, but I can't keep myself safe either anymore, never mind my friends."

"What do you want it to be, Beck?"

Beck's grin was dark and seductive. He was rather surprised by her answers being honest and really did not know what to say back. The blonde wanted to know what she had on her mind before he made a choice on whether to advance or drop the dirty jokes and lust controlled actions. He wanted to know if she was comfortable, but still he did not think he could bring herself to sleep with her without knowing if she really loved him anyway. Beck did not want to be used for sex...again. "Most definitely all three..." He whispered quietly, barely able to be heard. The youth's strong arms suddenly scooped up Elisa and sat her on his crotch, where he paused for a moment just looking at her and trying to read her responses.