Snippet #2491884

Kojiro woke up Screaming again. He was having the nightmare about the car accident his parents died in again. He was covered in a thick layer of sweat so he went into the the bathroom for a shower. He had been up all night drinking again last night, it seemed to dull the pain for him even just for a little bit, but he always ended up waking up with a huge hangover. He walked out of the shower and grabbed a towel to dry off. As he looked at his face in the mirror he started to become very sad and then angry and then sad again. He hated life but he hated himself most of all, he felt a great deal of responsibility for what happened to his parents even though he had no control over it. After a couple of minutes he put on the change of clothes that was waiting for him on the counter and left the bathroom.

He went over to his bedside table and grabbed the almost empty bottle of Glenfiddich 40 year old whisky and poured himself a glass. He wasn't going to start drinking at 11 o'clock in the morning but the glass he had poured would take away the headache and the sick feeling in his gut. Afterwords he walked out onto his balcony and lit up a cigarette. He sat down in a chair near the edge of the balcony and put on a pair of sunglasses that were on the table next to the chair he had sat down in. Then he called for someone to bring him some coffee, he was going to need it if he was going to do anything productive today.