Earlier in the week, Ms. Lillian Greene received a flyer for Gay-Straight Alliance. It was today and Lillian decided to check it out. She has been having some sexuality issues. Some of the females are starting to look attractive. And not in the 'nice dress' kind of way. Lily has thought of them the same way she would a sexual partner. She has been pushing the feeling away, but with some many people coming out it was resurfacing. She was hoping that the GSA meeting would be helpful and give her some answers.
Lillian neared the room and she started to get a bit freaked out. The brunette started pacing, trying to figure out what to do. She didn't even know what she was doing here or why she felt the need to come. She has been having minor issues containing herself around those of her gender, but that was it. It wasn't that big of an issue. She just found them rather attractive. Lilly doesn't want to date them or take them to bed. She finds them cute and that is perfectly normal. The brunette stopped pacing and was happy she talked herself out of this meeting. As she was about to walk away, she had a guilt feeling in her gut. She didn't know where it came from, but it was telling her to attend the meeting.
"Welcome to the first official GSA meeting!"
The loud booming voice from the other side of the door had caused the brunette to jump. The meeting had started and she was late. She might as well go home now, she would be interrupting if she walked in there. Great. Walk back to your dorm and pretend you never heard of GSA Lillian's feet didn't move and a sigh escaped the girls lips. Why am I here?" The meeting continued to go on, not concerned with the troubled brunette on the other side of the door. Lillian isn't gay. She isn't homophobic. She doesn't have some prejudice against people with different sexualitys. So why was she so afraid to walk inside. Running her fingers through her hair, the brunette stood in front of the door and walked right inside.
All eyes seemed to be on her. Not only was she late, but she interrupted. Looking at the leader with apologetic eyes. Lillian worked so hard for her school to see her as a strong woman. Although she wasn't popular, Lillian was known as the perfect student. It wasn't hard to build that here. If only they knew how imperfect she really was. Without letting fear take over her facial expression she took a seat in the back. Looking around, she saw people that she had never encountered before. She almost felt like an outsider and she didn't want to be.
Lily checked her watched and had a silent debate in her head. After thirty minutes, i'm leaving The deal seemed rather reasonable. The brunette gave the club thirty minutes of her time and she was free from feeling scared. Many of the club members were already mingling and she didn't want to go and interrupt any of them. She was going to let them mingle, but eavesdropping was an option if she grew bored within the five minutes of sitting here.