Khi Cobley
Outift - Viva La Gloria (Little Girl) - Green Day - 8:14 AM
"Little girl, little girl, why are you crying?
Inside your restless soul your heart is dying?
Little one, little one, your soul is purging
Of love and razor blades your blood is surging"
But then her laughter stopped and she fell through the dimensions of her mind-crippling guilt.
"I feel so guilty Riley, I'm hurting him," She gazed at the ground through her thick dark lashes and sighed ever so sadly as she thought to herself about it. "What do I do man? I just don't know," She frowned her heavy stare turning to the ground as her heart heaved in her chest. She felt so worthless and pathetic when she put it all into perspective. It was a dilemma of the most cruel kind and quite franklu, Khi didn't know how to cope. She could tell Riley how she felt and try to put into words her love but even then things wouldn't get easier because the chances were that Khi was more of a fuck buddy to Riley and she didn't want that but even if she did- how could she be with Riley with Danny ever present in their lives? Making him omniscient to the situation would tear everything apart. Their friendships were hanging by a thread so they couldn't even come clean and hope for forgiveness because then they'd be 7 Nemesis' trapped in a camper van thousands of miles away from home. They'd kill each other in weeks and Khi didn't want to lose any of them, she loved them as all friends so much and she couldn't live a day without them. She needed them, together- united. She'd break if all their friendships broke down.