Trevor turned to face Lily when she took his hand. He smiled with pride when Lawrence called him dad. He took Lawrence in his arms at Lily's insistence. Trevor felt relieved at her words. "I need you, I need you both too." Trevor stated with a soft smile. "If there's one thing I've learned over these last couple months, it's that my family is what makes me strong. I'm weak without you." He stated. When she pointed out his longer hair he chuckled slightly, he barely even noticing it. "Where I was there wasn't a barber. I hadn't really noticed it."
Trevor felt relieved when he felt the softness her touch. He missed her so much. He accepted her embrace, and kiss gladly. "You don't have to be afraid anymore. No matter what I will always come back to you. I swear."
Trevor sighed in exhaustion as he sat down on the couch, still in his new deputy uniform. He hadn't been on the job but for a couple days, and he was so tired between it, and the pack. As good of a second-in-command Jack is, he's no Alpha. And Trevor had to put out a few minor fires he caused in his brief reign as leader. Trevor took off his tie, and unbuttoned the first couple of buttons on his shirt. He smiled at Lily when she sat next him, trying to hide his exhaustion. He chuckled slightly when she began kissing him, and climbed up on top of him.
"Not that I'm complaining, but what's gotten into you?" He asked in between the kisses. And when she answered his eyes widened a bit. Sure he expected that she would want another kid, but had hoped it would be at least after Lawrence was out of diapers. Before he could answer she shushed him, and continued to kiss him. Trevor rolled his eyes slightly, and stood up, holding her in his arms. He gently laid her down on the couch, and brushed a few strains of hair out of her face.
"Lily, I would love to have another baby with you, but we need to think this through. It's not that simple." He stated in a low, and calm voice. "Having Lawrence almost killed you. I don't think I can go through that again." He stated in a worried expression. "Look, I figured that maybe one day you'd want another, so I've been discussing it with Debra. Ways for us to have a kid, and you to survive." He stated with a reassuring smile.
"How would you feel if....if we ask one of the pack to be a surrogate?" He asked, hoping she would see things from his perspective. "I think that is the best option for us. As much as I love Lawrence....I don't know if I can take that much worry again." He said in a slight scared tone, thinking back to when she was pregnant. "I said in once, and I'll say it a billion times more, I can't live with out you." He then leaned down, and passionately, and deeply kissed her.
"Please....just think it over before we rush into anything ok? That's all I ask." He pleaded while giving her a big puppy dog look. "So do you want to continue or did I kill the mood?"