|| #15155E || The Open Boy || 17 ||
It wasn't as if Chase knew things was awkward between them. He had a feeling that Adam had been avoiding him but then again, so had he. Okay maybe not really that much avoided Adam but he hadn't been seeking him out even though they hang out a lot. But these days had been a bit difficult. Because of that damn kiss. He had tried not to think about it but well.. Who was he really fooling? Himself of course. He understood that Adam might not want to hang out with him as much as before but the walk to school in the mornings was a routine for him and he would stick to it until Adam actually didn't want to meet him more like this. It would probably break his heart a bit but.. With Adam's family he could understand it to a point but still, it was all really annoyingly complicated.
He stood there thinking it all over and over again. Did he maybe have a crush on Adam? He had after all kissed Adam first, or well. Initiated the kiss. But he hadn't really pushed him away now had he? It's all really confusing.. He thinks and pushed a hand through his hair. Wasn't his life quite easy going now? Well, as easy going life can go for a teenager boy. Who had a small crush on his best friend. A freaking crush.
Though he have never been the one to get stuck on the negative side of life. Things would go as they did and he would do his best to make things like they used to do. It wouldn't be that hard to pretend like nothing for now. Right? Wrong, so wrong on many levels because there Adam came and smiled. He looked like hell and a stab of guilt hit him. It was probably his fault why Adam looked so tired and worn now days. "Morning, ready for another day at school?" He asked with a smile and thought it would be better if he didn't comment on how Adam looked like. He could also play along in the "lets forget what happened at that party" game. At least for a while longer.
"It would have been nice to be home for a day or week, I finally got that new Assassin's Creed but haven't even starte it yet." He talked while they walked towards school, stretching a bit. Shoving his hands into his pockets, he glanced towards Adam. He did feel like he should apologize or something but it didn't taste right on his tongue so he kept silent. They could talk about that party another time. When things didn't feel so jumbled or confusing.