"But to answer your question ,yea, it's nice here, the people are nice, if not a little nosy, those that knows us, loves us and-" She chuckled. "We were never just Josh or Maddie, they had a habit of running our names together Josh'n'Maddie, or Josh-Maddie, it was so weird. They just knew we'd--" She stopped herself but before she knew it, she was crying. She clamped her hand over her mouth, to muffle the sobs " Dammit, I'm sorry, I thought---I thought I could talk about this stuff without....but they just keep coming.." She said as tears streamed own her face, even though she laughed, albeit humorlessly. She sniffed and managed to pull it together enough that she reached out and touched his hand. "Don't be afraid to ask me anything, please, It's not fair to you." She said, her fingers gripping his hand. "I know I keep doing this shit, but if you want to know anything at all, anything, I don't care what, ask me and I'll tell you, no matter how awkward or hard it might seem, okay? I'll stop crying eventually." She said and gave him a smile, though her brown eyes were still glossy with tears.