They werenāt far from the railing that over looked the water from the second deck they were on. She lend over the railing as Sebastian answered his phone and she sighed wondering which person from his busy life that was. They couldnāt even go a day without his life pulling him back in and although she wasnāt his and sheād never be his, she felt this jealous. The struggle of keeping his attention was already weighing on her and she hated it. She didnāt want to have to fight for someoneās attention, that was the whole reason sheād taken off on Leo. She knew in the long run, sheād have to fight for her attention and she just couldnāt fucking do it.
She didnāt know who was on the other end of the phone and she really didnāt even care to listen as she lend out over the railing looking down at the water. She wondered briefly where Leo was. She hoped she was okay. She hoped that she was doing good for herself, she briefly missed the way Leoās lips tingled against hers. She lit herself a cigarette taking a long drag from it. Sebastian grabbed her elbow spinning her to face him as he pressed his lips against hers, kissing her hard on the lips. She couldnāt help but moan against his lips. He tasted incredible and made every inch of her skin burn with a hunger for him that sheād never felt with anyone else and it almost made her feel guilty considering moments ago sheād just been thinking about Leo. His hand moved to the back of her neck as he moved them a bit out of sight and she went with ease.
"It's going to be fucking hard to control myself today." He confessed as his eyes ran over her and she had to fight a shiver. "Especially with this sexy new look of yours." He ginned as he played with a strand of her hair and the moment was weirdly perfect, she almost hated it when he laced his fingers with hers. She raised a brow as he lead her up to the top deck once more. She pulled away from him as they reached the top deck.
āYou hiding something from me?ā She asked teasing him, although her words were fairly serious. āYou better not be.ā She smirked, leaning up and kissing him once more.
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Once they reached Coney Island, Seb had insisted they wait a bit until the ferry cleared out before they finally go off. The amusement park that stretched along Coney Islandās beach was unlike anything Andi had ever seen. Sheād never done anything light hearted or just innocently fun in her life, at least not that she could remember and there was something so freeing about it that she let out a soft sight as her eyes took in the rollercoasters and other rides. She laced her fingers with Sebās and let him walk them to a small little beach side restaurant so they could get something to eat.
She hated that he waited on her, like she was someone of importance to him. He treated her good and he didnātā have to. That only made her fall harder in love with him, even though she was desperately trying to avoid those feelings. She popped a french fry into her mouth and tried not to let out a satisfied moan at the way it tasted. The hype about greasy carnival food was honest hype. Typically in foster care and with Tony or living on the street she was lucky if she got an actual meal that wasnāt fast food or left overs.
āSo, Sebastian.ā She breathed his first name for the first time in forever, maybe ever. She typically regarded him as Mr. Ramsey, because it kept her from getting to attached. Being on a first name basis for someone like her, was personal. āWhen youāre not helping poor unfortunate souls, what is it that you like to do for fun?ā She asked, for the first time she spoke honestly. She wasnāt using her slow, lazy voice she used to seduce men. She wasnāt being a bitch. She was being real and that felt weird to her. She wasnāt sure sheād ever had such a laid back, normal conversation with anyone, not even Leo. Because most of her conversations with Leo were either too deep, too personal, or sexual. "Then again, I'm not sure you even know how to have fun." She teased.
For starters Orson didnāt like Andie for a variety of reasons. Mostly because he knew how bounded the two girls were, during the trial had been a real test of their love for each other. Half the time neither of them would talk unless they got to see each other. There were times when theyād talk and him and his brother would sit outside the doubled sided mirror listening to their conversations. Andie was a mastermind in her own, she could convince Leon why she shouldnāt talk. Why she should keep her mouth shut and it was beyond frustrating. If Orson was being honest, had it not been for Andie, he could have probably gotten Leona off by simply saying sheād had a mental break down, sheād have spent a couple months in therapy and house arrest.
However, Andie had this hold on Leona that he despised and honestly there was a part of him that wanted to get Andie completely out of the picture. The fact that his brother had a thing for her made it incredibly complicated to get anywhere near her though.
His brother told him heād take care of it, heād distract Andie and keep her out of view. Though, he was still the slightest bit apprehensive. Unlike Leo, he was aware of the fact that Andie couldnāt bother to be controlled. Sure, Leona was strong and she valued control over herself, while at the same time there was a sick sexual gratification in submitting to someone like Orson. Which was why in the end she eventually caved to him. Andie was quite the opposite though. She was far too stubborn to cave to Sebastian and he knew his brother well enough to know that if his brother liked her, sheād get her way in the end and that irritated the fuck out of him. He wasnāt going to lose the control heād finally gained over Leo, to Andie because his brother wasnāt man enough to put a bitch in her place.
He slipped back into the inside of the seating area, paying little attention. Not expecting Leo to be wander and he nearly slammed into her as he struggled to tuck his phone back into his pocket and balance the drinks in one hand. His jaw instantly clenched, hoping like hell she hadnāt seen Andie. Heād barley caught his brother in time, so he wouldnāt be surprised if sheād seen a small portion of his brother and Andie together. The only thing he could hope for is that she didnāt recognize her ex-lover.
"Hey baby." She breathed and there was something off putting about her tone of voice. Not to mention sheād specifically called him by a pet name instead of his first name. The drugs in his system urged him to cause a scene, but he fought back trying to calm himself. "You were taking too long, I was coming to find you." She teased and he raised a brow as she looped her finger though his belt loop, she moved closer leaning up and kissing him and he hated that it was impossible in that moment to stay mad at her. She took the drinks from him then and he gave her another small kiss.
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When they finally got to Coney Island he was quick to get off the ferry with her and disappear into the crowd of tourists and families occupying the amusement park. He had to remind himself to loosen up, which was difficult for Orson, but as the drugs started to wear off oddly enough to more comfortable he got. He refused to give Leo anything else and if he was being honest, they didnāt need it. They were feeding off each otherās energy, high off of the feeling between them and heād never felt that with anyone else in his life. He both loved her and hated her for that.
He won a Hello Kitty stuffed animal and passed it too her as the sun started to set over the ocean, he tucked his hands into the pockets of his slacks as they walked. Letting the comfortable silence fall between them for a minute.
āI want to be able to get you out of that hotel room.ā He finally admitted. āI want to put you up somewhere nice. Your own place.ā He said like he was planning for the future. āBut, I canāt do that if I canāt trust you.ā He admitted, talking to her more calmly then heād ever had. āI donāt know what is going to happen between us, but I wanna keep you around.ā He breathed as he lit himself a cigarette and they walked along the boardwalk.