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Character Portrait: Andris Boros Character Portrait: Samuel Harrison
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xxx"i know i should walk away
xxxbut i just want to let you break my brain.
xxxand i can't seem to get a grip
xxxno matter how i live with it."
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Samuel became aware of another presence on the balcony. He swallowed, took a moment to compose himself, and straightened up. Ris’ voice was heavier with his accent, a giveaway of the alcohol in his system. Samuel tried and failed to force a smile, and just shrugged. It was Ris. He didn’t have to pretend. He’d seen and heard it all anyway. Once upon a time, they’d tried to hide it. Tried to pretend that everything was perfect. Not any more.

Ris’ physical proximity was almost a bit of a comfort in and of itself. For a moment, Samuel considered going for a hug- then, sharp and clear as broken glass, he saw Ris kissing Lexei, and suddenly, it all feels wrong. This does nothing to help Samuel’s mood, and he has to take a deep breath and turn back to face the lights to stop himself from crying.

β€œIt was my fault,” he said after a few moments. β€œI know that much but I still... I had to go and ruin it.” It had been so perfect. The evening, the feeling of Jamie’s arm around his shoulders as they watched the lights go by, that feeling of just being in their own little world. And then he’d had to be selfish. Was the evening just a summary of their entire relationship?

β€œDon’t let this happen to you, Ris. Just... don’t let yourself get caught up in something like this. Where you just fight and fight and fight, and like a goddamn fool, you still can’t... something just makes you hold on. Tells you the next time will be different.” He knew that seeing Ris in a happy relationship would probably just highlight the cracks in his and Jamie’s, but... he just wanted Ris to be happy. Even if it didn’t make him totally happy.

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