Ashen laughed at her apology, though she could tell it was forced, and tense. She buried her burning face into her hands, groaning to herself. He was just as embarrassed as she was, which, he didnât have a reason to be. After all, she was the one whoâd blundered up so terribly, âAccidentâs âappen, no body got hurt. Itâs all fine. Iâm more flattered yeâd be jumpinâ me so soon than anythinâ. Itâs rather bold oâ ye.â
....what? What had he justâŠWHAT?!
Although Lux did hear the nervous chuckle that came from Ashen, following that comment, it didnât exactly process well. Even if it was just meant to be a lighthearted response to her apology, and assurance that all was otherwise fine as far as he was concerned.... Lux hunched over, mortified while a muffled choking noise came from her throat, it took all she had not to scream into her hands. Why couldnât he have just said everything was fine, why did he have to...flirt? Even if it was in jest, why? She never knew how to react to those sorts of comments! It just...it made all this so much worse! Though, she honestly might deserve this, karmic retribution for managing to not only make a fool of herself, but Ashen as well. Very nearly she managed to knock him over the edge of the pier, and basically groped him too...! Sheâd grabbed without thinking, acting purely in the moment, and when sheâd done so heâd made as much of an awkward noise as she did; which, something felt a littleâŠmore malleable than it shouldâve but she couldnât place why with how muddled her brain was?
GodsâŠthis was a disaster. And just when Lux thought and hoped that it couldnât get any worse, she heard a single, throaty laugh, âI find this variety of courting mmost entertaining.â
Why did it have to get worse? Naturally, it would get worse. Such was her luck, it seemed. Whenever she went and made herself seem a nimrod, events played out that exacerbated those traits of hers. Ashen had to teasingly flirt with her at her expense while Calliope seemed to absolutely mean what she had said. She took that whole bit of torment as...courtship? Did she truly now think that they were courting?!
âYou two okay?â Ioa asked, before going onto speak with the quintet of handmaidens, and Lux wasnât able to even form a coherent word to respond. No, no she was most certainly not okay right now. For the umpteenth time in a matter of minutes, all Lux could bring herself to do was to groan, though this time it was a rather loud one. She was beyond saving face, any sense of honor or integrity she had left was in shreds. There was no way to salvage this, so there was no sense in holding it in, really. ....it did make her feel a little better, at least.
The sounds of heavy metallic footsteps approached from behind, from the boat, and Lux knew it was Artisanâs turn to speak and likely comment about this pathetic display, he introduced himself in a more formal and dignified manner than the rest, but.... â...the two lovebirds behind me...â
Luxâs body began to quake a little bitâthis was too much and it was too ridiculous! Ashen had to poke fun, Calliope honestly thought that they were courting and even Artisan, who had quite a bit of venom in his voice when heâd said it, had called them lovebirds. She knew she had made an ass of herself; did he have to speak with such distaste? Wasnât making a fool of herself enough? Why did she have to stare at the quintet of handmaidens? That was something sheâd worked so hard to stop doing, and she hadnât had the problem of staring at aesthetically pleasing folk for at least two months now! She should have known that Fakharu would employ only the loveliest of mortals, being what he was.
After Artisan concluded his introduction, Luxâs embarrassment and frustration hit its limit. The âlovebirdâ comment was too much for her to handle, as overwhelmingly humiliated as she already was, and...something snapped. Perhaps it was her patience, perhaps it was her temper, either way; there wasnât a way for Lux to continue quietly wallowing in her shame. Uncaring of impressions or how she might now be perceived, her head snapped up, an exasperated expression adorning her still reddened face. Her usually gentle features showed a fierceness few would think Lux capable ever of, before she shouted at Artisan, fuming, âWe are NOT lovebirds! Iâm fully aware that Iâve made an ass of myself and all of us by proxy; you neednât rub it in and be so bitter!â she huffed through her nose, before she turned on her heel, her composure returning, irritation causing her mind to clear and return to clarity. Sighing and setting a hand overtop her heart; she breathed in deep and did her best to soothe her nerves.
Although Fakharuâs quintet of lovely handmaidens had left her in a daze prior, this time, she wouldnât allow it, and while Lux was aware she couldnât mend the impression sheâd made prior, she could still at least put forth effort. Moving the hand she had overtop her heart, Lux move it higher til the whole of her forearm was diagonally across her chest, while she straightened her other arm at her side, and offered the handmaidens a more formal and proper bow. âI know first impressions cannot be done away with, nevertheless, I wish to apologize for staring at you ladies, and will not attempt to save face with a lie, I was caught off-guard by your collective beauty. However, youâve my word that I have regained myself and will not be so uncouth again.â Lux stood back upright, âThough I offered my name before, I did so poorlyâmy name is Lux Fiala, Iâm here at the beck and call of Lord Fakharu, and am prepared to listen to his request in full.â
Though her nerves were still a bit shot, and she was still quivering a bit from the remnants of frustration, Lux did her best to maintain a calm exterior.